http://www.blogigo.co.uk/phoebe That's the world from my perspective - with a free weblog from blogigo. en Phoebe2 Phoebe2 Mon, 10 Jul 2006 22:23:05 +0200 daily 1 Hi ,,, havent wrote for a long while,,, well things are still the same except tt I HAD MY LAPTOP NOW - finally sia.. miss a person, but cant say who la, oh ya,,, company got me namecard sia - admin exe now,,, ha ha position raise but not pay i think at most 50 or 100 bucks,, better than nothing lor,, as i keep saying IM A RECEPTIONIST leh,, HAHAHA, well this is to make me looks better la,, better than nothing,, GUA PAI ER YI.. ha ha, mom b-day soon, haven know what to do with it, but she's going overseas after tt so should be fine as i can sponser a little for her trip not much just as much as i can .. anyone in a divorce family>? how to you cope with it, i mean im ok with the situation but $wise i hv to support both, which is eating me out. mom keep nagging abt me givin him $$ but he is not working leh, of cos i cant just leave him alone right, moreover the $ i gave is not enuff for him to spend much but just basic needs. sometimes i feel stress over this matter as she will bring this up all the... Mon, 10 Jul 2006 22:23:05 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/phoebe/my-tots-of-the-day/25/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/phoebe/my-tots-of-the-day/25/ well this site seems to be my Sad and not so happy tots corner and yes,,, we had a tiff again.... this time over some litle stupid lies == guess it is due to us being close and the  distance time is here,,,, by doing little things to irritates me so by the time i cant stand we will hv cold war,,, == to be truthful, he didnt hv this in mind but cold war sure make us both relax,,, hee hee well its ok la,, im coping it sweet this moment,,, miss him but i hv to stand strong == he is the one tt lose in the end anyway,,,  hes always like this ----\\ making me angry when i start to trust him liao,.  bloody hell.... at least gives him peace for a while ,,,, distance make the hearts fonder mah hee hee hee well this is getting into me thou when i tot of me having to bear this for the rest of my life,,,;;;; %^$%#&%$$  so sian man,,, but no choice la,,, if i gonna choose him this will be the way to go.... dont think there will be another way round to make it different liao... Sun, 14 May 2006 20:12:12 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/phoebe/24/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/phoebe/24/ LUV1.. ......... will be back soon!!!! Sun, 02 Apr 2006 11:17:57 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/phoebe/MWah/23/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/phoebe/MWah/23/ havent been up for a long time.... well things are not improving and yet going fm bad to worse..... he had occured abt 15K debts now!!! Y some ppl just wont learn fm mistakes and yet know how to talk about it like they hv realise the harm and foolishness they hd made themselves to be seen as ......,, and yet.. DO IT AGAIN & AGAIN...>>>>   really like to know is it stupid or wat,,,,,, well,,, guess i am stupid as well,.,,, just tt we are stupid on diff things nia,,, one for luv, the other for excitement on gambling..... every day is a chore as he is avoiding his family and some of his frens... of cos la!!! they are dissappointed with him liao ma,,,,  then i ganna blame by one of his buddy ( who he owes $$ to as well ) ...... look,,, this is fustratin as i had talked abt it, nagged abt it,,, scold him abt it,, many ways,,, soft, hard, nag, loving, hints ,,, yet he still wanna do it,,, what can i do>>>>> i cant watch his every... Thu, 09 Mar 2006 12:16:08 +0100 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/phoebe/veli-long-no-ci-liao/22/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/phoebe/veli-long-no-ci-liao/22/ HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYBODY    Tue, 14 Feb 2006 05:57:44 +0100 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/phoebe/Happy-V-Day/21/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/phoebe/Happy-V-Day/21/ in not sure why but we are drifting apart big time now,,, i just dont wanna talk to him anymore expecially y im so pissed lately,,, its like im not even in the mood to talk to him ,,, wat had changed, im not sure but it feels like we eventhough we meet every day, things are not picking up,,, i cant compromise anymore as i feel that im the only one giving without receiving anything,,, feel so sad about this as how can we not be closer yet had drift so far apart now,,, still looking for the ans and im not really sure what had happen,,, one thing im sure is he is too busy with hos thingy that he had neglected me big time,,,, its like im not