Weblog of dave

Mood: tired, my head feels like it's going to explode!
Listening to: nothing, not a damn thing

what a shit fuck the past two days of work have been. and i woke up late for work today. i was like 15 minutes late and apparently missed a really good pre shift meeting. oh well fuck it. so yeah got off at 4am the past two days. fuck that shit. pay check will be nice next week but i had to sacrifice my sanity and some sleep. well it seems i'm going to the beach saturday for a while. just for the day but the plan is for me to get uber drunk at brent's friday night and just pass out there. bryan lives really close and i believe brent is going as well so i'll just have him throw my ass off his sofa so i can get a shower and get ready to jam down the road. i kinda wanna take my longboards too. i'll have to see what the crew says about that. if they wanna ride or if they can even ride. not sure, they're pretty athletic people so they most likely have some sort of balance about them. alright well i'm about done now. you people have a good one.

later crocodiles

Mood: pretty good, a bit tired
Listening to: nothing right now

so we're almost done this month, i didn't realize that until just now. awesome. well anyway i got up around 2, i think, and then bryan rolled over to collect me for a day of activities. went to the mall for some plugs. bought a set that included some spools and some solid steel plugs. however, i was sort of under the impression that my lobes would be able to take a 5/8" with a little bit of elbow grease. no dice indeed. i cut the inner skin of my left flesh tunnel a little bit. so it's back to the taped up plugs to gradually size them over the next week or two. should only take about a week before they're big enough for the 5/8" spools. so it looks like we're actually getting to the beach this weekend too. just for the day however. in a little under a month it has been decided that we're going to get some people and head down for a good 3 days at the beach. kind of a get the hell out of town and find something to do weekend. which means, i gotta schedule that day off like this week so it'll be kosher with management. we also need to get shit squared away for vacation this summer. it looks as though we're going for atleast a week if not a few days more. so that should be pretty awesome but i'm going to be a wreck when i get home from that one. well i don't have anything else right now so you people have a good one.

later crocodile

 

Mood: glad i have off until wednesday 1pm
Listening to: nothing right now

so yet another light/early day. got out around 1am so not too bad. i'm pretty tired though. the last two days have drained me quite a bit. i'll probably end up sleeping all day tomorrow and then get drunk in the evening at brent's. i'm kinda feeling ragingly drunk but i have work wednesday so i may save it for friday. we'll have to see when tomorrow gets here. maybe it'll be nice and i'll go play some tennis. it's been a few weeks since we all played. if it's 40 degrees, we're playing! my hair is starting to grow back rapidly. so i'm not sure whether to shave my head again or just let it go and shag it out. i'm thinkin shag it out. i liked having long hair. although i'm going to sweat like a pig when summer rolls around, fuck it i'll grow it out and color it black. so my dad is back from daytona, i didn't think he was coming back for another day or so. oh well, they probably decided to get the f up the road since all the shit was done. i have no idea how any of it went. i was working. so i'm about spent. you people have a good one.

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Mood: kinda tired
Listening to: simple plan~addicted

so work wasn't that bad today. the fucking fags i work with didn't pull their weight yet again so i was stuck with doing more than i should have had to. but anyway, so i think i'm going to take my ears lobes to 5/8" then cash out. i don't really feel like going any bigger than that. i've decided i'm going to enlist fafa to help me start an industrial band. all we need are he and i. i'll produce the music and he can help me create some crazy lyrics. i figure of nin can do it, i can too. oh yeah, tuesday bryan and i have an appointment to go view some apartments at park place and town court in newark. hopefully he'll give in and say ok it's straight here lets move. we're also checking out iron ridge, again. to see if we can actually get some info this time. well anyway i'm about done, nothing else to really talk about. fun fun, work tomorrow. have a good one peoples

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Mood: terrible
Listening to: i could only hope for the sweet sound of a stray bullet

so i finally got those mother f'in lights installed on the blazer, wiring was a snap, it was the mounting on the bumper that was a pain in the balls. they look good though and are bright as all hell. but anyway, it's been a depressing weekend. i didn't get much done. i drank alot, and for some reason i feel really empty. like i have a hole running straight through me. i don't want to go to work tomorrow, or the next day or ever. i want to just sleep and dream about good things, and not have to wake up to the real world ever again. why is it that when we are given a chance to take our revenge we stop and let the moment pass without the retaliation we so hungered for. could it be i have a soul left? some sort of morality that only surfaces when the topic at hand is truely of such vulgarity that i should forfeit my participation. i will never stop bleeding from my wounds. they are, unfortunatly, not mortal but will remain for the term of my sick existance. a constant reminder of what was lost, gained and forgotten.

Mood: pretty good all things considered
Listening to: nothing right now

oh mother f did i ever get drunk last night. passed the f out around 2 or something on brent's couch. fun stuff indeed. before that however i fixed the heat problem with my truck. i had to flush and fill the coolant system. which i was very happy to do all by myself. i don't know jack about engines and i figured that shit out. and it works great. i mean i can change oil, check fluids, change tiers, brakes shit like that but as far as like the inter workings of the engine i'm a little afraid to mess with anything for fear of f'ing something up. but i did it and i'm proud of myself. today further work to the truck includes but won't be limited to spark plugs and installation of some "off road" lights on the front bumper. these lights will however be used on the road to blind people. alright well i'm going to do some surfing on the interweb for a leaf pack lift and then i'm out to the garage to get started.

later peoples

Mood: feeling sick, very lonely
Listening to: i dunno some random techno

so i left work early today. puking is not fun and doesn't really motivate me to pick. i tried to pick a stop but it wasn't working. so i came home, got a shower and crawled into bed. yay, the high light of my night, crawling into bed at 6pm. i'm feeling a little better now but i'm still really out of it and feel terrible. tomorrow should help however, the plan is to go to the beach for a few hours and hang out, maybe find some place for vacation and then it's margarita/martini night at brent's. should be a blast. saturday i think i'm just going to recover and sleep or take it easy. maybe just watch tv all day in my pj's. it'd be nice if i had someone to snuggle with and watch movies but sadly i keep coming up short in that aspect. well anyway i'm off to watch a movie in the living room, alone :-[ so bye bye for now people.

later later crocodile

Mood: tired, still single which = bad
Listening to: nothing right now

so yet another lovely day in paradise, or frozen hell or whatever you wanna call it. work maybe, yeah that's a good name for it. anyway, we didn't have alot of cases today so i only got a little over 1900, which isn't bad but i'm greedy when it comes to cases and making that dollar so yeah. i think management is waiting for the shit to hit the fan with so many of us running around with mp3 players now. it was a shift in who had them, one week no one used them, this past week, everyone is rockin one, and no one bothers hiding the chords or the ear buds anymore. even when we go talk to the top dog we leave one in. so sooner or later someone will wreck and ruin it for all of us. oh well i guess, that's life, that's what all the people say... and so on and so fourth. i lost my step-o-meter today, i was obliterating this one dude and then i went to check how many steps i had at the end of the night and no dice, first day i wear the damn thing and i lose it. tough shit i suppose. well anyway i'm about done here, i definitly need sleep, i'm crashing quite hard after taking stackers all day long. have a good one peoples.

later crocodile

Mood: bitter, indifferent, frankly i don't give a fuck
Listening to: rob zombie ~ dragula

well thank god valentine's day is over. that "holiday" can go f itself. i'd like to see the statistics of how many kids are born this coming november thanks to this made up holiday. well anyway, it was a pretty quiet night at brent's. bryan, brent and i hung out, had some margaritas and made a drunken run to wendy's. fun stuff. i think i've decided that from now on i'm just going to be an asshole to everyone. being nice to people doesn't seem to get me anywhere so yeah. from now on unless someone is already my friend they're getting the f off routine. i don't have enough energy to worry about other people anymore. work in t minus 12 hours so i'm going to watch some tv and get some sleep. have a good one people.

later later

Mood: tired, pretty good though i guess, lonely but ok
Listening to: nothing right now

so getting to work wasn't that bad today. thank god i have four wheel drive. i wouldn't have made it up my street if i hadn't been able to throw the bastard in four low. but anyway, so very few people showed up today. a few trickled in late but we had a skeleton crew at best. all of our north bound trucks were delayed atleast a day so that helped. i still pulled 6 trucks and over 2000 cases. so chu ching, money in the bank for me. i need to start pulling 2000 or more every night, just to keep getting these rediculously huge pay checks. but anyway i'm pretty tired so i think i'm going to get some rest. probably a huge day tomorrow since valentines day is tuesday, alot of restaruants will be ordering an ass load of stuff. well i'm done so have a good one peoples.

