babbling
Mood: depressed
Listening to: TV
Time to vent once again I have just about a week and a half till finals week thrilled and terrified at the same time but it marks the end of a long journey with this I will have obtained an associates degree in science/nursing I dint know what I will do next but I do know that i will stop working every flipping weekend and start having a life other than school and work I went to buy a new outfit for the up coming events what a depressing event after two months of working out all I have to show for it is guilt when I cant go and only a 4lb loss in just short of two months time my asthma isnt as bad or so i have been told and apparently this is the only compliment that can be come up with in a pinch how about a "keep it up it will eventually pay off "or ''you are toning up'' my 22 womens pants arent as tight but I would have liked to buy a smaller size I would have settled for even just one size However truth is I still love chocolate and if they still had Aydes candies(it is what mother kept in the house) for weight loss I would eat those instead of a candy bar with 200+ calories and what is this thing about craving ice cream I never ate it much before but I think the word diet and I get hungry for it and everything else then I feel guilty because I have eaten much more than I should then on top of it all suddenly all I think about is shagging havent had it in a very long while and in my own demented world I convince myself it isnt all bad afterall it does burn around 300 calories well enough rambling for now I need to study what fun I certainly hope this burns calories too cause it isnt as fun as the aforementioned subject TTFN
