quietly troubled...silently searching...hopefully waiting

Mood: ANGRY

OK....I'm ranting today....but I've had enough!!  I haven't had internet access to vent enough lately, so I'm doing it all at once!!  Sorry...

The last ex-mrs has really done it this time.  Because she is still the financial director of his company she has control of the finances where he doesn't understand or follow.  We wanted a flat in London since his new contract is at least 6 months, and I am tired of living in a hotel & packing every thing up every Friday, doing all the laundry & repacking over the weekend...and moving in again on Sunday.  The food is boring and unhealthy...and we never cuddle. 

She was to make the financial exchanges.  It turns out, as I shall type out my notes one day for details, that she lied in at least 3 occasions over 2 weeks as we waited for a fund transfer that was never going to happen.  It finally became clear to him that things weren't as she was telling him they were....and even though he wouldn't listen to me that she had sabotaged the whole thing....he finally had to drive 10 hours in 1 day to do it himself.

So, I have composed a draft written notice she needs to receive to be made aware that she does not have the authority or power to deceive or interfere in his plans as company MD and only share-holder. 

ENOUGH!!!!

I have also started to write her  a personal  letter to share my feelings.  I want her to know that I totally understand how unfulfilliing their marriage was and what a brute he is....but should I do so while he's still walking this earth?????? LOL!!!!!

 

 

Mood: frustrated

I miss when my girlfriend & I used to have face to face conversations!  She would carry on about how awful things were, and I could look into her eyes & her soul and draw things out of her to help her see her path.  We had many late nights, and even after she figured out what I was doing instead of giving her advice, she still wanted to talk. 

Now she's having trouble and all she can write to me is that she can't talk to me about her problems with her Master because she doesn't want my Master to read them.  Only a few months ago she yelled that she would never let him get between us.  Now she pulls the guilt card. 

I'm tired.  I keep giving to this relationship and she keeps taking & giving me grief in return.  I needed her help & understanding and she turned on me and said I was the root of her problems.  She comes back, all apologetic....and then pulls this.

I wish we had "SLAP-O-VISION"!!!!!!!!

 

smiles,

quietly