In vain I was born.
Ayahue.
In vain I left the
house of
god
and came to earth. I am so wretched! Ohuaya, Ohuaya!
I wish I'd never been
born,
truly that I'd never come to earth. That's what I say. But what is
there to do? Do I have to live among the people? What then? Princes,
tell me! Aya. Ohuaya, Ohuaya!
Do I have to stand on
earth?
What is my destiny? My heart suffers. I am unfortunate. You were
hardly my friend here on earth, Life Giver. Ohuaya,
Ohuaya!
How to live among the
people?
Does He who sustains and lifts men have no discretion? Go, friends,
live in peace, pass your life in calm! While I have to live stooped,
with my head bent down when I am among the people. Ohuaya,
Ohuaya!
For this I cry -
Yeehuya!-
feeling desolate, abandoned among men on the earth. How do you decide
your heart - Yeehuya! - Life Giver? Already your anger is vanishing,
your compassion welling! Aya! I am at your side, God. Do you plan my
death? Ohuaya, Ohuaya!
Is it true we take
pleasure,
we
who live on earth? Is it certain that we live to enjoy ourselves on
earth? But we are all so filled with grief. Are bitterness and
anguish the destiny of the people of earth? Ohuaya,
Ohuaya!
But do not anguish, my
heart!
Recall nothing now. In truth it hardly gains compassion on this
earth. Truly you have come to increase bitterness at your side, next
to you, Oh Life Giver. Yyao yyahue auhuayye oo huiya.
I only look for, I
remember
my
friends. Perhaps they will come one more time, perhaps they will
return to life? Or only once do we perish, only one time here on
earth? If only our hearts did not suffer! next to, at your side, Life
Giver. Yyao yyahue auhuayye oo huiya.
Romances de los
Señores #36 (21r-22v)
(Composed when he was fleeing the king of
Azcapotzalco, either during his first flight in 1418, when he was 16,
or during his second flight, around 1426, when he was 24. This is the
earliest poem that we can date.