oceania

Sep 18, 2005 at 12:01 o\clock

17 and 18

by: nigel311

gotta get out of here, before it gets crazy, gotta move out of here before its daylight baby gotta get out of here, before its starts raining, i gotta get outa here before i go crazy gotta leave gotta go gotta exit gotta run gotta walk gotta leg it gotta fly gotta not gotta knot, i hit my head on the bed and its hot gotta go, gotta fuckin get away i go insane i gotta get the fuck up outa here!!!

Sep 8, 2005 at 04:54 o\clock

Louisiana, august 28 2005

by: nigel311

Mood: starting to think about the last 2 weeks
Listening to: the hum from the computer fan

what is a death toll

a toll that the dead pay to the living in order to live, or some sort of sick twist on survival, the toll of death taken from the number of warm body citizens,the number of hearts that stopped beating, the number of children that were raped to death....what is it to be raped to death?>>what would be the last thing that you would remember>>what is is to starve to death>>what is chaos>>what is filth,

the answer is we are human

Aug 27, 2005 at 12:56 o\clock

glow

by: nigel311

Mood: not really sure...restless
Listening to: 311--something from the new cd..i dont know the title

i glow/i know/i compress/into tinier things/smaller than me/shimmer/shimmer/with more dimensions than diamonds on rings/shiver/shiver/because its cold outside and i dont wanna walk back home/i dont wanna back to the place where you left me and i left you/close your eyes/baby/close your eyes/imagine you and i/

 

i grow/i know/i regret/think back to grimier things/a time in space without diamonds and rings/far away place where tragadies play/a place in the dark where murders take place/i place in tommarow in whats left in today/close my eyes/close my eyes/imagine you and i

 

 

Aug 27, 2005 at 00:45 o\clock

gloww

by: nigel311

Mood: restless still....feeling the tylenol pm..lol
Listening to: new 311 stuff

i glow/i know/i compress/into tinier things/smaller than me/shimmer/shimmer/with more dimensions than diamonds on rings/shiver/shiver/because its cold outside and i dont wanna walk back home/i dont wanna back to the place where you left me and i left you/close your eyes/baby/close your eyes/imagine you and i/

 

i grow/i know/i regret/think back to grimier things/a time in space without diamonds and rings/far away place where tragadies play/a place in the dark where murders take place/i place in tommarow in whats left in today/close my eyes/close my eyes/imagine you and i

 

Aug 25, 2005 at 01:40 o\clock

in confidence ill see you agian

by: nigel311

Mood: restless still....feeling the tylenol pm..lol
Listening to: 311=frolic room

i dream, i wish, i remember the last time i saw your face, i remember the shaddow on your chin from your bottom lip, i remember your sillohette, i remember dreaming of you from this world to the next, i remember the time, i press play and rewind, over and over agian, i remember when we were actually friends, i remember when we actually talked, i remember when my creative energy actually worked, i remember how you used to speak so easy, i remember your beautiful beyond words.i remember hearing your voice, would take away pain, go beyond hurt, the feeling, you used to make me feel so finished, i remember your letters, i remember you cared about me, i was so uneasy, but it was so great, i remember your envolops addressed, i remember i used to hold the truth, under my breathe,

i used to wait for you to call in the afternoon

so much to say, but i never spoke to soon

i never said to you what i really felt what i really had to

i held it inside until it all fell through, so the thought haunts me,

in my dreams, in the middle of the day, everywhere i go,

all i think about is you