Weblog of dave

Mood: what a fuck up! lonely, tired
Listening to: nothing

i am such a fuck up. plain and simple. a fuck up. first of all i went drinking tonight for a while and chatted with a friend that i hadn't seen for sometime. it was nice seeing her again and fun to catch up on things. on my way home while traveling at a nice 70 mph, while a bit under the influence, i spotted a deer in the road. i hit the brakes but to no avail. i struck the animal and it went flying about 20 feet. it didn't die and my car is fine barring a few paint chips that got knocked off. i am a fuck up becuase i know how my friend hates it when i drink and drive and me being a dumb shit told her that i was drinking and driving. so lesson here is don't drink and drive, you'll hit deer and piss your friends off and they won't talk to you.

later fuckers

Mood: tired, bored, lonely
Listening to: nothing yet

what to do, what to do. so tonight is going to be boring if i can't figure out something fun to do. adam is working and i think brian is too so that sucks some balls. i'm not sure if anyone is home from school or not. this may be a night of drinking by myself down on the pier. i dunno, we'll see. so anyway i'm tired and i fucking hate work but eh it's ok because they pay me. so i'm about done now. i'll talk to you peoples later!

later later

Mood: tired, happy about my tattoo, sad about not having a girlie friend
Listening to: some techno, i dunno what it is, it's not bad though

so i'm pretty tired. the tat looks so fuckin good. hopefully it'll heal real fast and won't give me any trouble, that would be awesome. so i think in a few weeks i'm gonna go back and talk to jt about doing swallows on my chest, like flying away from the center. so the project went well tonight in class. and i'm really tired so i think i'm headed for bed. so i'll talk to you all later.

later later

Mood: tired, a little drained from the inking
Listening to: nothing

so the ink for the day is done and dude does it look just fucking spectacular! that's why i go to those guys, they just fucking rock! it only took an hour and it looks just wonderful. i think in a few weeks i'll go get swallows done on my collar bones. that'll be nice. well i'm about done for now, i've got to go to class in about 2 hours and give a presentation. then a possible party tonight at brians so that'll be fun.

bye bye friendly friends and fellow fiends

Mood: eh, not bad
Listening to: geto boys : damn it feels to be a gangsta

so that project is totally finished now. yay for me. i go to get inked in like 2 hours. so psyched! i'm kinda tired, and i need to be sure i eat something before i go, don't wanna pass out or throw up from the needles. although i've got no beef with them so it'll be fine. so yeah, maybe i can get beck to play some frisbee after i get my ink or something. or maybe get him to go up and get some ink too. hey everyone could always use tattoos, they're great. but anyway i'm leaving now.

later later friendly friends

Mood: dunno
Listening to: still adult swim

i forgot something a few minutes ago. i'm thinking that tomorrow after class will be a perfect time to go streaking in newark. i'm thinking on the greens around academy street. yeah, i think the kids up at the u of d could use a little break and see some nude ass tomorrow evening. so we'll see, maybe i'll get thrown in jail by security. that would make a great story wouldn't it? of course it would. so that's it for now. oh yeah, ultimate frisbee this sunday at northeast high time=approx 3pm

later later peoples

Mood: kinda tired, and apathetic
Listening to: adult swim is on, ya know, the cartoons that come on at 11 or so thursday through sunday

so i'm kinda tired, but not sleepy tired, just beat. tomorrow is the big day! more ink! i'm so psyched! finally i'll have tattoos instead of my tattoo. hehe, just a mental thing for me i guess. well anyway my room is a mess and i've gotta get it cleaned up. so i've yet to successfully to fix the impulse. oh well. i'm like brain dead tonight, i dunno. i did the group project power point so that atleast is out of the way. well i'm about done now, take it easy peoples. drop me a line at goodolmarxism on aim, i always like talking to peoples.

later later friendly friends

Mood: not too bad
Listening to: cro-mags : show you no mercy

so i finally got around to attempting to fix the impulse, my newest paintball gun. i traded my buddy one of mine for one of his. they operate differently so it was a fair swop. but anyway, so i'm working on this group project thing, and i've only got a few more hours to get it done before it's time to go out and get drunk. i dunno what i'm doing tonight but i'm going to have fun doing it! so i'll talk to you all later.

bye bye friendly friends

Mood: intoxicated, lonely as fucking fuck! and just plain tired of my fucking miserable life!
Listening to: quantice never crashed

so i've been drinking. fun stuff. i fucking hate how my life is and how it's going. i mostly hate the fact that i don't have anyone to love and care for. wtf! i mean why can't i find a nice girl to just give all my affection to? is this so fucking hard? i'm on the verge of giving the fuck up on this bullshit. i'm so tired of dead end explorations with girls who had no intention of ever really talking to me again. so fuck this, i'm fucking sick of it. i'm so tired. amityville horror was pretty good. but i'm fucking fed up with trying so hard to find a girl that will accept me and return my affection. so fuck it! i'm outta here

later fuckers

Mood: tired, lonely, fuck!
Listening to: nothing, this needs to be fixed

so it looks like drinkin is on the menu for tonight. oh yeah tuesday night boozin, can't beat it with a stick. beck and i are going fishing and will probably get so loaded we won't even fish. so we grow ever closer to thursday, so can't wait to have this done so i can move on the other stuff. i think swallws on my collar bones are gonna be next and after that we begin the sleeves. righty will be a good luck and bad luck theme, and lefty will be machine parts and bones. so i'm about done for now, got the imp finally so i can work on it and get it ready to rock and roll for the next time i play paintball. so i'm outta here for now

later later peoples

Mood: eh, not bad
Listening to: acclaimed : optimus drinks his coffee black

so i came home for lunch, no one fun to go to lunch with on tuesdays so that sucks. i'm kinda tired but i feel good because i actually got some sleep last night. i'm so excited about thursday, finally more ink! new idea on the board now is sub-clavical piercings. which for those of you that don't know what a clavical is, a piercing that goes under my collar bone and back out, it's pretty much a hook under the bone. so that will be interesting if i get it done. this weekend's show in salisbury is going to be a good one. i'll probably get stomped but that's ok. and then next weekend it's time to see the A-Train! acclaimed! oh yeah! such a good band. so i'm gonna go get some food now, you peoples have a good day!

later later

Mood: tired, bitter, lonely, sick of my life
Listening to: floor punch : washed up at 18

so class was good tonight, i gave my presentation and i think it was one of the best i've ever done. it went very smoothly. so thursday thursday thursday. i can't wait to get more ink. i was going fishing tonight but i'm going to stay in, it's too cold, i'm too tired and i really don't feel like drinking. while we're on that lets talk a bit about the whole straight edge movement and how i may be involved in that soon. i am starting to realize that i need to clean my body up. i have done away with drugs and the like. and i never really screw around with girls unless i'm in a relationship with them so yeah i'm good there. but the drinking is one thing i havn't been able to master. it's a disease that i have to control. i'm going to rot away from the inside out if i dont stop. so i'm back to the straight edge question and i grow ever closer to doing it. and doing it right. not this on and off bullshit like some of my friends. i'm talking about hardcore straight edge, no drugs, no booze, and no sex unless i'm commited to that girl, which is how i'd like to have it anyway. i'm just tired of being another fucking stat of the alcohol abusing variety. i've gotta do something to better my life and this is going to be it. i'll talk to you all later

later laters

Mood: pretty good, psyched about the ink on thursday
Listening to: nothing, i'm about to leave the house.

so i ran around a did stuff this morning. paid bills and the like. however i also went up to august moon and spoke with them about my stars. we agreed on a very sweet price and thursday at 1 pm i will be getting them finished. B wasn't there so i talked to JT and he's going to finish them up. so yeah, now i'm going to the batting cages with beck so that'll be something to do for a while. something to get me out of the house, but i have to come back in a few hours so i can write my paper and go to class. so i'll talk to you crazies then.

bye byes

Mood: tired, lonely, pissed
Listening to: i think i'll throw some thursday on here in a sec, i dunno

for some reason i am up now because it's national wake david up while he's trying to sleep day. but anyway so blogigo wasn't working yesterday so to report on hershey park. it was fun. there it is. i did some roller coasters, had alot of fun and just had a great day. today i'm not sure what's going on. i'm going over to brian's at 12 or so to lift so that'll be fun. so i'm about done now. so tired still. so i'm leaving.

bye byes

Mood: tired, was shitfaced, lonely
Listening to: nothing

so what a fucking good night that was. saw kevin, he v'ed out on me with his lady friend and took two of my beers. bastards! i got pretty drunk, went over to kymbos and watched part of pirates of the caribian. i'm still kinda fucked but i was good enough to go get gas and come home, hershey park in 4 hours so i gotta get to sleep. i can sleep on the way up thank god. so i'm out for now peoples.

later later

Mood: fuckin pissed, fucking lonely, need to fucking fuck!
Listening to: converge (when forever comes crashing down cd)

so the hair is black, we didn't record anything because sean rolled before i got there. and i've got a bunch of 16 oz beers that are going to make me feel alright tonight. i dunno, i'm looking for a friend to drink with me so let me know if ya wanna booze it up. alright i'm about done. oh yeah i'm pissed because my mom was like making me look like some kind of freak show in front of my family. hey look he's got piercings, hey look he's got tattoos. hey look, fuck you!

alright i'm out, later later

Mood: tired, apathetic, lonely
Listening to: breaking pangaea : worst part

so i'm about to seriously rip some tits. i am so pissed about these pop ups it's driving me completely fucknig insane. on a lighter note i have written lyrics to a song about pandas and how they are too dumb to fuck and save themselves. so that's a first. also a few of the older 14 traits have been renamed and the lyrics nailed down so i've got a clear idea what the hell i'm saying for a few of our songs anyway. the new ones, eh who the hell knows. brandon says he wants to get two recorded today so we'll see, kimmy is also supposed to dye my hair so that'll be fun. and also i'm taking suggestions for piercings, i'm thinking about doing some surface piercings, just run bars through my skin somewhere but i'm not sure where yet. just do it for the fun. alright that's about it for now, gotta go to the hell hole to make some cash.

later later peoples

Mood: kinda tired, bored, lonely as fuck
Listening to: history channel is on!

ugk nothing to do tonight! fuck! beck was supposed to call me, and he didn't. he's working but he said he wasn't going to be working there anymore, whatever. i'm so pissed i can't find anything to do. i don't feel like drinking so that's fuckered. i would pierce something but i don't have any needles so fuck that idea and i would tattoo something but i don't have my stuff yet. and of course i'm not doing homework, fuck that. well i'm not sure what to do so i'll just stay in i guess. so i'm gone for now.

later later peoples

Mood: i dunno, pretty good i guess
Listening to: rancid : red hot moon

alright, well you peoples did it. pushed the blog over 3000 hits so that's awesome. lunch time right now so i'm gonna go get some food. anyone up for ice skating tonight? probably go around 8 and stay until they close or kick us out. i wore my leather today to work, god i love that jacket. it gets some looks but i don't give a fuck. it was just cool enough today to wear it without burning up in it. so i'm about done for now. i'll talk to you peoples later.

bye byes

Mood: tired, appathetic, lonely as a mother fuck
Listening to: nothing, gotta fix that, how about some trance, havn't heard any groove sallad in a while

so i'm pretty fuckin tired. it was a long day of drinking and fun. but it has come to a close and i am tired. probably will go to bed here soon. not sure though. i may go get some sort of unhealthy snack. god i'm tired. damn. my hair isn't long enough to throw in a fauxhawk yet but it's coming and it will be black at the end of the day saturday so that will be pretty tight, i hope. hehe. but ok that's all i've got for now. i'll talk to you crazy peoples later

bye byes

oh and p.s. jenn has requested i write a hardcore song about pandas, so that will be on the new cd. it will be called "pandas, stupid bastards too dumb to fuck"