SHABEEBOP

ITS BEEN A FEW DAYS. AND JERRY IS FINAL TALKING TO ME. HE ASKED ME IF I WANTED TO TAKE HIM TO THE PARK TO PLAY. SO I SAID YES, LIKE IN A HEARTBEAT. WE PLAYED B-BALL. IT WAS FUN. SCHOOL STARTED AND GUESS WAHT? MADE THE FOOTBALL TEAM. I'M STARTER. THIS IS SO AMAZING. MY LIFE HAS TOTAL TURNED AROUND. I TOLD MY SELF SOMETHING, THAT "NOTHING IN LIFE IS A PROMISE, SO LIVE LIFE LIKE YOU WERE DIEING". IT MEANS THAT YOU SHOULD NEVER TAKE LIFE FOR GRANTED. I LIVE MY LIFE HOW I WANT TO. AND IT MAKES ME FEEL GOOD. I LOVE MY LIFE. I MEAN CHEAK THIS. I GOT MYSELF A GIRLFIREND, I'M THE STARTER ON MY H.S. FOOTBALL TEAM, LITTLE JERRY IS TALKING TO ME. AND I COULDN'T BE HAPPIER. I LOVE MY LIFE. AND I THANK GOD EVERY DAY, THAT THE JUDGE GAVE ME MY SCONED CHANCE. YOU DON'T GET A 100S OF SCONED CHANCES SO WHEN YOU GET ONE YOU HAVE TO TAKE IT. AND LEARN FROM THAT PAST MISTAKE. BUT THIS WILL BE MY LAST ENTRY SO TAKE CARE MY FIREND. NO MORE ENTRYS FROM ME. AT LEAST NOT TILL I REALLY NEED SOMEONE/THING TO TALK TO. THANKS

TODAY I MADE A NEW FIREND, HE JUST MOVED NEXT DOOR. HIS NAME IS JACK. AND HE IS 17, AND HE HAS AN OLDER BROTHER NAME JOHN HES 18, AND A LITTLE SISTER NAMED ASHLEY  SHE 16. ITS COOL THERE ALL LIKE A YEAR APART. THEY SEEM NICE. AND ITS COOL BECAUSE THEY DON'T KNOW ABOUT THE KILLING, AND/OR THE RUBBERY. SO I CAN MAKE A NEW START WITH THEM. I LOOK FOWARD TO GETTING TO KNOW THEM. I LOST MOST OF MY OTHER FIRENDS DURING THE TIME I WAS ON TRIAL. SO I'M HAPPY TO MAKE A NEW START WITH THEM. I REALLY LIKE THERE YOUNGER SISTER. SHE SEEMS NICE. I REALLY WOULD LIKE TO GET TO KNOW HER A LOT BETTER. I HAVE BEEN TALKING TO HER ON THE PHONE, AND ONLINE. SHES REALLY COOL. SHES NOT OF MY COLOR, AND MY DAD DOESN'T LIKE THAT. HE WOULD LIKE ME TO DATE GIRLS OF MY OWN COLOR. BUT CAN'T I JUST I REALLY LIKE HER. I HOPE TO DATE HER SOON. I WANT TO ASKER BEFORE SCHOOL STARTS. IT WOULD BE NICE TO HAVE A GIRLFIREND DURING SCHOOL, CAUSE WE CAN HANG, AND WE MIGHT HAVE CLASSES TOGETHER.

ITS 3 DAYS AFTER, AFTER MY LAST ENTRY, AND ITS BEEN AN OK 3 DAYS. JERRY HAS BEEN LOOKING AT ME FUNNY, LATELY, AND I KNOW WHY, BUT I WISH HE WAS TLAKING TO ME MORE. HE TALKES TO ME BUT HE DOESN'T SAY ANYTHING. MY MOM AND I WENT TO THE STORE TODAY. WE WENT AND BOUGHT NEW CLOTHS FOR ME. CAUES IN THE LAST FEW MONTHS I HAVE GROWIN A BIT. AND MY OLD CLOTHS DON'T REALLY FIT ME ANY MORE. SO I GOT SOME NICE NEW CLOTHS. SCHOOL HASN'T STARTED YET BUT I'M REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO IT. CAUSE AS I TOLD YOU BEFORE I WANT TO TRY OUT FOR THE FOOTBALL TEAM. SO I HAVE STARTED MY OWN LITTLE TRANING WORKOUT PLAN FOR MY SLEF SO I CAN GET IN SHAPE. I'M REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO THE NEXT SCHOOL YEAR.

ITS BEEN A FEW DAYS AFTER MY TRIAL. AND I DON'T KNOW HOW I FEEL ABOUT IT. I LIKE THAT WASN'T SENT TO JAIL. BUT I STILL FEEL BAD. I'M HAPPY THAT THE JUDGE ALLOWED ME A SCOND CHANCE AT LIFE. I PLAN TO GO TO SCHOOL, AND JOIN SOME SPORTS. I'M LIKE FOOTBALL, SO I THINK I MIGHT TRY OUT. AND IF I MAKE IT IT WOULD BE NICE TO DOES SOMETHING LEGALL INSTEAD. MY MOM IS OVERJOYED THAT I'M HOME NOW. AND MY DAD IS HAPPY TOO. AND I'M SO GALD TO BE BACK WITH MY LITTLE BROTHER. HE MEANS ALOT TO ME. I'M JUST UPSET WITH MYSELF, BECAUSE I KNOW THAT I LET HIM DOWN. HE LOOKS UP TO ME, AND I REALLY RESPECT THAT IN HIM. I LOVE HIM ALOT, HE JUST REALLY MEANS ALOT TO ME. AND I HOPE TO GROW WITH HIM, TEACH HIM THINGS, LIKE FOOTBALL, HOCKEY, OR MAYBE VOLLEYBALL.I COULD PLAY GAMES WITH HIM. GET TO KNOW HIM, I DON'T THINK HE LIKES ME RIGHT NOW BUT SOON I HOPE. I JUST HOPE THAT WE GET TO UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER.