welcome to coolville

Mood: ok
Listening to: the roof is on fire -- bloodhound gang

i made 3 allies and 1 of them won't leave me alone.  all they do is "watch" my back. i'm entering a very difficult field of taunts. so, i have them watch for rumors. i don't  make them do it. if they hear any, i ask them to pretty please report it to me. this one in particular thinks that i'm it's best friend and won't leave me alone. i got 7 calls from it last night saying it heard that this girl was making pictures of me stealing items from the school. i've tried to shake this person, but it always finds me and nags me about stuff. i have a book i keep in  my locker of all the rumors, taunts from my enemys. i also right down their weaknesses. i find that stuff out myself. recently, this book has gone missing. no one knows my locker combination except me. i have never taken this book home with me. i always keep it in my locker. i suspect this person has taken it. but, i don't know how they could have gotten it. perhaps, they know how to break into lockers. i'm not going to go ahead and assume, because it might be at my house. that person is just my prime suspect.  so, i have been watching this person very closely. i also have doubts that it might be working with my enemys as well. it knows my top enemys phone number and favorite color.  weird. it could just be a coincidence. anyway, i have to go.

                                                 Sarah

Mood: a ok
Listening to: sing, sing, sing -- louis prima

this will have to be a short entry. i just want to recommend a very good book to you. it's called "the once and future king" by t.h. white i would rate it a 10 out of 10. awesome book. have a great day!

                                                                Sarah

Mood: ok
Listening to: all alone -- gorillaz

last night i watched the golden globes on NBC. and, i realized alot of things about movies. and actors and actresse's. this is the way you want your movie plot to be:

about romance or somebody very famous. it should go something like this: jane loves micheal but their love is forbidden. she can either marry him and live a very abnormally happy life or marry her parents choice, frank. if she marrys frank she'll make her parents glad but, she'll have an abnormally sad life. then, She choses micheal and her very hard and bitter parents are accepting of him because he's the man their daughter loves. even if micheal doesn't have a job and can't be with her at all times, their still happy. where as frank had a good job and was very family oriented and really loved jane, she doesn't love him. and of course, jane should be played by: sarah jessica parker (because her show "sex and the city") and micheal should be played by: johnny depp (because every little girl has the hots for him. eww. he looks like a pirate escaped the boat.) and frank should be played by: viggo mortensen (he's a very good actor and probably deserves an oscar or 2. )  and the director should be: peter jackson (bloody brillant man! he's a very successful guy too!)

that's the way movies are judged these days. is the guy hot? is the girl sexy? have they been in terrible t.v. shows or movies? what happened to good movies? like, "the sound of music" that was a good movie! don't get me wrong, their are good movies out there like, "lord of the rings" and "saving private ryan" and "charlie and the chocolate factory" those are good movies. except "charlie and the chocolate factory" is a little creepy but, none the less good! better than the old one. although, gene wilder did an awesome job being crazy and creepy. anyway, i'm thinking up a movie. i will reveal it to you.  it's about a very realistic family. no silliness like, "oh, we only have $200 to get by the next week on! hey! i've got it! let's go buy lottery tickets!" it's serious. it's like " kids, we're a little short on money this week. we won't be able to do anything we normally do like, go to the store more than twice a week. it's taking close to $50 to fill up the van. and last week we filled it up 3 times. that was $150 wasted. since things are getting more expensive we need to start cutting costs." that's just a draft. "jarhead" was a realistic movie. it's going to have funny parts in it too. like i said, that's just a draft. i haven't thought of a title yet, but, it's coming along. welp, gotta go. anyone who wants that movie plot, you can have it. i'm not going to use it. edit it, burn it. i don't care. it's yours.

                                      happy belated martin luther king jr. day,

                                                                        Sarah  

p.s. conan o'brien is the best late night show host in the world! he's awesome and hilarious.