later later

Mood: i have no idea to be honest
Listening to: nothing yet

what the mother f is with this snow! i seriously am going to call out tomorrow if it's too shitty to drive. then i'm going to drain the rest of the jose quervo that i have in my truck. i dunno. i'm too out of it to write right now. i've decided i want that anchor on my neck for sure. but anyway i'm outta here so you people take it easy.

later later

Mood: eh, tired but all things considered pretty good.
Listening to: blink 182 ~ what's my age again

maybe it'll snow today. and maybe my f'in head will cave in too. either way who cares. all i know is i have work in 26 hours and i'm not looking forward to it. oh well i guess, it's a pay check. so my dad leaves today for florida, without me. i wasn't able to take off work to go with them to daytona this year. too bad so sad. so i got kinda f'ed up last night, then we went for food at applebees around like midnight, then it was off to aj's for a few beers and tv. i think we rolled out of there at like 2 or so. i didn't leave brent's until like 3am, kelly's heros was on hbo so i was like score! great clint eastwood movie right there. but yeah bryan's all pissed off because we can't go get his ipod from fed ex, they're closed saturdays. boo freakin hoo i say, shoulda bought it at the apple store, not online so you could have it laser engraved. oh well he'll survive at work without it. i'm still waiting for this chick to get back to me about finally picking up the drum kit she had for sale. i'm ready for some serious drumming action. well anyway i'm going to get a shower and get moving. make something of today. the beach was a thought. or maybe just the mall or something like that. have a good one people.

later later

Mood: pretty good, always good on thursdays after work
Listening to: nothing right now

so today was kinda bad. started off by being woken up several times by my mom yelling at me for various things. by the way i didn't go to bed until like 6:30 am. then i woke up late for work, i was an hour late when i got there. i was tired and out of it until after lunch. only picked like 1600 cases or so tonight and like 50 more that i didn't bother logging. oh well i guess. pay check was uber nice. first week on incentive pay and do i love incentive pay now. i may be going to ocean city this weekend to look at places for vacation, not sure yet. all i know is that i'm getting super drunk tonight (friday night) and i'm not sure where or what will happen. all i know is i'll be retarded some where. well anyway besides all that my mom had some perfect timing tonight, she called my phone at like 10 minutes until lunch (7pm) and was like hey we're going to pizza hut, wanna join? i was like f'in right. so pizza and related pizza accessories were a wonderful fuel for the metabolizers i take at work. which i'm going to get on regularly again so i can get super thin like i was a few weeks ago before i stopped taking them and started picking naturally. well anyway that's all i have for now. i'm kinda tired and bored so i think i'm going to either go sleep or find something to do elsewhere. have a good one peoples.

later crocodile

Mood: eh, alright, kinda tired and lonely, all alone, still, it sucks
Listening to: singing rancid's "fall back down" to myself

so for some reason we didn't get out until like 3:30am. all i have to say is wtf. i pulled like 2100 cases and i was done, i told everyone else to fuck off and that i was cashing out. however, since it is thursday and today is the last day of work for two days i will burn myself out tonight and sleep all day friday, and then get massively drunk friday night. i got written up today too, kinda knew it was coming. atleast glen was super cool about it, he was like dude look you're awesome but i'll pull the trigger if i have to. i've had 4 accurances, twice i called out and twice i left early. oh well, better than getting into an accident on my jack, taking a piss test and potentially failing it. oh well, one more god damn day, as bryan's ipod says. i think i'm going to take the mp3 player in tomorrow and rock out, kinda take it easy and pull alot at the same time. well i'm outta here for some sleep, you people have a good one.

later later

Mood: pretty good
Listening to: ac/dc ~ if you want blood, you've got it

so it's been an interesting few days. we worked that split day crap so i took off yesterday. i didn't do jack shit but sleep and hang out today, it was very nice to get me ready to pull like 2500 cases tomorrow and thursday so i can make some money. i apparently made quality last week, which is cool, however i wasn't there to hear my name and what not, get the ol hand shake from the boss. oh well i'll mention something tomorrow i guess. see what my error rate was. i'm kinda tired but not sleep tired. i need to clean my room so that's probably in the cards for before i go to sleep. oh yeah, saw some dude at the apple store today with a zig zag arrow shaved into his head, i should have done something funny like that when i shaved my head, either that or left my mohawk. oh well i guess. my hair will grow back and i'll live. i just can't wait for thursday to be over so i have two days off to sleep and have fun. hopefully the weather will become nice again, we've been playing very little tennis lately and it seems to relax me. i also think i'm going to try that stop smoking gum. i really do need to quit, and cold turkey hasn't been flying. well i'm about done, you people have a good one.

