Mood: 50%-50%
Hi ,,, havent wrote for a long while,,, well things are still the same except tt I HAD MY LAPTOP NOW - finally sia.. miss a person, but cant say who la, oh ya,,, company got me namecard sia - admin exe now,,, ha ha position raise but not pay i think at most 50 or 100 bucks,, better than nothing lor,, as i keep saying IM A RECEPTIONIST leh,, HAHAHA, well this is to make me looks better la,, better than nothing,, GUA PAI ER YI.. ha ha, mom b-day soon, haven know what to do with it, but she's going overseas after tt so should be fine as i can sponser a little for her trip not much just as much as i can .. anyone in a divorce family>? how to you cope with it, i mean im ok with the situation but $wise i hv to support both, which is eating me out. mom keep nagging abt me givin him $$ but he is not working leh, of cos i cant just leave him alone right, moreover the $ i gave is not enuff for him to spend much but just basic needs. sometimes i feel stress over this matter as she will bring this up all the time, then when im not happy she will thinks tt i am stupid as he ddnt look after me when i was young and yet always beat me. i can understand the reason why she hate him so much and thinks tt he deserve to be left alone, not now when i had grow up and can look after him.... well,, but I JUST CANT DO IT LEH, im not able to leave him in alone and not look after him ma morever we dont keep in contact much,, unless he needs $$ or i had trfed him $$.. he lives far fm me - from singaporean point of views. so we contact thru ph most of the time nia, tts y i hv to lie on the amt i gave him just in case shes mad and starts to nag again, for my good i know but in this situation, i choose to lor, as i dont think its right to leave him alone and not looking after him as much as i could'// well hv a great day all, comin in to de-stress again soon, in the meantime take care (>.<) happy b-day mom, i LUV U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
