Weblog of dave

Mood: anyone got a gun?
Listening to: fuck off, nothing at all

ok, this is my final post to this web blog. it has done nothing but fuck me over and fucked over the people i have cared about. i have probably lost the love of my life because i was fucking stupid and didn't think to call her to see how she really felt. moral of the story is, don't fucking make assumptions because i ended up screwing some girl and loosing the best thing that ever happened to me and now she's gone and i'll never have her back. so fuck this. i can't put into words how sorry i am for what i did. i now regret going to SU in the first place. i am on the verge of throwing my hands up in the air and saying fuck it to life in general. what's the point? so that's it, the last entry, sorry if you liked reading but i have to get some shit straight and i'm to fucking retarded not to write things in the blog, so i'm not writing at all.

final fairwell fuckers!

Mood: awesome
Listening to: nothin right now, something in a bit

so this will be my last post for today definatly and maybe for tomorrow too. i'm going down to salisbury to hang with some of my friends and what not. i'm also tattooing them tomorrow so that should be fun. i'll be sure to bring back some good stories of fun times. so you peoples have a good one and take it easy. i'm outta here for the weekend.

later later

Mood: tired, ok
Listening to: nothing, i'll throw something on the get me goin

to early, went to bed too late. too little sleep was achieved. so anyway i'm here at work, bored as shit. i've got little shit jobs i have to finish up by like lunch time so i can get into something else. or maybe i won't and spend 8 hours counting screws for a small ass building and putting 3 dimensions on a fuckin transverse section. anyway yeah i'm tired and don't feel like doing shit. hopefully i get the blazer today, that would be awesome if everything was ready to go on that. the inspection of it went well. hardly needs anything, the usual shit. a few bulbs and whiper blades, that about it. well anyway i'm about done now. i'm going to go back to my boredum. monday i'll get crackin on something big but for today i'm bullshitting. it's too quiet in here.

later

Mood: pretty damn good
Listening to: HIM ~ burried alive by love (isn't that a fact)

so the iron birds game was pretty good, nice change of activities. so i'm kinda backed up as far as tattoos. i've got two large pieces that i'm going to begin work on here soon, probably next week sometime i'll start the lining. one is brass knukles with "win some" "lose some" around it and that'll finish off above my left knee, well besides a few small spots that could use small things like skulls or whatever. then i've got a big piece that's going on my right leg on the inside of my shin and that should pretty much cover up from the ankle to the knee. so yeah extensive work will begin shortly. but anyway the 10th of next month, cky at sonar, awesome awesome, and the 10th of oct. the foo fighters are playing in baltimore, so pretty good concerts coming up. of course if i have class those nights, i'll just fucking not go of course. come on anyone who knows me could have guessed that. i'm stretching this whole stay at redneck tech out anyway so who cares. alright i'm about done for now, i'm gonna go work out some, trying to shape my arms more and then i'm crashin. have a good one peoples.

later later

Mood: great
Listening to: nothin, leavin work right about now!

so i'm about to leave work. today was really good, although we did get lost on the way to baltimore trying to find the damn place. it was a real rat whole. an old factory. but anyway yeah i'm about to leave to go to an iron bird's game. corey's g-ma won some tickets and gave them to him so that's cool. something different to do tonight. well that's about it for now. i'm getting the blazer 100% now. so i'm pretty psyched about it. gonna fit that bastard out with some nice off road equipment and go muddin and have some serious fun.

later later crocodile

Mood: great
Listening to: nothing again wtf is wrong tonight, no tunes what is this?

the weather outside is getting a bit cool during the dead of night. but oh well it'll be fine. it was a good night for a walk in the leather with half a 40 to kill. time well spent. so i've got to get up for work in a few hours. so i'm heading to bed i think. so you peoples have a good one and i'll talk at you later.

