Mood: frustrated
Listening to: chasing cars -- snow patrol
note the title of today's entry. yes, that's right. my sister recently had a baby (out of wedlock) and now i'm paying for it. if she was married she would be able to take care of her child but, no. no, she decides to sleep with her boyfriend then get pregnant and leave it to the rest of her family to take care of him. might i add that she will not hold him when he's crying. mother of the year award is not going to her, but, her friend's think she's a cool mom. the definition of mother is one who cares for the children and loves them. we threw her a baby shower, i told my mom not to do it so she doesn't think that this is okay. that she can just go off and get pregnant and screw up her life and not have to pay for it but, my mom says "she needs help and we still love her." yes, i noticed that but, love can also come in a firm way. love isn't spoiling your child, it's punishing it when it has done something wrong. so, my mom says "you won't have to do anything when the baby comes. just maybe help here and there." i didn't think "here and there" meant i'll have him while you run around to wal*mart and blow tons of your money on useless items that you will never use. but, apparently, that's what it means. i love the baby very much, but his mother is a ho. yes, a ho. prior to having her child, she would move in with her current boyfriend then, when things went wrong call us up and have us come out, clean her house, move her out and house her until she met someone new and after 2 dates move in with him then screw it up and repeat the process. news update hon,we're no friggin' slave.he world does not revolve around you! you are an idiot. if you were back in the colonial days you'd be cast out of the family. allow me to exercise that. and my mother, you cannot just volunteer me for crap i do not want to do. she screwed up, she ruined her life it shouldn't be overflowing onto me! i'm only fourteen. i shouldn't be spending 5 hours a day taking care of a child. if i ever become like my sister i'll kill myself. she can't just go down alone. she's taking everyone, except her friends, down with her! "oh cat! you're so funny!" yeah, get to really know that social camillion you call 'cat'. she's useless, she's untalented shes selfish.