Home Grown Country Girl

Jul 23, 2006 at 23:44 o\clock

Unconditionally means without any type of conditions.

Mood: Tired
Listening to: Steve talking to me =)

So tomorrow is my first day of classes. It's been 6 weeks since I've been in class! It's almost like I'm starting my first day all over again! Mahahah! I'm excited, though. It's been a nice summer. Been to the beach, done things with family - really enjoyed myself. Im actually really looking forward to my classes this quarter. They really interest me. I just hope I can raise my GPA even higher!

Tomorrow is going to be a busy day for me. Let's see, Ive gotta get up and get ready. That should take like an hour and a half because I gotta shower, shave, and all of the other girlie things. Then Steve and I are off to the DMV to get tags for his truck, as they expired! Then I'm going to bring him back to the house and I'm off to buy school books! After that, I'll be in class from 2pm - 9pm! Well, maybe. Probably. It's the first day of class and normally we don't stay the entire time - HOWEVER, since it's the summer quarter [which lasts only 5 weeks], Im sure we'll stay the entire time. That's fine by me! I've got some neat classes! I know that with my degrees there's going to be a lot of paper writing, but that comes with any bachelor degree, in my opinion.

On Tuesdays and Thursdays I'm only in class from 5pm - 9:30pm. That's my Healthcare Business Law class. The judge in our humble little town teaches that class. I really love his wife. She's awesome. We'll see how he is in class. He and his wife both teach. Honestly, they're good people. They do a lot for our community. Anyway - Monday and Wednesday are my long days at school.

Im really worried about Teri. She's going through some rough times, mentally, and I just want to remove all of the bad in her life and her mind and replace it with only the best. In reality, I can't. I know I always say you can't enjoy the rainbows til you go through the storms, but I wish some storms didn't last months and years. I think about her all the time. I think I have just the plan to make her smile, for at least 10 minutes. She's got a heart that's as big as the world and wants only the best for those she loves. I just wish she could catch a break and things be ok for her. Depression is a horrible thing. It can eat you alive from the inside out. I just hope something happens that just absolutely makes her feel like she's on cloud 9. Teri, if you're reading this, I hope you know that you have a lot of friends here that love you dearly. I know sometimes having friends online doesn't suffice when you need someone to just look at and laugh with and just spend time with. Just hang in there. Remember: unconditionally. [I hope you've read your email, else the word unconditionally won't make sense to you!]

Unconditionally means without any type of condition. There are no guidelines, no qualifications, nothing. Just because you are who you are. Nothing more, nothing less.

To everyone else who's having some bumpy roads in your life, just hang on for the ride. If you survive, you've learned a lot. There's some bumps in my life, too, but I really don't want to go into them right now. I've got too much to look forward to tomorrow. I hope everyone has an ok Monday. Mondays normally are the blue days of the week. Just remember, Hump Day is right around the corner! Mahahaha!


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