SHABEEBOP

ITS 3 DAYS AFTER, AFTER MY LAST ENTRY, AND ITS BEEN AN OK 3 DAYS. JERRY HAS BEEN LOOKING AT ME FUNNY, LATELY, AND I KNOW WHY, BUT I WISH HE WAS TLAKING TO ME MORE. HE TALKES TO ME BUT HE DOESN'T SAY ANYTHING. MY MOM AND I WENT TO THE STORE TODAY. WE WENT AND BOUGHT NEW CLOTHS FOR ME. CAUES IN THE LAST FEW MONTHS I HAVE GROWIN A BIT. AND MY OLD CLOTHS DON'T REALLY FIT ME ANY MORE. SO I GOT SOME NICE NEW CLOTHS. SCHOOL HASN'T STARTED YET BUT I'M REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO IT. CAUSE AS I TOLD YOU BEFORE I WANT TO TRY OUT FOR THE FOOTBALL TEAM. SO I HAVE STARTED MY OWN LITTLE TRANING WORKOUT PLAN FOR MY SLEF SO I CAN GET IN SHAPE. I'M REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO THE NEXT SCHOOL YEAR.

ITS BEEN A FEW DAYS AFTER MY TRIAL. AND I DON'T KNOW HOW I FEEL ABOUT IT. I LIKE THAT WASN'T SENT TO JAIL. BUT I STILL FEEL BAD. I'M HAPPY THAT THE JUDGE ALLOWED ME A SCOND CHANCE AT LIFE. I PLAN TO GO TO SCHOOL, AND JOIN SOME SPORTS. I'M LIKE FOOTBALL, SO I THINK I MIGHT TRY OUT. AND IF I MAKE IT IT WOULD BE NICE TO DOES SOMETHING LEGALL INSTEAD. MY MOM IS OVERJOYED THAT I'M HOME NOW. AND MY DAD IS HAPPY TOO. AND I'M SO GALD TO BE BACK WITH MY LITTLE BROTHER. HE MEANS ALOT TO ME. I'M JUST UPSET WITH MYSELF, BECAUSE I KNOW THAT I LET HIM DOWN. HE LOOKS UP TO ME, AND I REALLY RESPECT THAT IN HIM. I LOVE HIM ALOT, HE JUST REALLY MEANS ALOT TO ME. AND I HOPE TO GROW WITH HIM, TEACH HIM THINGS, LIKE FOOTBALL, HOCKEY, OR MAYBE VOLLEYBALL.I COULD PLAY GAMES WITH HIM. GET TO KNOW HIM, I DON'T THINK HE LIKES ME RIGHT NOW BUT SOON I HOPE. I JUST HOPE THAT WE GET TO UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER.