freezing
Mood: bored out of my gourd
Listening to: nothing
It's been one of those days. It was really cold lastnite and I couldn't warm up. I wore a sweatshirt and night pants and socks to bed lastnite, wasn't enuff. I now have on 2 pair of pants, 2 pair of socks, and my sweatshirt on and a jacket to cover my legs. It's not like me to have so many clothes on.
The bf is really sick and needs to go to the hospital and be admitted but he wants to take a bath first. How dumb is that I ask you.
It's warmer outside than it is in this damndable trailer. Bf had someone put out the pilot light for the heat and now we have to find someone to re-light it.
But with the prices of heat going up, it's kinda scary even thinking about turning the heat on..Found out the bf had his window open the past couple of nites too. That doesn't help any.
I wish he'd just go on to the hospital and get admitted and get it over with. I could use a couple of days alone. Peace and quiet, not having to hear him puke or bitch about how sick he is. He's suppose to have a dr's appt tomorrow and he won't even go to that. He'd rather stay at home, look and act pitiful and want me to pity him. He wants to lie down with me, hah, I don't want what he's got. It's his own fault he's ill. He doesn't take his meds like he should and he's suppose to order them before he runs out. He doesn't. His own fault. So I hope he goes to the hospital soon cuz there is nothing I can do for him but take him there, we know they will admit him if he goes, that's why he's putting it off, he doesn't like the hospital, boo hoo.
I'm fine, not sick (YET) and don't want to be. Just cold. I go outside to warm up. That's how cold it is in this trailer. Nice outside, cold inside.