Mood: ok
Listening to: jump -- kriss kross

this guide is for teens ages 13 - 18. hopefully by the age of 18 your more intelligent than a 13 year old. anyway, let's continue. here is my guide to poularity and sanity in school. 1.) get a boyfriend / girlfriend even if she/ he is a nerd or unpopular. your equals. this will also in a way be doing a good deed. you'll be helping him/ her become popular too. and will be making a allie. 2.) don't put off breaking up when you know you want to. prolonging the situation will only make it worse. if you want to see other people, say so. be prepared for the boy / girl to feel rejected. even if you've only been together for a little while and haven't been to serious there's still a sense of rejection when someone says they prefer the company of others compared to their exclusive company. but if your honest and forward the boy/ girl will appreciate you for your kind and straight forward manner in which you told him. unless he's a real jerk or crybaby, you'll remain friends. 3.) being attractive is the most inportant thing in the teenage world. make sure you keep your hair spotlessly clean. wash it once every 2 weeks. shower everyday. and when you see susie the homecoming queen or johnny the baseball hero tell them you like the game or article in the newspaper. tell them you like their hair or outfit. you'll become friends and future birthday party guest. lucky you! 4.) don't get yourself into trouble. get in as many clubs as they'll let you. stay out of trouble! this way you won't go to the principal and get in trouble. take up a hobby. start collecting baseball or football cards. start singing or dancing. get in some sports at school. or at your church or community center. 5.) start doing your homework as soon as you get home. you'll have more time after that to do whatever you want. not to mention, you'll make your parents glad and have a much more successful future and report card. 6.) make allies. allies are important in highschool. find a friend you can trust all your secrets with. but don't tell them all your secrets. only 2 or 3. this will keep you and your allie good friends. they'll want to know all your secrets. 7.) start a support group. but to get popular, make it fun and cool. i'll make a separate list of what you'll need to make it cool. making your support group cool: drinks : punch or soda. snacks : chips or snack cakes like, little debbies. games: take the problem your working on and turn it into an awesome game. example: math poker. or spelling blackjack. and bet money (pocket change) or junk. like, little figureines you don't want. it's cool and borderline sophisticated. monopoly is a good game for math too. music: rap or rock. have it as background music. it'll make it easier to study. play cd's like, jay-z or good charlotte. i hope this helps you. Sarah

Mood: ok
Listening to: hypnotize -- system of a down

oh wait, there was a reason. daddy didn't finish his job so junior had to take over. here's a little SAT question for all you teens out there or adults who feel like brushing up on a little bit of history.

revolutionary war is to "fighting for our soil" as iraq war is to "fighting for their oil".

what is up with that?  seriously. i saw a sign at the local store that said "wanted: intelligent president that doesn't look like a monkey and doesn't embarass america" that's what we all want. when will america learn not to vote him in? will we have to fall on our faces 3 or 4 times for us to finally realize that he is retarded? why am i saying we, i mean will america. it's like this. this land is your land, bush:texas  this land is your land, kerry: massachusets  kerry is an intellectual bush is a stupid donkey. kerry succeeded in yale. bush failed. i have to go. my computer is acting up. i'll finish this tomorrow.

                                                                Sarah

                                                                                  

Mood: ok
Listening to: my mother, siter, brother talk about friends

my sister says she has not been on the computer for 4 days. she also says she has not been on the phone for 6 days. i beg to differ. yesterday, she was on the phone watching "extra" and surfing the web. now, i wanted to watch "annie get your gun" but, no. it was going to have an interview with derek jeter about something. i don't remember that well. i don't even remember if it was derek jeter. probably though. i had to sit and suffer. as i lay there dying, she starts complaining about how slow our computer is and how unmodern it is. i got frustrated and said " maybe it's because you are hogging all the appliances?" and she got angry and called me a spoiled brat and ran to her room crying. that's right folks, crying. usually when my sister is on the computer she is on there for about 4 days at the least. i quickly took this time to get on it and check for technical problems in the system and clean out all the cookies. after that, i cleaned (with a vaccuum) all the wires and chords. after that it ran very fast and better. onto the next problem. my mother. she sees no reason why she should'nt spoil my sister and brother to death with "special" foods they like. there's a big problem. my brother. he does not respect personal space. i have to go now. toodles! Sarah

