Mood: Worried
Listening to: Nothing (music just turned off for some strange reason)
I just made a poll on whether I am a bunny boiler, because then, if most people say I am then I know it's got to change and I can do somthing about it.. Maybe.. 
I'm quite worried about my ears now... One of them is fine the stud turns easily but the other one hurts when I turn it (I have to turn them to stop from getting infections and stuff). Does that mean that there's a problem??????????
Mood: Confused
Listening to: The voices in my head
Mark dumped me with no reason, after saying he loved me
. And he told people stuff about me (most lies). But then for revenge I spread things about him, (calling him small etc.)
and I slag him off all the time. But is my anger unjustified? (Sorry long word!) Am I just hooked on him? Do I even have a reason to be angry? I don't know the answer.. How am I supposed to know?Mood: middle (not sad nor angry but not happy either)
Listening to: the tapping of the keys and my brother's music through the wall
I just got back from my mum's house which is why I haven't wrote anything yet this weekend (my mum doesn't have internet). But anyway, I got my ears pierced yestaday,
yay finaly! And other good news is that Mark is on holiday in Florida so he won't be back for a while, and that means I get to spend time with Aaron, Lee and Martyn without Mark being there
. Talking of Martyn he hasn't been in school for a few weeks now, and no one has seen him out of school either, I wonder what is up?
Now though I'm just sitting at my computer bored, because there is nothing to do and no one on MSN to talk to. 
Mood: Bored (again)
Listening to: Britney Spears (still)
Life has been so boring the last few weeks,
everything is so predictable. Except getting my cats I can't complain about that, I love them to bits!
Lads are so annoying. They say they like you but won't ask you out, they say they love you but then drop you in a shot. I don't like Lads they smell. Well I like one, and I aint naming names!
Mood: random
Listening to: Britney spears (still)
Sorry I write so much, I always seem to do that. Even in my other diary, the one i write in by hand, i always write loads of times a day. I think it's probably because my feelings always change... 
Wow what a cool smiley!
Isn't chain mail just so annoying? As much as I dispize it I always send it on (just in case, I could do without bad luck thanks very much!) so I can hardly talk but who are the annoying little people who start it up? What is the point? 
Mood: bored
Listening to: britney spears 'touch of my hand' (don't laugh at me)
Mood: Dopey
I got into trouble today in Health and social. I threw a spoon at Daisy (whoops)
. So I got a referal slip. Then I went to see the head of health and social and stuff and she said "less of the attitude!" Me? Attitude????
I must have changed so much in the last 2 or 3 years. In year 7 I was such a swotty nerd
. I never got into trouble and went red if the teacher even asked me a question. But now I seem to be getting into trouble all the time. It's got to stop though because my parents will get such a shock when it comes to parents evening...