later crocodile

Mood: eh, pretty good, kinda sick though
Listening to: boy sets fire ~ requiem

so we worked a split day this weekend. went in for a few hours yesterday and then finished up today. this morning was rather rough getting up. i drank a few lowenbrau beers from the case i purchased, or had purchased for me. those are uber awesome beers by the way i recommend them. also had a bunch of other crap. either way i ended up driving home at like 3am and didn't get up until like 9:30 or so for work at 10 which i was like 10 minutes late for, oh well. i'm not going in tomorrow. i feel sick and i need a few days rest so i can pull an ass load of cases wednesday and thursday. but anyway today is superbowl sunday, fun stuff. i think the plan is to just go over to brent's, drink beer, eat wings, and watch the superbowl. so i'm going to get a shower, get my cloths out of the dryer and head that way shortly, i kinda need a nap though. i think tomorrow or thursday i'm going to add some color to my spider web/skull and cross bones/hXc tat on my leg. i'm still thinkin on what colors but yeah i definitly want to brighten it up. but anyway i'm out now. have a good one people.

later later

Mood: pretty good i guess
Listening to: uhh, nothing right now

wow i was one lazy fucker at work tonight, i only pulled like 1650, f those guys though. i did way more than my share last night so they can all f off if they don't like it, i'm the mother f'in super star of dry so they can kiss my soon to be tattooed ass along with the rest of my tattooed and pierced hide. on another note, but similar note, tat convention for a few hours tomorrow in philly, i'm super excited. then i have a few options. jersey for a boy sets fire show and a huge fight, which i really wanna go back up nathan and the guys but we'll have to see how that goes. option two, east end for a show with some awesome bands and awesome people. option three, i could go get drunk at brent's. or 4, i could just come home and sleep because we got f'ed into working saturday so a few pussies couold watch the mother lovin superbowl. f the superbowl i could give two shits about it. we work sundays so i havn't seen any football all season. plus i never have really given a fuck about football so either way f off to the people that made me work saturday, because i'm going to be an asshole when monday rolls around and i've worked for 3 straight days. well anyway i'm done, i'm going to go drink some beers, watch some tv/movie and get some sleep.

later crocodile

Mood: tired
Listening to: nothing

jesus christ what a long night. i got off work at like quarter till four and pulled like 2400 cases. no reason why i had to pull that many, although it makes the bossman happy, there was no reason for it. so i'm really tired now and don't feel well at all. i was already sick but now my body hurts, all over. so hopefully tomorrow won't be so heavy and i can scoot with my check at a reasonable time. i told my boss that i definitly wanted to be paid by the case this week, not hourly. so that better happen or there will be hell to pay, several hundred dollars of hell to be exact. it seems there is a boy sets fire show in jersey friday night. so i may abandon the east end for that, if tom goes anyway, he has heard there will be a big fight because it happened the last time bsf played at this place so yeah. should be fun! alright well i'm tired and i'm not getting sleep tonight or friday so have a good one peoples

later

 

Mood: pretty good, although a little tired
Listening to: dave mathews ~ everyday

so i'm about to go get some sleep but i thought i'd throw something up since i havn't in a few days. yesterday work went great, i got alot of cases and the night went by pretty fast. hopefully today will be exceptionally good too. i need a few good days or i'm going to go crazy. especially since we have to work saturday and sunday like half days. oh well, its money in the bank i guess. speaking of which i need to do my taxes. so i'm going to get that rolling probably later on this morning when i wake up before i go to work or something like that. so it seems there will be a few people going with me to the tat convention in philly this weekend. i can't wait. it should be super fun and expose me to new styles and thought processes about how ink should be done and that sort of thing. well i'm about done now. we finished off the absinthe tonight at brent's, brian drove me to it so he and i killed it together. and then i had a bunch of other shots and beers and the like, then he dumped my ass off at home, hehe. and oh yeah i told him that we're moving in like 2 weeks so yeah we'll see how that flys, that'll give him enough time to get his shit squared away and roll out. i'm ready to go whenever so yeah that's awesome. alright i'm outta here, you people have a good one.

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