Me.

Mood: happy! with a little bit of confusedness.
Listening to: oasis

I don't know what's happening to me!

I'm turning over a new leaf!  I've been so fuckin happy the past couple of days.

But guess what?!

I'M NO LONGER ON MEDICATION FOR MY HEART!!!!!! I went to the hospital today, and they don't think it's as serious as they thought it was.  Oh my state!

I feel so much more relaxed, like a HUGE weight has been lifted off my shoulders.  I feel so much more normal!  Okay, I'm not off all of my tablets, cos I'm still on six calming tablets a day, but that's nothing compared to what I was taking!

So yeah :) I'm happy.

The only thing I'm a bit confused about is Paul.  I think it's better if we stay friends.  I still love him, but it'd never work, and I'm scared I'd end up hurting him again.  So I guess this is for the best.

I also like someone else.  Nothing's gonna happen, because he'd never look at me in that way I don't think.  But he's just really nice.  I just hope Paul would understand.