Promises...cause I forget the other ID
OK
Done a lot of thinking about options. Not going to live in fear. Got a letter from previous employer which has sparked my imagination and given me strength.
1. My job is open & worth $43,000
2. My house has to be sold...and should bring me at least $30,000
3. PEI has opportunity & loved ones. I could buy a place for a B&B...room for M&D & me & others
4. ON has kids & friends, and the job...but it would eat all my income. Still, good support, especially in London.
I could survive quite nicely, thank you.
Threats won't work anymore...but I think he knows that. He has not said anything nasty about my leaving or anything in months...so he must understand that I have been pushed far enough.
Instead he seems to be withholding. There's no sex of any kind. No bondage at all---he hasn't even replaced my collar which broke around Christmas. Comments on lack of it every now & again, but has done absolutely nothing to replace it.
so I surf...like I did 5 years ago...a gal's gotta have fun!!