Mood: ok
Listening to: fire coming out of the monkeys head -- gorillaz

let's journey back into history. american's and african-american's seem to have forgotten the racism story. african-american's always use slavery against american's.i'm going to break it down in myth's. myth 1: white people supposedly sold black people to other white people to use as slaves and servants. no. black people down in africa captured other black people and sold them for money. if they could have captured some white people sure, they would have sold them. myth 2 : america had a right to use them as slaves because they are supposedly lower than us. no. we are all created equal in god's eyes. we had no right to use them or anybody as our slaves. just because their black and we're white doesn't make us higher than them. myth 3 : white man is always oppressing the black man. yes and no. for a while, yes. we did treat them badly because we were ignorant jerks. but, now, black man is starting to oppress the white man. chris rock can get up on stage and make fun of white people all day and he won't be taken of the stage because we white people can "laugh it off". if a white comedian started making fun of black people he'd be thrown off stage and banned from television because of racism. instead, white people do take into consideration the feelings of black people. it would be very hypocritical if we didn't and listened to rap music and watched music videos. myth 4 : black people never win awards because their black. no. jamie foxx won 4 oscars for he's outstanding work in "ray" (which is a very good movie, it made me cry), martin luther king won all kinds of awards, ray charles practcally owned jazz in the '50's, usher is always winning music awards. beyonce too. myth 5 : white man can't dance. yes and no. we can't dance very good to hip-hop but, we can waltz, tango, ballroom dance, folk dance and charleston. so, you can't say "white people have no rythm" we just don't have rythm in hip-hop dancing. myth 6 : black man can't sing they can only rap. no. lot's of black people sing. usher, john legend, ray charles, mariah carey, destiny's child. white people can rap too. we have eminem. in short, let's just all be nice to each other and not pull out the racism card everytime we feel "threatened". we are all created equal. we just all need to see that. we are different in personality and looks, but skin color shouldn't be judged. it's just a color. and, if you think you've been treated badly, i'll just get started on the mexican's. they've been through ALOT in the '30's. have an awesome day. just thought i should point that out before anything else happens. Sarah

Mood: confused
Listening to: burn the witch -- queens of the stone age

what is up with chicks these days? a girl is in the hospital after she suffered severe injurys. these injurys are: a broken nose, a broken neck, bruised back, 2 black eyes and a broken toe. she recieved all the broken injurys from her abusive boyfriend and the 2 black eyes from a girl at her school. here's what happened. she started dating her best friends ex boyfriend after she broke up with him. after they had been dating 3 and a half weeks, her best friend decided she was upset that she was dating her ex. so, she found her and they started fighting. (it's about to be a stupid girl fight) she recieved her 2 black eyes and then went home to her abusive boyfriend. since she had been gone longer than usual her boyfriend thought she was cheating on him. so, he hid behind her door with a shovel and when she came in, he hit her repeatedly with it. then he got a hammer and started throwing it at her. her neighbors heard he screaming for help and called the police. the police busted in and arrested the boyfriend and took her to the hospital. now, where are her parents at? this girl is only 14. her boyfriend was 20. and, her best friend who gave her the black eyes is only 15. your fighting over an abusive man? besides, i thought she didn't love him anymore and was past him. what is up with that?! if i broke up with my boyfriend, he'd be in my past. other girls are allowed to date him now. i'm not going to go around punching everybody that dates him because he's my old boyfriend! seriously, even if my friend and him started dating, i don't care. if he was abusive like that, i'd warn her. or, if it was like, 2 days after we broke up, i'd ask my friend to next time to please wait at least a week out of pure respect. a true friend doesn't go and beat up the person. but, the 15 year old broke up with this guy 6 months ago! 6 months is more than enough time to "mourn". and, this girl is 14 and dating a 20 year old man?! how can her parents or legal guardian allow this? teenagers really forget the reason you date people. not to just have a guy to flaunt in front of all your friends and enemys, but, to find the person your supposed to be with. your husband or wife. i'm going to write a book called "the true reason for dating" and it will be 1 page long. i just don't get it. why do little immature girls fight over a stupid guy?! espacially if their friends? i'm 13 and i know better than to let my emotions get in the way of things! man, i can't understand girls or boy's sometimes. and i hate being lumped into the same group as these stupid teenagers. everyone at my church, my house even my school look at me and say "oh look. another idiot is on her way to class." i have a good reputation that keeps getting ruined by other stupid teenagers. sure, their having lots of hormone problems, but if you compromise and talk things out instead of packing them in or taking it out on other people, this world could be a better place. let's not be republicans and fix the levy and repair our friendship with each other. i know right now i sound like a hippie, but, i'm not. if you saw me, you'd think i was trying to take over the world or something. i only wear black suits and sunglasses. with my hair in a pony tail. trying to solve the world's problems, 1 at a time. Sarah

Mood: angry
Listening to: my romance - carmen mcrae

well, since i've upped a grade, my friends, enemys and people i don't know, have been calling me a nerd. their all being ignorant jerks like president bush. i guess i'm queen elizabeth and their all president bush. what jerks! i haven't been showing my anger to them, i just ignore them and go about my day, but, it's really hard. i have to go now. Sarah

