BAD DAY!!!!!
Mood: depressed
Listening to: evanesence
I woke up this morning with a terrible hedache which has still not gone away and on top of that I was freezing, I must have hit the snooze 4 times not because I was tired mostly just because I didnt want to leave the blanket. Finaly I got up and they must have had the thermastat set in the 50s as usual and I look outside and it is all rainy and like 40 degrees, I wanna know where May went lol, I heard Amarillo got like 3 inches of snow! Anyway so I am sure the weather contributed to my mood and headache but I went to my first couple of classes which went okay since it was the last time for Tues. Thurs. classes it was mostly final review stuff, but then I got to my car and went to shut the dorr and the latch broke so I am driving with one hand and holding the door shut with the other so now it is just sitting in the parking lot open for whoever wants to take it, which would be fine exept I don't think my insurance covers that otherwise I'd be more than happy to let someone steal it lol. Then I had to go to this end of the semester convocation thing with the school president and a lot of other important people and my professor had said what I took to be "it is at 2:10" but he meant 210 as in room 210 and it was at the same time as class always (1:00) is which totally makes sense in hindsight since rm210 is always where those things are, but my dumbass shows up at 2:00 as everyone is leaving and I walk in and the president just laughed and said "oops" it was so embarassing especially since like half my classmates thought it would be nescisary to point out that it was over lol. Also today was possibly the last chance that I would ever get to see this guy I really like because he might not be comming back next semester but he wasn't where he normally is by the time I got done explaining why I was late to the dean at the convocation! Oh well though my friend sorta has a thing for him too and she said it first so it would be kinda wrong for me to try to get him, but he is a great guy I at least want to be friends with him but I dont think I have his # ( I used to but I lost it) so i was gonna get it and give him mine so we could hang out even if he doesn't come back next semester but guess not now. I just really hope he comes back. Then I was trying to figure my expenses for all the stuff I need for the end of the semester like storage and stuff like that and it comes out to be way more than I have
not to mention I need to get my car door fixed now since I have an 8 hour drive home, that or I will have to go gehtto and duct tape it shut lol, I really hope it doesn't come to that! I also was trying to get tthis mirror I had hung on my closet down since i am kinda starting to pack up and it was really stuck good so when I finally got it off I lost my grip on it and it shattered all over the place and it was really big so that was no fun cleaning...not to mention that has to be all kinds of bad luck to break a mirror that big lol.
I know all that doesnt seem so bad but I have been really stressed with finals starting this week and all and Ive been kinda depressed, especially today so with that and all the little things it is just kinda overwhelming. I was taking a shower earlier and all the sudden I just started sobbing for no real reason. I dunno i guess I just need to make it through this week and next and then I can go home and relax.
