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in not sure why but we are drifting apart big time now,,, i just dont wanna talk to him anymore expecially y im so pissed lately,,, its like im not even in the mood to talk to him ,,, wat had changed, im not sure but it feels like we eventhough we meet every day, things are not picking up,,, i cant compromise anymore as i feel that im the only one giving without receiving anything,,, feel so sad about this as how can we not be closer yet had drift so far apart now,,, still looking for the ans and im not really sure what had happen,,, one thing im sure is he is too busy with hos thingy that he had neglected me big time,,,, its like im not here unless he needs me to do something ..... y had things become like this,,, so many yrs together yet things dont seem to improve ,,, yes,,, he do luv me, but this is not enuff for me now,,,, i need someone to care about me ,,, i hd grown up,,, i dont need oli luv,,,, geezzz makes me feel so bloody old liao,,,, but true lor,,, i need someone to look after me, company me and hear me talk - communicate when theres time,,,
shit,,,, enuff on this as i m so bloody depressed after talkin this matter,,, chee bye chee bye
