Home Grown Country Girl

Mood: Tired
Listening to: The TV and Steve Laughing!

So today was an OK day. Melanie talked to me again today about everything. Apparently after I left her house she called Amanda and Amanda ended up hanging up on her. Mahahha! Oh well. Im so over it. I told her today that this is the last time, EVER, I will discuss it with her. She was fine with that. Im just tired of it. I have too much crap going on this quarter with coursework that has to be completed in 4 weeks to deal with her, her drama, or anything else! I have a paper due tomorrow and I have half of it done. It's really hard. It's for a law class, so Im really choosey about which words I use. The professor is our Judge and he's also an attorney. So yeah, you can imagine. Tomorrow morning Steve and I are supposed to meet my grandparents, Cory, Amy, Curtis, Heather, and I believe Uncle Michael at Bob Evans for breakfast at 9am. When I come back I'm going to get that paper finished. I'm also helping Amanda put together her first speech and her first powerpoint presenation. I'll be leaving for class around 3:30pm tomorrow afternoon to be sure I get my paper completed as well as help Amanda get her power point presentation done. I also have a 10 page worksheet full of homework to do, but it isnt due until Monday. If you guys have time, will you send some good thoughts, prayers, or a nice comment or two over at Teri's blog? She's had a rough day and she could use any and all good vibes, thoughts, prayers, luvins, anything! I'd appreciate it.

Alrighty - so here's 5 random questions I decided to answer. Feel free to do them as well. Mahahah! Sweet dreams! I shall update tomorrow afternoon-ish/evening. My class is from 6pm - 9:30pm, so I wont be home til around 10pm. I will, however, be on the computer at school between the hours of 4pm and 5:30pm so if you need to get me any messages, leave em on my tag board or email me. =) I hope tomorrow is better for you, Teri. =)

1.  Does anyone really care if Oprah is gay or not? Frankly, I don’t really care. If she says she’s not, then fine. If she says she is, then fine. It’s not going to make her any less rich and it’s not going to make me any richer….unless she is and I was her woman then I’d make her pay me to keep it on the DL [that means Down Low for all you non gangstas]. Otherwise, I don’t care.

2.  What is your favorite old time game show on tv? The Whammie game! Where they say… No Whammie, No Whammie, No Whammie, STOP! Mahahah! I love it! I love the Whammies!

3.  I had waffles for breakfast and I was wondering what do other people put on their waffle? Sometimes I get strawberries and whip cream, sometimes I just do the ol fashioned butter and syrup. Depends on how fruity I feel that day. Mahahah!

4.  Who do you think would make a good President of the United States?  Colin Powell or Condoleeza Rice.  Either of them realy.

5.  If you could do anything this weekend what would it be? To magically make all of the papers due this quarter completed and my power point presentation completed. OH HOW I WOULD LOVE IT!

 

 

Hey! My font changed on the last one! Mahahah! Sorry about that! *blush*

Well, it's Wednesday and we all know that Wednesday's are humpdays [as they're in the middle of the week, you sickos!]. So, let's do our ritual Hillbilly Humpday Challenge!

This week, we're going to be naming name brand items you use or eat on a monthly basis. These must be personal items that *YOU* use [like degree deodorant] or name brand items you eat [like sara lee ice cream]. If you get stuck, go to your kitchen, bedroom, and bathroom and look around. ;) Feel free to put in parenthesis what exactly you're talking about. The name brand has to start with the letter to the left. You can not do this: T - Tea [Lipton's] You'd have to place it under "L" like this: L - Lipton's Tea.

A- Ajax w/Bleach [for toilet, shower, and sinks]
B - Bath and Body Works [white cherry blossom body splash]
C - Captain Crunch
D - Degree Deodorant
F - Ford Escort [My car]
G - Granny Smith Apples [my favorite apples!]
H - Herbal Essence "Break's Over" Shampoo and Conditioner
I - Iams Kitten Food
J - Johnson's Baby Powder and Johnson's Baby Lotion
K - Kraft Macaroni and Cheese
L - Lays Potato Chips [cheddar and sour cream, and original]
M - McCormick Brown Gravy Mix
N - Nair [for my legs, at least once a month. otherwise I shave]
O - Ohio University Southern Website [www.southern.ohiou.edu]
P - Propel Fitness Water [Berry flavor. Love it!]
Q - Quaker Oats
R - Ramen Noodles
S - Simply Lemonade and Simply Orange Juice [my favorite brands!]
T - Teay's Valley Biscuit Mix
U - Umbrella [its a generic one, no name brand on it anywhere]
V - Velveeta Shells and Cheese
W - Whirlpool Washer and Dryer
X - X - Men DVD [for some reason steve has to watch this constantly. he thinks he's wolverine or something. plus, im stretching as ive been stuck on x for awhile!]
Y - Yahoo Instant Messenger
Z - Zest Soap

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MAN! That was hard to do at 9:00am and you're starvin for breakfast! Mahahaha! So there it is! I wanna kinda do an entry. Last night I talked to Melanie about everything and she denied all of it and said, "If I did say any of that, its because I was having a bad day and I apologize." I just nodded and told her that Im not going to deal with this in a 'high school' type manner. I told her I don't talk about people behind their backs and if I have an issue with you, I'll come directly to you first. All I ask is that you do it in return. So, we talked. Things aren't ok. I did lose a friend, however, there should be no more drama. We'll see though. I have a feeling with her there's always drama, she's just one of those kindsa people. I told her that! I told her that she has caused more drama in my life in the past two weeks than I've had since the drama on here. Ya'll remember that, right? I told her that I just wanted to put the past behind us and move on, in whatever direction we may go. I also told her that I talked to Angie about it because I was upset. I told Melanie that for one reason: If she goes running to Angie saying I've been mean or whatever, Angie already knows whats going on. Im supposed to be having lunch with Angie on Friday, so I'll fill her in then.

