Weblog of dave

Mood: i feel like fuck, total and complete fuck
Listening to: something in a minute

i'm so fucking tired! this past three day run at work has ground me down so so bad. i'm tired, bored, depressed, lonely and for some reason don't feel like being all crazy this weekend. and i signed up for fucking work sunday. wtf was i thinking! oh well, not like i'll be hung over or anything, i seriously do not feel like going out and getting drunk anymore, like i just don't feel it. i sometimes may be in the mood for a beer or two but i think i'm past the whole, lets get fucked up all the time thing. kinda just feeling low i guess. and it seems i can't eat more than once a day. i had breakfast this morning and my stomach was like f you dude we aren't supposed to eat more than one meal! i was like what the f. i dunno i guess i'm becoming worn down and way more sedated than i used to be. but anyway, i got like 50 hours this week so that isn't too bad. probably sleep until noon or so maybe a little later than figure out what i'm doing, if anything, maybe i'll just stay in and go to sleep early. not like i have anyone that gives a fuck about me to hang out with. alright i'm gone, gotta listen to a song for someone and then i'm getting some much needed sleep. have a good one people and a happy new year.

later