Weblog of dave

Mood: f off!
Listening to: the boils ~ hearts on fire

so i was woken up today, thanksgiving day, to "clean your bathroom someone may want to use it. which i don't keep it all nasty anyway, it's always clean. hey guess what people, they know we live here, it's ok. this is one of the many reasons i hate living at home. and every fucking year we have my relatives over for dinner, wtf is with that? can't change it up a little, all go do your own thing. i can't wait to be peddled as a freak show later on with all my ink and piercings. i can see my mom now. "take your plugs out. show them your ear holes. isn't that gross. i told him..... blah blah blah.....(make david look like a fucking idiot) and so on" the only happiness i'll get today is when i rape steve playing hockey. we're going to play some tops and sides probably, which i'm going to school him, or i would like to think so. alright well that's all i got for now. i'm out. have a good holiday bitches! and oh yeah how ironic is it that this country celebrates thanksgiving when the people who celebrated the "original" holiday were running from europe because they were heretics. funny how most of the christian community in the country celebrates these people as if they were something special. get a clue people they were religious outcasts and were running from catholicism. yet another reason why this society sucks, the masses have no idea wtf they are celebrating. lets have a fucking parade it'll make it all better. yay yay, fuck you! alright i'm really done this time.

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Mood: alright, a bit annoyed
Listening to: tv, golden eye is on, good shit right there

so the whole thanksgiving bondathon is on, that's pretty awesome. gotta love those movies, so predictable but still classics. so i got my draw on today in a severe way. got a few nice hardcore drawings done. two big pieces that i did have the letters HXC with a spider web in the background of one and a skull around the other. i should post some pictures and leave some links here. i didn't get up until like 3 today so yeah. but didn't get to sleep until 5 or so this morning. i think i'm going to add a flower around my "strength" chinese character. not sure what kind but probably some kind of flower with small petals sorta like a mum has alot of small petals but larger, with a kind of blue center tapering out to white and blue highlights on the petals at their points closest to the center. alright i'm done for now. sorry if i was rambling. have a good one peoples.

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Mood: lonely, tired, bored, feeling a bit creative however
Listening to: nothing yet but i'm thinkin about it

bored, a bit tired and sick of being single. i was working out like mad earlier so that kinda wasted a bunch of energy, i actually had spazms in my abs because i worked them so hard. that's ok though, it'll pay off eventually. so i'm drawing up a bunch of ideas for tattoos, and this one i'm probably going to do on myself. it's a straight razor with blood dripping off of the blade, a clover on the handle, and a banner under it stating "blood for blood". not sure why i want to do it but i like it. finally worked on my arm more today, on the cover up of the straight edge tattoo that lost it's meaning after like 2 weeks. oh well right, live and learn. i'm thinkin about doing a koi fish too. why not right. either way i'm going to draw one up for my portfolio. well that's about all i've got for now. so you guys and dolls have a good one.

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Mood: eh pretty good, kinda lonely but that's how it is
Listening to: bob marley ~ stir it up

so i'm bored, jobless and want to get some more drawings done for my portfolio. either that or fold this damn mountain of cloths that is sitting on my sofa and hindering me from taking a nap there. so brian and i are moving very soon, exciting exciting. probably be in our new place by early december and have a massive collection of empty liquor bottles by christmas. i'm still jobless as of right now but pfg will be my savior no doubt. so so bored. yeah i think i'm going to fold those cloths, they're getting on my nerves. i tried to curl some earlier but my right wrist is still kinda weak so i didn't stress it. i did go for a run today however, which i think i'm going to start running a few miles a day to get back into top shape. tired of being in so so shape. ok, so i've got some bob on now, feeling better, if you're ever bored or feeling down. listen to some bob marley, i recommend the gold album, it's a great compliation of almost all his best works. but anyway i think i'm about done for now. adam left for the air force today, hopefully he likes it and has a good time. also heard from steve, he's in frostburg and i'm going to see him friday at a party. so that'll be fun, drinking with steve again. so many fun times drinking with steve, lots of awesome memories. alright i'm out. have a good one peoples. maybe i should start my yoga again. yeah i think that's a good idea.

