La Chambre de Adrienne

Mood: insecure, nervous, regretful, disappointed
Listening to: the cast gossiping and music videos playing on the comp next to me

i never post on this blog, but this is the one the school hasn't blocked lol...they're too stupid to block ALL blog sites...they only filter out the popular ones like myspace and xanga and livejournal. SO...here i am, in our "dressing room" for THE IDIOT'S GUIDE TO HIGH SCHOOL with make-up on (i never wear make up) and with most of the cast. people i know are out there *cough cough* and i'm nervous....i really didn't want him to be there. i specifically told him to not come but there he is with his friend Ryan. great huh. i hope tori and chloe decided to come. this cast is so obsessed with s**. it's not ever funny. but billy's awesome.

i wish i made tartuffe...i hate how, the one time i actually have confidence and do my ultimate best, i don't make it. the one time i have expectations and determination, i don't make it. it hurts unbelievably but some people don't get it. and i am so sick of routine but some people don't get it. i hate how right when you're done with something, something else that's worse is thrown in your face. life sux.

i hope i'll do well on stage. i don't wanna make a fool outta myself in front of people. this is my first play. i'm gonna die. i wish i made tartuffe. i hope i make the spring musical. i wish high school never started.

Mood: cold
Listening to: TV commercials

I'm trying to do my biology EC here...but I'm not sure what reactant transforms into acetyl Co-A and starts the Krebs Cycle in glycolysis....

I'm auditioning for the Winter Play Tartuffe: Born Again, but I don't have a fresh monologue. I might use the dramatic Some Things You Can Never Forget, but I'm afraid the director's already heard that one before (it was one of the first sites from my google search)....*sigh* my hands are cold

Break has been pretty good so far. I definitely welcomed it but I'm fretting about finals....

I miss cat and lava. and i wonder who kali was referring to. i'm not gonna go to the crystal concert. too lazy lol. i should start practicing my grieg pieces for piano. can't wait to see Romeo and Juliet on december 5th!

hp4 was ok. saw it on nov. 18 w/ everyone...i used to like emma watson, but her eyebrow-moving annoyed me so much in the movie! and i saw ron in the 1st movie today...he's so cute and young compared to how he is now. don't like him though. at all. never have never will. not harry/daniel radcliffe either. or cedric diggory. used to like tom felton.

Mood: unsure of how i'm feeling...procrastinating? is that a mood?
Listening to: the barely audible hum of my comp and the taps of my keyboard

I'm starting another weblog on blogigo...I used to only use my xanga, but now I've realized that I truly love blogigo....It's got a nice vibe that draws me to it and so now...I'm actually gonna use it.