here unless he needs me to do something ..... y had things become like this,,, so many yrs together yet things dont seem to improve ,,, yes,,, he do luv me, but this is not enuff for me now,,,, i need someone to care about me ,,, i hd grown up,,, i dont need oli luv,,,, geezzz makes me feel so bloody old liao,,,, but true lor,,, i need someone to look after me, company... Sun, 08 Jan 2006 13:02:01 +0100 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/phoebe/tots/20/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/phoebe/tots/20/ well another day ... things are going ok for me this moment,,, tot og going to buy the laptop this week liao which is good as i dying for one this moment.... for all that i could see, samsung 06 is the most suitbale for me this momnet,,, i actually like the c30 but the screen is a little small la,, little upset and i oso like the white ones fm Fujitsu but small screen as well lor... well i bought a sudoku game yestersay but i had forgoten where i hd placed it ( been finding it since last night leh,,,, sian i really dont remember where i had placed it ,, find all the possible places liao,, so sad ,,, tot i can play last night when i got home lor,,, bought at $10 bucks at Carrefour but the tot of going over just to buy it bores me a little ,, just went to Sodoku on line,,, quite fun but not in mood right now to play ,,, toto he will be able to go and look at laptops today but bad news came up when i got down to stall for lunch,,, hope things will turn our right later ,,, will noe about the outcome... Mon, 02 Jan 2006 16:45:04 +0100 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/phoebe/another-day/19/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/phoebe/another-day/19/ havent been in there for ages...... well, things as going good for me this moment,,, had a cold war again during xmas but its over now,,,, just hope things will be fine la,,, was boring so came over to net bar and surf,,, wanna buy a laptop and is still deciding on which to go thou.... my cousin is searching for one that will suit me and hv to be light as i will hv to bring out frequently..... my nephew is on the other desk playing on line games which is the 1st time we came over together,,, work is ok,,, fuc&^%# busy with CNY coming soon and still having loads of things tt are not done ,,,, sian, more n more things to do at work now, but at least it makes the times flies faster lor,,, my new year resolution will be to go for graphic deisgning course and buy a laptop, i wanna learn some graphic designings and thinks it will be great ,,, at least i get to upgrade myself then being push back right...??? my mate is doing well now as well and im happy for her,,, at least i wont hv... Fri, 30 Dec 2005 22:45:01 +0100 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/phoebe/so-far-so-gd/17/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/phoebe/so-far-so-gd/17/ Anyone can let me know why mi entry was not in here!!??? haiyo this time i didnt complain much and yet it was gone Fri, 30 Dec 2005 15:41:28 +0100 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/phoebe/strange/18/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/phoebe/strange/18/ another quarrell with him,,, sian.... y we just cant make a pact and live happily... y must we be so stubborn and not give way to each other his debts are almost cleared... at least by hald now which is gd... we wont hv to worry so much,, and it oso means if i wanna break, i wont hv to worry about him as much as b4,,,,  as he wont need as much support fm me le,,,, isnt it gd for him and sad for me as ~~ can i really let go now?? i dont think so... if yet then i can go donkeys yrs ago and not trying to make up my mind now!!!@@@@ i dont seems to be able to let go,,, but true... luv is not enuff now,,, i need communications and time 2gether not being a report card,,, oli know about it when it happens no matter good or bad... i would like to know about the process stage as well... tt's where i dont feel the closeness ....,, things are not MEANT to be discussed or talked about to me ,,,, ,,,, ,,, sad, as this makes me feel like im not a part of his life,,, no matter wat is the decision... Thu, 01 Dec 2005 22:45:47 +0100 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/phoebe/SIAN-Again/16/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/phoebe/SIAN-Again/16/ can anyone help me as to why mi page columns had changed??? urggh... Wed, 23 Nov 2005 05:39:49 +0100 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/phoebe/what-happen/15/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/phoebe/what-happen/15/ Story 1 Ah Lian ask shopkeeper: Eh Ah chek, u got sell stocking up to knee, boh? Ah Chek : Lu