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Mood: hmm, well i got fired, i'm kinda tired, still lonely and bored out of my mind!
Listening to: still singing bar room hero

so yeah, i got fired today. wasn't really given a reason, just kinda hey this isn't working out kinda stuff. but oh well right, shit happens. maybe it happened for a reason, maybe i was supposed to get fired from there so i could focus on my drawings and tattoos and work as a tattooist. it's either that or i start pushing crack and you can get in big ass trouble for crack so yeah i think i'll just get another job. so anyway besides that i got nothing. so i'm bored now and will probably go out and be stupid tonight. yeah i'm thinkin beck will drive me some place fun. alright well i'm done for now. have a good one people. and hey atleast i get to sleep until like 5pm tomorrow and catch up on my sleep.

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Mood: tired, bored, still owner of a lonely heart
Listening to: nothing, although i've been singing dropkick murphys' bar room hero all night

so yeah pretty fun night out and about. i almost fell asleep at work today so that kinda sucked. alot of important people were there too so it would have been a poor choice to slam my head on my desk and take a nap. i got to waste 3 hours of my day delivering some materials to this guy's house, that was pretty fun. almost fell asleep on the drive back though. driving makes me tired unless i'm driving for a purpose or have something or someone to look forward to at the end of the drive. so after work i went and played some basketball in newark, fun stuff. brian, adam and i then went to little ceaser's because pizzas are like 5 bucks there. so we sat infront of the store eating pizza and playing quarters, the game were you throw quarters at a wall and see who can get closest. yeah that one, not the drinking game. we then went to brent's, i had half a dozen beers and we all went down to the porn shop in aberdean, it was kinda boring though, nothing really shakes me anymore. but anyway then we ditched adam so he could go pick his friend up from work and the remaining three fiends went to newark for some dunken doughnuts. good stuff indeed. i was straight by the time we got back to brian's house so i drove home. besides that i've got nothing else. so i'm really tired and am going to bed. have a good one peoples.

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Mood: lonely, sad, tired, a thousand thoughts in my head
Listening to: some bob marley, he always cheers me up

so i'm tired but not tired for bed. i dunno i probably am. so i'm very worried about my cousin steve going to the sand box next month, he's in the army and is being deployed to iraq. steve is the kind of person you want as a friend. he's awesome. being in the military hasn't changed him, but i'm worried that going into a war zone and seeing certain things will change him. he's no innocent little angel but he doesn't look at the world through jaded eyes like i do. i also worry about his safety but he's one sharp mother fucker and i'm sure he'll be fine but i am worried about psychological changes that may take place. we are very close as you can tell. i love the guy like a brother. i'm also worried about my buddy beck who's going into the air force, i'm worried it will change his free spirit. i dunno i worry about everyone i know and love, i guess that's why i get hurt pretty fuckin bad sometimes. on a lighter note i've been talking with a tattoo artist in baltimore about an apprenticeship and everything looks good to go, i'm very excited about it indeed. i also purchased a death metal pedal for my bass which makes it sound nasty so i'm happy with that. but that's about as far as the happiness goes. my love life is shot to hell, i fall in love too fast and end up lossing another part of my soul trying for a heart which i can't have. why is it that love is so complex? it should be simple. well there it is, you guys havn't had a dose of that for a while so drink up my bleeding heart. i'm outta here. have a good one.

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Mood: pretty good, bored, looking for some activity
Listening to: nothing right now

so it was an early morning, twice. didn't get in until like 3:30 which is cool because i usually roll in about that time. but anyway yeah the thing that pisses me off is that i had to get up to go to work for an hour to watch two trucks be loaded and give the drivers paper work that i had filled out yesterday. oh well i got paid for doing nothing and bullshitting for an hour. it's what i do all day anyway. what the hell is with this weather? it's starting to get cold and i don't like it. the band was supposed to get together last night but that never flew, maybe today since i'm not going to the punkin chunkin we'll get together, the new stuf should be even more brutal than the first cd so be sure to check us out on purevolume.com/14traitsofaserialkiller. alright enough promos. i'm about done now so you peoples have a good day if i don't talk to you. and remember it's the weekend relax, have a few cases of beer, but don't be like pat and go to the hospital. alright i'm outta here.

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