Mood: ok
Listening to: i saw the sign - ace of base

yesterday, my mom took me and my brother to wal-mart to get new notebooks for school and we over heard this 14 year old's conversation with his mom about why he doesn't like school. he stood with his arms crossed and a baby pout on his face. this is what i over heard: Mom: you really need to start liking school more travis Travis: school is for baby's mom, i don't like learning about the stuff! Mom: your 14 and you can't even tell me the capitol of russia! your younger brother knows that! Travis: so! mike is a nerd, i don't want to be a nerd. Mom: so you'd rather grow up retarded. Travis: if i do it's your fault! i'm going to stop there. travis is blaming his mother for his mistake. now, travis obviously has some issues with learning. we all know the capitol of russia is moscow. a 14 year old doesn't. i'm wondering if he knows where estonia is located (europe). almost the same thing happened with me and one of my friends. i'm a nerd now that i've upped a grade in school. yesterday, when returning to my locker to get my books, i found a picture of me with glasses and braces and saying "all the math tests are mine!" and i was "hogging" all the math tests from everyone else. it was drawn by none other than my best friend, scarlett goya. a dumb blonde with no idea what the word "anxious" means. she uses it when she's tired. "i'm really anxious for sleep" "anxious" means "scared or afraid" . well, i have to go now. Sarah

Mood: ok
Listening to: andy your a star- the killers

well, i had a very strange day today. my teacher came out from behind her "hidey spot" (out from behind the desk) and handed just me a paper. i didn't know what she meant by just givng me a quiz. she also handed me a note saying "go to the principal's office when you finish." so i did. i go to a military school so, you only go to the principal if you've done something terrible. after i completed the quiz, i went to his office and he said i was recieveing an up (an up is when you get upgraded) from him and my teacher mrs. goworski. that was fine with me. i am now in 9th grade. i completed the quiz in a record time: 2 min. and 56 sec. it was algebra and history combined. if i stay in this school past 10th grade if i choose to go into the military, i'll be a 1st sargent. but, if i go all the way through highschool, i'm a general. or if i go to the principal alot, i'm discharged 3 ranks. putting me at a sargent. i went through boot camp. or as i like to call it, "hell without fire", as a private. it was hard getting into this school. they make you go through an obstacle course then when your all sweaty, they make you do a 3 page test, to see if your nothing but the best for this school. well, gotta go. Sarah

Mood: positive
Listening to: D.A.R.E. - gorillaz

well, i am toying with the idea of doing another series. my last one was about "terrible questions 1-5" . i'd like to do a series, i just don't have any ideas. i was thinking about doing one about idiotic presidents, but it would have been a really long series. i was going to do one about stupid people, but  brittany spears called and said she  didn't want to be on another  "stupid"  list. i'm dying for some inspiration. it's so hard thinking of series. please help me think of a series i could do! or, if you even want me to do another series.

well, lets talk about generational curses. in my family it's getting pregnant before your married. i'd really  like to change this. i don't want to be 15 with a kid. i know i can change this by not having sex before marriage. if i do get pregnant before i'm married, i can't blame my parents or my grandparents, i can only blame me. it's my fault for sleeping with a man when i wasn't married yet. just out of curiousity, are generational curses a smote from god? children bear their parents  mistakes. example: let's say your mom/dad left you and your dad/mom when you were little. you will grow up looking for a wife/husband like that. this will go for generations until someone changes it. it will be your curse. it is a crucial circle that sucks!

                                                                                                                    Sarah

Mood: ok
Listening to: don't get lost in heaven -- gorillaz

my "friend" called me at 1:56 am to tell me that i should have called her to tell her the ball had dropped. i didn't know i was supposed to call her all the way out in new york city and tell her "the ball is dropping" she called me this morning to say the same thing again. she could have just looked out her window and watched the ball drop. 

why do people blame other people for their mistakes? it's very ignorant and if you think it's "saving" your reputation, think again. it only makes people think badly of you. your so immature that you can't take the blame for something you did. your so wrapped up in yourself that you have to blame it on someone else. example:

my neighbor has a son-in-law who is very obnoxious and won't shut up when he needs to. one day last year he was at our yearly church picnic and he was talking to our pastor and spilled a cup of soda down his shirt. he went and chased down his wife and mother-in-law just to blame them for what they had supposedly done to him. his excuse was : "if i hadn't been looking over at you two, this never would have happened!"

what an idiot. seriously, if people can't take the blame for a little thing like spilling soda, their stupid and immature and selfish.

 happy new year everybody!

                                                                     Sarah