siao ah! stocking wear up to 'yeo' (waist ) only, where got up to the 'nee'(breast) one. Story 2 Ah Beng bought a Honda VTI recently and drove to Ah Lian's place to show it to her. So there Ah Beng was bragging the various functions of his new car to his girlfriend. "This is ah, so fast even the Mata Chia cannot catch ah!" " Ha! Really ah!!! Steady lah!" said Ah Lian . "Some more hor, this is Automatic one, vely easy to drive !" So Ah Lian said, "Let me try! I wan, I wan!" So Ah Lian took the driver's seat and shifted the gear and floored the accelerator. The next moment, the car sped backwards and crashed into the lamp-post. " Alamak! What u doing? U Siao Char Bo! U see lah! Wah... Sat, 05 Nov 2005 05:33:58 +0100 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/phoebe/Singaporeans-joke/14/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/phoebe/Singaporeans-joke/14/ havent been in here for ages,,,, busy at work so no time to loggin.... was quite upset last few days as i feel that i hv to compomise ppl and yet no one do the same to me,,,, makes me feel alone in the world sometime,,,  he's still in deep shit and im still in misery due to it,, when can we break out of this shits,,, it is adding stress our relationship as i feel alone and not able to talk to him as i know i will bring more hassle to him...  maybe im too considerate that he didnt know i need help and support too,,, too independent in his eyes is not a good move,,,,, sian my mate had added a new baby girl to their family,,,, hee hee, and im still single with him, we both tot of marraige but we hv lots of things to settle b4 being able settle down and njoy life,,,, sometime i do blame him for the situation im in now,, ,, ,, but he do needs support fm me and others to get thru this,, will be be 4ever??? am i wasting me bloody time with him and not getting... Sat, 22 Oct 2005 08:06:50 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/phoebe/another-day-to-fight-for/13/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/phoebe/another-day-to-fight-for/13/   According to today's regulators and bureaucrats, those of us who were kids in the 60's, 70's and early 80's probably shouldn't have survived, because our baby cots were covered with brightly coloured lead-based paint which was promptly chewed and licked  We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, or latches on doors or cabinets and it was fine to play with pans. When we rode our bikes, we wore no helmets, just flip-flops and fluorescent 'spokey dokey's' on our wheels.  As children, we would ride in cars with no seat  belts or airbags - riding in the passenger seat was a treat. We drank water from the garden hose and not from bottle and it tasted the same.   We ate chips, bread and butter pudding and drank fizzy juice with sugar in it, but we were never overweight because we were always outside playing. We shared one drink with four friends, from one bottle or can and no-one actually died from this.... Tue, 20 Sep 2005 07:42:59 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/phoebe/FOR-THOSE-BORN-BEFORE-1986/12/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/phoebe/FOR-THOSE-BORN-BEFORE-1986/12/ Sometime things are hard to swallow,,,,,, just dont know how to keep my sprits up now as i think i had give up hope on anything about him now..... maybe im uptight, maybe im gave him too much freedom that now i hv to find a internet cafe just to write my feelings out as i hv no one to turn too,,, well, i do but i dont wanna let my frens worry too much about me,,, Kent asked me y we still dont wanna marry after such long time, im not sure myself as i just have a gut feeling that i will no be happy  if he dont changed and still gets into debt and more  debt all the time,,, worse is that he wont tell me how much as i will always find new one when things cropped up,,, thats shit mate!!! just for how long will i be able to cope with all the shits that he throws at me??? think i just have enff now that i just dont wanna speak to him this moment,,,,,,,,,, Miko had reached Bandyup and Simon just called ,,,, so good to know that she will be happier now,, too bad we are not able to chat over the ph... Sat, 27 Aug 2005 15:30:15 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/phoebe/my-heart/11/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/phoebe/my-heart/11/ wo ye bu zhi dao wei shen mo wo hui zhe yang xi huan flirt ,,,,, dui David shi hen hao wan la, bu guo wo men shi bu hui 4ever de la as i dont lik ta de patten.... all along wo do shizhe yang de,,,,, mayb thats y Allen, Benji do hui xi huan wo,, kan lai wo shi yi zhi do zai hai ren hor,,,,,, aiya, what feelings they hv are all just a moment oli la,,, spicing up