Me dressed in my evening wear looking for Comet Mc Donald the double arch comet seen in the skys above NZ
I heard from my daughter who heard from her x boyfriend that Pinot our family cat had died three months ago.
Why the x C had left it this long to inform of Pinot’s demise I do not know.
Perhaps he felt guilty, as we had left him to look after Pinot and Noir the two black cats who where twin brothers that were always together.
My daughter and her two daughters had to make a hasty retreat from the house she shared with C
This sudden departure came about after my daughter did something very silly on the evening of C’s father’s funeral, which made their future relationship null and void.
So the wash up was that the cats were left behind together with other loose ends, which can happen, in these tense situations
We had lot of fun times with these cats who where identical to look at but very different in behavior
They never got on with Jack the Jack Russell the family dog and he always crept around the cats always on the look out for the hiss and slap of claw on his small hind quarters
Farewell Pino 9 years old
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These are two plays my theatre co-op Black Inc is producing for the Wellington Fringe Festival
From bravery to cowardice, so quickly
From a force of arms, a sharp spear
Long assegai, protective shield of tough bull hide to ‘disarmed native’
From thick tough soles embalmed in protective sandal to soft Bata-shoed feet
From a tough stomach interior accommodating inkobe, roast meat, umqombothi
To runny cholera-ridden iphalitsha tummies.
From a proud uMthwakazi past, to a grovelling contemporary farm boy, mine boy, kitchen-boy.
I stare my fate straight in its eyes
Jerry Zondo is a lecturer in the Department of African Languages and Literature at the University of Zimbabwe. He lectures on Ndebele poetry, drama, oral literature, and philosophical thought, as well as the theory and practise of translation. He is also a protest poet but, interestingly, has only one published poem to his credit, ‘Awubuzanga Etsheni’ (You did not ask).
I saw her 4-wheel drive for sale outside the house when I passed it in P and memories came back of those drives in that vehicle around the Wellington area.
In Eastbourne where we drove on the sand and you took off your trousers and ran into the sea on a crowed Sunday afternoon
Driving along State Highway on the dead snake stretch, the CD player at max volume, the speed, the top down. Life and death in the balance.
Parked by the foreshore in the Hutt the evening summer sun streaming in as we held each other close
Driving you home with you asleep and then parking in your driveway and me walking away to catch a cab
Getting stuck on that metal road when you took one slope to many
Memories …..
Sunday 21 st Jan
Went out for my daily walk and called in the super market and saw a guy sitting next to his car reading a paper with a 6 pack of beer sitting next to him“Good day” he said to me as I passed by as he sucked on a green bottle his eyes crossing and the newspaper up side down spread across his lap.And a “Good Day to you” I replied but I knew he would not remember me, this piece of his life lost like the Saturday night litter spread around the car park. His conscious now a confetti of numbness.The staff had changed since I had been to “New World Super Market “Gone all the oldies replaced by a young crew with names like Lucas and Mandy who where constantly glancing at each other in some sex sign thing crossed with a “what am I doing here “ look.A middle age woman was haranguing the manager over some over charge issue which had taken over her now existence as she ignored the sun soaked day outside with no urge from her to go stroll the beach or paddle in the lapping seaThen off I went to Battle Hill Farm a working farm where you can stroll amongst the animals as you climb the hills and walk along the stream A young rider putting her horse through its paces over some jumps suddenly lost control and the horse as if wanting to break for freedom galloped towards a fence with the rider pulling for dear life on the reinsWell the horse did stop and I reckon that horse smiled at me a smile that said “Just Kidding “So up the hills I walked and the wind got up and so I had to get a move on till in the end I started to jog down the path back to the car park. Felt good with the exercise and so I fed the hens that roam around free in the car park with my rice biscuits and had a good talk with a Chinese man whose English was not so good but who had a great sense of humour @ Neil furbyso we raced into town to get to the Happy Bar for the slam me and Linzy who said he wanted to drive after I offered but he having bought a new car for his painting business wanted to use his flash new number so in we ride and the Linz then says he is hungry so we stop for his chips at buger king and i tell him to park in the alley way where simon lives and so 10 mins we stroll back to the car heh shouts linzy my car is gone and he does a brief jig on the spot getting all fucked up inside so i say feeling bad cos my idea to park in the now empty alley call the cops man he does and they say that his car would have been towed away bummer rap my bag with my poems in the car and linzy feeling down so we trot to the slam which was kinda spoilt for us me no poems and linz not really into his readings well Mike in a skirt drops us at the towning place and linz shouts at the dude behind the metal grilled counter who just says 180 dollars mate and linz hanging in with his justified rant the dude and his large dog barking just said "If I care" so money coughed up and we ride back to the big P and linz not really interested when i mentioned the Lembas Cafe reading up the coast the next evening
so we raced into town to get to the Happy Bar for the slam me and Linzy who said he wanted to drive after I offered but he having bought a new car for his painting business wanted to use his flash new number so in we ride and the Linz then says he is hungry so we stop for his chips at buger king and i tell him to park in the alley way where simon lives and so 10 mins we stroll back to the car heh shouts linzy my car is gone and he does a brief jig on the spot getting all fucked up inside so i say feeling bad cos my idea to park in the now empty alley call the cops man he does and they say that his car would have been towed away bummer rap my bag with my poems in the car and linzy feeling down so we trot to the slam which was kinda spoilt for us me no poems and linz not really into his readings well Mike in a skirt drops us at the towning place and linz shouts at the dude behind the metal grilled counter who just says 180 dollars mate and linz hanging in with his justified rant the dude and his large dog barking just said "If I care" so money coughed up and we ride back to the big P and linz not really interested when i mentioned the Lembas Cafe reading up the coast the next evening
The doorstep of existence
is clean slate the morning’s fresh
a slide my soul’s sign-
a single necessary step
by love’s wall. Simple soft shard
© 2004, Luz Helena Cordero
© Translation: 2006, Nicolás Suescún
Suicide Note This suicide note was gathered at the coroners' offices by a suicidologist/psychiatrist who asked to be anonymous
Divorced female, age 37
To No-one and Everyone:
Because of a growing conviction that a hereditary insanity is manifesting itself beyond my control, I am taking this way out -- before mere nuisance attacks and rages against others assume a more dangerous form.
Because I am an agnostic and believe funeral fanfare to be nonsense -- I ask that it be forgotten. Instead, knowing there to be a marked shortage of cadavers for the medical profession, for which I have endless respect, I hereby bequeath 1) my body to medics for dissection; also 2) To Mark B. all personal effects -- to be divided as whim decrees -- with Dr. Lois J., L.A. and to each -- a deep fondness and love. 3) To Joe A. the greatest devotion -- the kind that "passeth all understanding." 3a) And my life.
Anita R.
4) To my father, Vincent M., the sum of one dollar ($1)