Home Grown Country Girl

 

She sits alone by a lamppost
Trying to find a thought thats escaped her mind
She says dads the one I love the most
But stipes not far behind

She never lets me in
Only tell me wheres shes been
When shes had too much to drink
I say that I dont care I just run my hands
Through her dark hair and then I pray to god
You gotta help me fly away

And just...
Let her cry...if the tears fall down like rain
Let her sing...if it eases all her pain
Let her go...let her walk right out on me
And if the sun comes up tomorrow
Let her be...let her be.

This morning I woke up alone
Found a note by the phone
Saying maybe, maybe Ill be back some day
I wanted to look for you
You walked in I didnt know just what I should do
So I sat back down and had a beer and felt sorry for
Myself.

Let her cry...if the tears fall down like rain
Let her sing...if it eases all her pain
Let her go...let her walk right out on me
And if the sun comes up tomorrow
Let her be...let her be.

Let her cry...if the tears fall down like rain
Let her sing...if it eases all her pain
Let her go...let her walk right out on me
And if the sun comes up tomorrow
Let her be...let her be.

Last night I tried to leave
Cried so much I just
Could not believe
She was the same girl i
Fell in love with long ago
She went in the back to
Get high
I sat down on my couch
And cried
Yelling oh mama please
Help me
Wont you hold my hand.

And
Let her cry...if the tears fall down like rain
Let her sing...if it eases all her pain
Let her go...let her walk right out on me
And if the sun comes up tomorrow
Let her be...let her be.

Let her cry...if the tears fall down like rain
Let her sing...if it eases all her pain
Let her go...let her walk right out on me
And if the sun comes up tomorrow
Let her be...let her be.

- Let Her Cry by Hootie and the Blowfish

Just felt like posting that.

Mood: hungry
Listening to: steve talkin to me

Ugh. I didnt sleep so well last night. I think it's just stress. It'll be ok soon, though. This time next week, I'll be in a car with people I love dearly, almost at the beach. That's comforting. I think that this time when I go to the beach, instead of running around trying to show everyone everything, Im going to stay at the beach as much as possible. Steve and I did a lot of runnin around because he had never been there and I wanted to show him Broadway at the Beach, The Pavillion, and all of the other lovely things to do. One night I do want to take momma to Broadway at the Beach and we're also going on that casino cruise. I think that's enough 'stuff' to do. This should be relaxing.

I still haven't thought about packing yet. Mahah! I guess I'll have to do that this upcoming week. There's just been some stressful things going on in my life and it's really hard to keep everything in order. It's really hard to not get depressed, too. Im just trying to focus on the positives. I always *try* to do that when things arent going the way I want them to. Maybe it just goes to show me Im not in control of certain things. Oh well. Just keep swimming, right?

Today I dont have anything planned. Just going to hang out here at the house, again. If gas wasn't three hundred dollars a gallon, I'd be going places, but I just dont see the need when gas is so high. Mahha! that sentence was somewhat redundant. Sorry. I dont really have much to talk about, guys, so Im just going to stop here. There's no sense in rambling on. I hope ya'll have had a good weekend.