Last night, because I was talking to Melanie, I didn't get home til like 10:30pm. Steve got worried and when I got home he wasn't here! I didn't take my cell phone with me, as I thought I would be home WAY earlier! It was my first night in the Healthcare Law class and I assumed we'd get out early. NOPE! So I was in class til 9:30, Amanda didn't get out of class til 10 and I talked to Melanie for like 15 minutes, dropped Amanda off, then headed home. He got kinda mad at me cause he was worried. We argued for like 5 minutes on the phone. We hung up. I called him back and he was at his moms! Why he didnt come on home, I have no idea. So anyway, I just fixed me something to eat and went to bed. He got here at like 11:30. We didnt fight. He just told me he was really worried because of everything thats been going on and he thought that I had gotten into a fight and was in jail! Maahahaha! Im done with fighting! No one believes me! Now, that doesnt mean I wont defend myself, I just wont go lookin for fights anymore.

All is well now, I think. We'll see. Each day tends to bring me something new. I flat out told Melanie last night that I want the drama to stop. I want all of the high school fighting to stop. It's just flat out annoying. She just listened to me. She didnt say a whole lot. When she started with, "I didnt say that." and then that went to, "Well, if I did I don't remember." and then from there it went to, "If I did say it, Im sorry." just makes me think that she did say it, but just didn't want to own up to it cause I called her bluff. So, I hope that in doing what I did last night, confronting her face to face about it, it will stop everything. She started to blame so and so and I immediately stopped her. I told her that I could careless what those people say or do because they're already out of my life. I only cared what *she* said and *she* done because I trusted her and *she* was my friend. Not them. Thats when she stopped being defensive and started being apologetic. I think she felt worry, anxiety, anger, shame, then guilt. I hope she did anyway. I wanted her to see that A) Im not putting up with it at all in the least, B) Im not afraid of her at all, and C) I honestly cared about our friendship, but am now losing what trust I did have in her.

Anyway - Im rambling! Good luck on the Hillbilly Humpday Challenge! I think Im going to eat me some breakfast of some sort. I've got class today from noon - 7:30pm. After that I'm dropping Amanda off at her place and then I'm going to stop at the store. I should be home around 9ish tonight. Tomorrow I don't have class until 6pm, so I'll be around. Friday I don't have class at all, but Im meeting Angie for lunch. I'll be online til about 11:30am then Im leavin for class. In between classes I go to the computer lab and check to see who updated, so if you do the challenge, I'll see it! =) I hope you guys have an amazing Hump Day! Mahahah!

Mood: Tired
Listening to: Nothin

This is something that was written on one of her blogs. I talked to her tonight and she denies everything claiming she doesnt remember. If she did say it, she says, she's deeply sorry. I just had to get it cleared up and wanted her to know I know. Also, emailed the faculty advisor of TRIBE and turned in my chair resignation stating that I would still help, just not hold the reigns. I'll probably post that email shortly. This blog entry is what sent me over the edge that I just had to speak to her. When I asked her about this, she said 'That was the worst day ever for me.' That's it. That's her explaination. Her boyfriend was standing there. I dunno. I dont really care. Just wanted her to know I read it. I feel better now. I have closure and I can move on. I'll still be civil, but will not be confiding in her or trusting her - at all.

HER blog entry dated July 13, 2006:

It's funny when you figure out who your *REAL* friends are. I am done with those who like to find out what is going on with you so they can gossip all day long about it. People, you cannot let this get you down.

Obviously, they have no life of their own to make you the center of their universe =)

For those of you who are told LIES (by ones claiming to *dislike* liars), get to know the person FIRST before believing what someone else says about them. You might be suprised. Actually, I know you will be suprised! And I know this because I am just that smart.

Ones who talk a lot of mess behind peoples back.. will end up- LONELY. No one likes a two-faced person. Really. No one does. So to those two faced people reading this...cause I know you are...

                 GROW UP and STOP ACTING CHILDISH

This is some MIDDLE SCHOOL crap. Aren't you "college" age? Did the maturity stork pass you up in high school?

Life is too short and you will end up friendless, lonely, and depressed.

Why you have no friends?  Hmmm, let's see. You have to be a true friend to get true friends. Hopefully soon, you will learn this.

Well, I am done with my ranting.

Love y'all!

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She claims I've lied to her bout things, and I haven't. My mom mentioned something to someone else's mom and that's what started all of this madness. I guess Im glad it happened. Made me see her true colors...well, everyones true colors. She claims that blog entry was for a few girls. Who knows, really. I dont care. I just wanted you guys to see it. I'll be updating tomorrow night. It's been a rough and long evening. I hope you guys had a good Tuesday. Remember: Tomorrow is Hillbilly Humpday Challenge!