life ma,,, talk again now busy DL-ing thingy...... Fri, 26 Aug 2005 06:57:25 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/phoebe/well-well-well/10/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/phoebe/well-well-well/10/ Raping is enuff but to not being able to conceive next time/......... ask urself ............. Rude bastards + brainless just for the kick out of it Please read. Be really careful... SHOCKING TRUE STORY A woman at a Gas nightclub (Mumbai) on Saturday night was taken by 5 men, who according to hospital and police reports, gang raped her before dumping her at Bandstand Mumbai. Unable to remember the events of the evening, tests later confirmed the repeat rapes along with traces of rohypnol in her blood.  Rohypnol, date rape drug is an essentially a small sterilization pill. The drug is now being used by rapists at parties to rape AND sterilize their victims. All they have to do is drop it into the girl's drink. The girl can't remember a thing the next morning of all that had taken place the night before. Rohypnol, which dissolves in drinks just as easily, is such that the victim doesn't conceive from the rape and the rapist needn't worry about having a paternity test... Wed, 24 Aug 2005 09:00:14 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/phoebe/Rohypnol-MUST-READ-inhumane-move-just-for-raping/9/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/phoebe/Rohypnol-MUST-READ-inhumane-move-just-for-raping/9/ PERSONAL PERCEPTION Different people have different perception. One man's meat could be another man's poison. A couple bought a donkey from the market. On the way home, a boy commented, "Very stupid. Why neither of them ride on the donkey?" Upon hearing that, the husband let the wife ride on the donkey. He walked besides them. Later, an old man saw it and commented, "The husband is the head of family. How can the wife ride on the donkey while the husband is on foot?" Hearing this, the wife quickly got down and let the husband ride on the donkey. Further on the way home, they met an old Lady. She commented, "How can the man ride on the donkey but let the wife walk. He! is no gentleman." The husband thus quickly asked the wife to join him on the donkey. Then, they met a young man. He commented, "Poor donkey, how can you hold up the weight of two persons. They are cruel to you." Hearing that, the husband and wife immediately climbed down from the donkey and carried... Tue, 23 Aug 2005 10:00:28 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/phoebe/Personal-Perception/7/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/phoebe/Personal-Perception/7/ NO OVERPOWERING Many relationships fail because one party tries to overpower another, or demands too much. People in love tend to think that love will conquer all and their spouses will change the bad habits after marriage. Actually, this is not the case. There is a Chinese saying which carries the meaning that "It is easier to reshape a mountain or a river than a person's character." It is not easy to change. Thus, having high expectation on changing the spouse character will cause disappointment and unpleasantness. I! t would be less painful to change ourselves and lower our expectations..   we humans are always trying to do,,, ME TOO!!!!! but to lower our expectation??? seems hard hey as in our mind we are actually trying to make imrovements for each other.... same as the one b4 ~~ 1 thing cant please all Tue, 23 Aug 2005 04:02:12 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/phoebe/No-Overpowering/8/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/phoebe/No-Overpowering/8/ weekend is ok la had a little talk with him which is good as at least he noe wat im thinkin instead of sulkin all day and not explainin why...... Miko is going down to Bandyup this Fri which is great for her as she has more frens there that can company her and look after her as well,,, i feel happier to her too,,its her B-dae this coming Thur,,, and i haent send her a bdae card yet,,,,, will give her a buzz on tt dae thou...... i miss her a lot ,,,,, i do wish i can speak to her sometime as i can tell her lots of stuffs and not worry she will pass the info ard,,, ... ... home is ok la,,, sis have been going out late for the past few days and mom is getting worried and nags lor,, shes still so worried ,, we are so old oreli,,, in her heart we are still her babies,,, what to do,, she cant let do with ease, worrying we will get into troubles lor,,, was looking at themes @ Zedge,,,,, lots of nice ones to look........ dont know where to find the DL button leh,,,,... Mon, 22 Aug 2005 04:12:49 +0200 http://www.blogigo.co.uk/phoebe/my-weekend/6/ http://www.blogigo.co.uk/phoebe/my-weekend/6/