http://www.blogigo.co.uk/rldaniel Welcome to my weblog. Here is where I will write my presonal feelings, thoughts, and rantings. Hope you have fun reading the crazy inner-workings of my mind! en rldaniel rldaniel Tue, 19 Apr 2005 20:30:25 +0200 daily 1 Well ok I have been doing lots of thinking lately. I finally talked to my husband about the things I have been feeling, and, well, we came to the conclusion that it is time to move on and end our marrige. He claims that he has not cheated on me nor even thought about it. Yet he has no explination of the charges made to a prostitute house in Korea. He actually didnt get mad at me when I told him my true feelings. Could that be because I asked him to hear me out and that I told him I was afraid he would fly off the handle? I feel very relieved now and Im sure this is what I want.  He said he still loved me and that he still wanted to be friends after the divorce is over. If we can actually manage that I think it would be good, considering that I have proof of his adultry and would hate to have to bring that up inside a military divorce hearing.  I am really hopeing that I wont have to use that. I guess now I need to be decideing on who gets what and getting myself prepared... Tue, 19 Apr 2005 20:30:25 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/rldaniel/Update-on-me/3/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/rldaniel/Update-on-me/3/   I know I have not written in a very long time, but this is because I have had way too much going on.   Five years ago I met a man and fell in love. He was very sweet, considerate, and loved me deeply. We have now been married for the past two and a half years. I honestly believe that time has been the most horrible time of my life. My husband is now in Korea on a military assignment for one year. He does not know how I have been feeling because when I try to talk to him about it he gets mad and says mean things to me. He has never hit me and I believe he never will, but I can not take the treatment anymore. It is very hard to live your life without being treated like you are a person. I am treated as if I am a play toy that can be taken out and then returned. The funny thing is that I know with all my heart that my husband loves me. He just does not respect me. We have nothing in common, and the only time he shows compassion is when he wants something from me. He has been in Korea for... Sun, 06 Mar 2005 15:04:49 +0100 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/rldaniel/Confused/2/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/rldaniel/Confused/2/ I play an game online called tibia. I met a guy there and we became friends. At the time we met he had a girlfriend whom he had met playing tibia. This girl was shockingly sweet, but had some serious health concerns. The two had been long distance dating for 2 years. They swaped pictures, talked on the phone and so on. The girl said she had lukemia and needed a bone marrow transplant. This went on for a long period of time. I in the meanwhile had become very close friends with the girls real life cousin. One night we were talking and I was told that the girl was in the hospital for her bone marrow transplant. 3 weeks later I was speaking to the girls cousin via MSN messenger. I was informed that the girl had passed away. Everyone that knew this wonderfully sweet girl was greifstricken. Especially her boyfriend of 2 years. I went off for Christmas vacation only to come back and hear the most shocking thing of my life. It turns out that the girl was really a 40 year old woman posing as a 19... Mon, 17 Jan 2005 08:04:42 +0100 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/rldaniel/Troubles-of-a-friend/1/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/rldaniel/Troubles-of-a-friend/1/