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May 16, 2005 at 21:22 o\clock

The weekend

by: rtheron

I had the shittiest weekend ever!!!

 

Let’s start from Saturday. I came home on Saturday morning after a really bad night shift and just wanted to get into bed and SLEEP! As I was drifting off one of my lady friends called and said she needed to talk.

 

So, Fool that I am, I agreed that I would meet her for breakfast. Dragged myself out of bed, took a shower and dragged my sorry as over to the restaurant were she wanted to meet. After waiting for ‘bout half and hour and drinking two cups of coffee she still have not shown up. So, what else could I do but give her a call to find out what is going on? She said that she has just finished and will be there in about half an hour.

 

So, had some MORE coffee and sat there like a fool on my own waiting for her. She finally showed up and we commenced with breakfast.

 

Two hours and numerous more coffees I felt like an arse after all the disgusted looks I got from the other patrons thinking I’m the one making her crying, she finally felt better and I were able to go home and to my lovely, warm, comforting bed. Just drifted off to the land of Nod and having this great dream, when my phone rang.

 

Who will it be but my arsehole friends, demanding I open up so that they could watch the rugby at my place, Got out off bed again, met them at the gate and told them to sod off, I need my sleep as I were working night shift again that night. Finally convinced them to leave and went into the house again.

 

Made the mistake of drinking another cup off coffee and lo and behold, the caffeine kicked in and sleep were impossible. Finally drifted off when the gate bell rang again. The lady from the morning were back in worst shape than before and talking all kinds of crazy stuff. What could I do but invite her in and soothing her again.

 

Finally it turned 20:00 and I told her that we could talk again the next morning but I needed to leave for work.

 

So, I arrived at work with no more that two and a half hours sleep from the previous afternoon and had to stuck it out (of course with the help of about four Red Bulls and more coffee). Got home and who’s waiting for me? My brother, his wife and their two lovely children, one aged two and the other 2 months. Fortunately my parents arrived as well and I were able to sneak away to get some sleep, BUT you try to sleep with a two year old in the house who think the best sport in the house is jumping on her sleeping uncle and laughing when he grunts at you to get lost. So, went to work again with too little sleep and finished the tin of coffee I opened the previous night trying to stay awake. Of course I drifted of some time during the night and my manager decides to walk into the office. As I was the only one lounging on the chair (for a difference the rest off my shift was awake) he decides that an example needs to be set and charges me with sleeping on duty. My hearing is on Friday and I just hope he goes leniently on me.

 

Got home this morning, found that my brothers messed my computer up completely and finally got some sleep.

 

Tomorrow is morning shift again and another day off pleading consumers.

 

Got to go now, Need to try to get some more sleep so that I can be all bright and smiling when the boss walks in again and try to bust me for something else.

May 11, 2005 at 23:34 o\clock

The beginning

by: rtheron

Mood: Depressed

Well...

I started this blog to keep track of my live and the places I want to go. But I guess I have to start at the beginning first.

I am an 18 year old boy trapped in the body of a 26 year old. I am still single and living at home. I left my previous girlfriend a month ago and don’t feel shit for her anymore. I still seem to have a crash on my previous ex though, even though we have been separated for six years and she has been married for almost a year and a half.  Her husband is a real dick and to say he is a loser is putting it mildly, he forced her to break all ties with her previous friends and even took her cell phone away. Now I just hear from her when he is at work and she can go to a pay phone to make calls.

The girl I really want to be with say she is my friend, but do you call a five minute call once every three months a friendship? Unless she is trouble with her boy friend I have to make ALL the calls to her!!!

I always dreamed of being rich and famous but that do not seem too likely to happen, ever.

My work sucks big time. I work in a shift environment which leaves me little or no time to socialize, not that I have many friends but it is still good to blame it in something other than myself.

Let’s get to my day today.

 

I woke up at 09:00 A.M. and started with some reports I have to do for a company re itemized billings. At 12:00 I started to shower and get ready for work (my shift started at 14:00) At work I had more shit than anything else with people being illegally connected, cut offs that was performed and now the ladies is complaining that they can’t give their babies food (pay the bill on time!) and men threatening to kill my resources in the field/coming to our offices and bashing my brains out. At 21:00 I was able to leave the hell hole and come back home.

 

I’ve spend an hour trying to locate a driver for my printer, but that led to a dud. Tried to phone my so called friends but all their phones are of or they plain don’t answer, bastards. Now I am sitting here writing this shit and getting more depressed by the minute.

 

Lovely nê.

 

Tomorrow I am on the night shift and will work from 21:00 to 07:00 the next morning. The other people on my shift will probably sleep from 01:00 and then I will have to keep watch and “advise” them if they receive any calls in their areas of responsibility or I will have to issue it on their behalf.

 

Well, good night and good luck