1-16-06 about 3am
Mood: disgusted with life
Listening to: nothing
so my pathetic life rages on while i try to slow it down enough to control it. i hate work, i hate my personal life and i basically hate life in general. i'm tired of it all. every single aspect of the whole damn thing. i had thought about not going back to work tomorrow but i'm going, just because i need a job. i was browsing the interweb more looking for places to live that bryan and i could afford and not kill ourselves paying rent for. not sure i've found any good places yet but still looking. maybe that'll help me cheer up. move to a new place, meet new people and if i'm lucky a lady friend. i'm just sick of it all.
later