later friendly friends and fellow fiends

Mood: alright
Listening to: amazingly, nothing

so i'm kinda bored but feeling better than before. i'm in the hunt for a street bike now. i was looking at cruisers but now that i think about it i'd like to have a bike that is capable of doing 200 mph, not that i'd ever balls up to riding that fast but still just having a bike that capable would be pretty awesome. i re-touched the sparrows tonight, the red didn't want to stay in for some reason. it may have been the magnum needle i was using the last time i was working on them. i don't really care for them so once their used up i think i'm switching back to round shaders. also a heavier power supply would be nice, something that is capable of more out put. but anyway so tomorrow should be pretty easy, although there is another job that i'd like to start right away and we're going to baltimore to talk to the jokers who own the project i'm working on now. so that'll be fun. alright i'm done for now. have a good one peoples.

later

Mood: low very low
Listening to: nothing

My soul is a torrent of pain and anguish

My heart a tattered shadow that once loved

It is difficult to see any light in this darkness

I live on a barren island in the sea
No companion, no love, no hope

 

so anyway, to set the mood there's a little piece for ya i threw down real fast. anyway yeah as you can see i feel like shit and for what i don't know. well i do know. failed relationships, memories flowing back through my head. it makes me sick to my stomach to think of the love and joy i felt and now it's gone. i must move on it seems. work was good, tomorrow we go see the owners of this fucked up building i've been working on and get some shit straight. have a good one peoples i'll try to cheer the fuck up. seeing some of my friends this weekend will probably make me feel alot better, i've gotta make it there first however.

 

later later

Mood: alright, a little hungry
Listening to: lars and the bastards

so today has been busy already, i was the only one who came to work in a shirt and tie, corey had a dress shirt on but no tie. so yeah i said fuck the tie. i don't like it all that much anyway. i'm still pissed that i couldn't find my freakin black tie. i love that tie, and it's such a "takin care of business" tie too. makes ya look like a killer. but anyway, so yeah i've almost got this damn project ready to roll out tomorrow morning with us to baltimore. had to get up a few earlier this morning to help out a friend who needed me to pick up some smokes so that made the morning a bit rushed but tough shit i suppose. hopefully this weekend will be fun and full of partying. it's the last weekend before school starts so i'm kinda looking forward to some excessive behavior. alright well i'll get back to my work now. you peoples have a good day.

later later

Mood: pretty who gives a fuck
Listening to: danzig ~ mother (awesome fucking song!)

so so bored. maybe i'll call the fiends out tonight and we'll go vandalize something. i havn't ripped shit up in a while. i think it's time to go commit a crime or two. one thing i need is a hip flask. that would be awesome to have. yeah i think it's going to be a bullet belt/leater jacket, kicking shit over night. maybe we'll go get into a fight or something. that would be fun. i posted pictures of my newest tattoos on myspace so go there if you want to see pictures of them. so anyway i'm about done for now. you people have a good one, i'm tryin to make my day better. we'll see what comes out of tonight.

later friendly friends and fellow fiends

Mood: FUCK!!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK!
Listening to: nothing

still at work slavin away. but i bring to light something. why is it that eventually i am treated like garbage by those who i've had physical relationships with? why the fuck is this? maybe someone can answer why all the problems in the world are for some reason my fault. i give the fuck up. it doesn't pay shit to be nice to people or to give a shit. i should just be a dick to everyone and give everyone the fuck off attitude, that's what i get from everyone so why the hell not repay the favor with a stiff middle finger back. so there it is.

have a good one, i sure as hell won't

Mood: i feel like shit on so many levels
Listening to: quantice never crashed - william shatner's powergun

so i'm sitting here at work, very bored and not really motivated to do shit yet. i'm also feeling terrible about heather. she had a bad day and i wish i could do something for her but i can't. so she got upset with me, but i didn't do anything so why does it have to be taken out on me? either way last night was boring, nothing to do at all, worked out some. new tattoo "regret nothing" on my stomach right at the waist line. i've gotta get some work done today, this project is due out tomorrow for approvals. so yay yay for me. anyway, hopefully things will turn out ok with heather and she won't be super pissed with me atleast. i just want to say that i feel pretty alone and in a dark hole right now, without anyone or anything, this really sucks. anyway i'll get through the day i guess. probably have the home internet working later so i'll post more.

