Home Grown Country Girl

You know, there comes a point in your life when you have to say, 'look, i dont want to be around you because all you do is create drama for me and this is now a no drama zone.' Ugh. I seriously am so frustrated with one of my 'friends' right now! It's all a bunch of so and so told so and so and now they're using me as a pawn. Im not going to have it. So, I simply logged the entire chat conversation with the time dated and stamped. Now if anything is said, I'll simply pass out copies. M's boyfriend went 'missing' for a weekend and supposedly she heard from K's sister - A and her baby's daddy J that M's boyfriend was with K. See?! Thats confusing! What does this have to do with me?! Well, apparently everything. It was said, publically, that J [A's baby daddy] was sleeping at M's house on the couch with V. So when A found out about it, M was confronted cause M [who is also my 'friend'] was supposed to be A's friend. Mahah! Ya'll good and confused now?! So basically, everything was blamed on me.

So, I picked up the phone and called my lifelong friend, K, and flat out asked her if she was with M's man this past weekend. She said absolutely not. I believe her. She's no reason to lie to me and has never lied to me bout things like that. So I told her what all happened and she just laughed. The last thing I wanted was for K to be mad at me. Don't really care about the others. I let her know what all was said. To top it all off, M asked me to not say anything about what she told me. That makes it fishy to me. Either she's not telling whole-truths or she just doesnt want anyone to know she talks to me. Either way, I don't care. Involve me in high school drama and I'll lay the cards out on the table for everyone to see and we'll just fix it right now. Mayhaps that means M won't ever tell me things again - frankly, I don't care. Im not worried about her life or her life with her 'man'.

It's just been an ongoing thing all evening. 5 hours now! Had me so upset. Ugh! K is going to stop by my house tomorrow and we're gonna chitchat and play catch up. I miss her. She and Steve don't get along too well, though. Mahahah! Thats an understatement, actually. So anyway, other than alla that, I watched So You Think You Can Dance? tonight. Im fixin to hop in the shower and head to bed. Gotta clean up tomorrow and stuff. I think Steve is gonna be out and about, Im just gonna chill at home. Been getting dizzy quite a bit lately, but it comes and goes. Can't eat a whole lot cause my belly just hurts. Not like cramps or anything, just hurts. Really tired, too. Probably just from the vacation.

Well, M just called and her boyfriend got off work early and is 'missing' and she's crying. So, I've gotta go. I'll update ya'll later on the drama.