12-1-05 about 6 pm
Mood: sick, tired, lonely
Listening to: HIM ~ Funeral of Hearts
so i'm still sick, which is bullshit. although i find that if i work out my lungs feel better so i've been lifting and giving the punching bag a thrashing. can't hurt right? sure why not. so i had to get up early for the first time in a few weeks today. ugh! although that won't be the usual. next time i have to go into work will be this sunday at 1pm until whenever we're done loading the trucks. although i've gotta audit pallets on the dock for 2 or 3 days, then i can ride on a jack training with a selector, then it's to the wolves with my ass. just a quick side bar, usually HIM makes me all depressed so i don't like to listen to it when i'm feeling low or if i'm without a companion. but for some reason it's makin me feel pretty good today. i dunno. anyway back to the issue at hand. i'm sick, hehe. apparently there is some show tomorrow in baltimore that my friend just told me about so i'm waiting to see who's playing and if i want to make the journey down there to see these people whoever they may be. i dunno. i may take a break from the show scene for a week or so, i'm a bit beat up. and being sick hasn't helped. but anyway yaeh i think i'm about done now. alright you people have a good one.
later later
