Me.

Mood: reminiscing (sp?), a tad bit sad :(
Listening to: destinys child

Well, Happy New Year everybody!

Hope your night was better than mine!

Nah, I had a good night really.  My friend had a party so lots of people went to her house.  At midnight we all went into the street and set of lots of party poppers, sang Auld Lang Syne and sprayed champagne everywhere.

But then, everyone got emotional.  Everyone realised that this was our last year of school, and last year of being together.  And most of my friends and myself turn 18 this year, so it's the big step of "growing up", going to University and actually having to be independent for the first time!  Aswell as that, I've known the majority of my friends for 14 years, the rest of them for 7 years.  I mean, I can still remember the first day of primary school, when I met them for the first time.  So they've all been a huge part of my life, and I don't want to lose them :( even though I know it's inevitable, and we are going to drift apart.  It's just scary knowing what's gonna happen this year.

I hate days like these. 

And to top all the emotional stuff off, I went unconscious and got everyone worried, because noone could wake me.  Then I came round eventually and had a big panic attack :( and then surprise surprise, I passed out again.  Not nice :( and as if that wasn't bad enough, I had an asthma attack, because I forgot to take my inhaler.

So now I have a poorly chest :( and I've had no sleep.

So yeah, Happy New Year everyone!