later later

Mood: ok
Listening to: foo fighters - my hero

so the internet is still offline at home so office communication with the outside world is the only way i'm doin it for a while. but anyway yeah i've been pretty bored and a bit lonely. i miss heather so much now since she is in alabama. i may be going down rather soon to visit her though. that'll be fun. gave myself more tattoos this weekend. friday i did two birds on my legs. and sunday i did my first tattoo on someone else. that went well and i was very happy with the job i did. so was my client. anyway that's about all that happened. i got paid 50 bucks to work security at a strip club saturday night. good deal i thought i got paid to walk around, look at boobs and be a dick to people that we didn't like. so that was fun. well i'm done for now. have a good one peoples.

later later

 

Mood: uhh, good i guess, rough
Listening to: don't ban me from the hardcore scene for telling you, but i'm listening to good charlotte

wow, what a fuckin night we had. got way too drunk. slept in my development down the street from my house for a few hours before rollin in the door half shit faced. fun time though, hurting this morning. we were told last night by our boss while he was kinda loaded up that if we beat him here this morning we could go home and get paid for the day but that didn't happen. i mean i was here on time, some how i dont know how i did it but i was on time, but we didn't go home. well anyway i'm kinda rough this morning. ok i'm done now i'll be back later on.

bye bye friendly friends and fellow fiends

Mood: busy busy busy
Listening to: rancid

so i'm at work, kinda tired but pretty wired. wrote some songs last night, i was just in that kinda mood i guess. wasn't online because i'm sure my modem is shot so i've gotta replace it soon. but anyway it's been one of those days. i'm probably going to be working kinda late but who knows. i went out looking for trucks last night and found one i really liked. so new ride probably in the next week or so. it seems this weekend i'll be tattooing a few friends of mine and the following weekend i'll be doing more friends of mine. so lots of ink slinging here soon. well i'm done for now. gotta get back to work.

later crocodile

Mood: early
Listening to: nothin yet

so the usual tenderness has proceeded the piercing of my nipples. i woke up this morning and they were a little soar but not all that bad. not like i havn't done this before. i chased the needles with bars too instead of the rings like last time. so much easier to get in and get it done with. well that's about all for now, i'm at work so hopefully i'll get productive today and get shit done. have a good one peoples.

later

Mood: great, but tired
Listening to: nothing, too tired for tunes tonight

so i'm tired, from stairing at my computer screen at work all day and probably from piercing my nipples again. it took far less time this go-round and there was less bood, almost none infact. also they look better, i pierced them at an angle but they are even on both sides so it's good to go. now i just have to work super hard on getting really cut so they'll compliment my bod. well anyway it's been a pretty good day. so everyone have a good sleep. i'm sure i will.

later crocodile

Mood: good
Listening to: nothing yet

today was a relatively productive day at work. i didn't get alot done but i did get some work done. i do, however, feel that i will be rushing and working long hours next week to get this one project out the door by wednesday. either way i get paid for it. so heather and i had a fun adventure to old navy and then the mall. i really dispise the rain. it's keeping me from running tonight and that blows. i'll just have to do more lifting. well i'm about done for now. have a good one peoples.

later

Mood: good, sick, but good
Listening to: nothing

so i'm kinda tired but not really needing sleep. i'm mostly drained from this cold i have come up with. i don't know how i did it but yes i have a cold and it's 90 fuckin degrees outside. but anyway yeah, i lost the freakin bet with heather. sucks so bad. oh well i guess, i got some didn't i. anyway i've not much more to say than that. the piercing stuff should be here any day so i'm pretty stoked about that. ready to put some holes in my body again and bleed. alright well i'm gonna go lift for a while. gotta start working out again, i can't stand not being in good shape.

alright i'm gone

 

Mood: tired, but good
Listening to: i was giving fall out boy a try, but the playlist went off, so nothing now

so i'm kinda sick i think, i dunno. probably contracted something from that sexy little thing i slept with last night, yes heather i mean you. besides that though i did more ink work on myself, i've got a skull and cross bones with fire coming from the head on the side of my left calf now. so yay, we've moved into visible territory. that's about all i've got for now really. the new needles worked nicely. you can check out the pictures of my work at myspace.com/hardcoredave but besides that i've got nothing else for tonight. have a good one peoples.

later later