Home Grown Country Girl

Mood: Calm
Listening to: Steve sleep and the cats play

Well, hey guys. Ive been so busy with papers! I've done six 2 - 3 page papers in the past two days. It's so freaking annoying! I dont really have much to write about. I did find out that I can continue with my major, I just can't get the long term elderly care admin. That's what was pushing me over. So, I can still do healthcare admin. That makes me happy. This weekend my brother and whatsherhead are coming in, I think. Yay. I really miss him and would love to see him, but if shes hanging around, Im not going to. I have no idea what I would or wouldn't say to her. It's not worth it. Things are finally Ok now to where I talk to him every so often. I'll just stay at my little house and just be. This is my haven, my sanctuary. Im sure it will make my family mad, but honestly I dont care. It will take me a little longer to get over, or let go, of the hurtful things she's said and done to my family, my brother, and myself. I best not talk about her. Lord knows if she were to ever read this, she'd start being manic and create drama again.

Anyway - mom said she wanted to take me to dinner for my birthday. Thats nice of her. I dont expect people to do things for me. My daddy, when I called him, said, "Someones birthday is friday." That was his way of letting me know he remembered. That was nice. I guess your parents will always remember your birthday. I went and talked to my step dad for like an hour yesterday after class. He was very helpful and he was having an awful day. I just kinda intruded while he was working on something, but he stopped and helped me and I thought that was nice of him. Really respectful. =)

I think I might leave a little early for class tonight and go to the computer lab and do the research for my presentation on the 14th. This weekend Im going to try to get that 10 page paper at least researched and halfway typed up. Ugh. 10 pages takes forever, but if I start on it, I can have it done in 2 - 3 hours. If I can get it finished, I'll have all of the papers for one entire class finished. I have a midterm on Monday. 80 questions. Worth 400 points. 1/4 of my grade. No pressure, right? I seriously do not feel like going to class tonight. I have been sick to my stomach all night last night and today. I slept forever and still feel bad. There's 3 weeks of classes left this summer. I have my schedule for next quarter. I'll be off on Tuesdays, Fridays, Saturdays, and Sundays. Thats a good thing! Gives me time to write papers. I will, however, be in class on Mondays and Wednesdays from 9am - 7:30pm and Thursdays 5:30 - 9:30pm. I guess you gotta give a lil to get a lil. Mahahah!

Well, I just got an email from my professor tonight. Apparently he will not be in class, as he has to attend a meeting. Well, theres a birthday present! A 4 day weekend! I guess I'll be spending my evening cleaning, and spending time with Steve. Im gonna stop this here, as I've got some stuff to do around the house, so that tomorrow evening I can start on that ginormous paper. I hope you guys are having a nice Thursday and if you're bored, feel free to do the hillbilly humpday challenge in the entry below. I'll be online from tonight to Sunday night, if any of you want to talk, just message me.