Sally's Blog

Mood: depressed

I am so tired of feeling so lonley and ugly all the time...seriously I don't think I have ever looked in the mirror and thought I look good today.  I think all the promises I made to myself are only making me feel worse but I have to follow through with them ti feel better. I am a really boring person too but I have changed so much on the inside since college began so I feel like this new fun me is trapped inside the old boring me. Problem is if I just suddenly change people will think I went crazy or something and I don't know how to gradually do it.. BLAH I don't feel like even thinking about al this anymore.