Don't you hate it when you spend the day with a guy, cuddling and kissing and being all wonderful and lovey dovey, and then the next day they tell you how great another girl is and how much they like them more than you?
I SURE DO!
*runs off crying*
Kirsty
Mood: Cheerful
Listening to: Rest in pieces - Saliva
Today was alright.
Seeing Josh again was somewhat weird, and awkward. We have chem together, and he said he didn't want to talk to me because it was weird. Could have had a full on break down right then and there, but I held it together.
Afterwards we had a proper talk and sorted things out a bit. We're friends now, but have decided to stay a bit away from each other until things are more settled, and we know we aren't going to fall for each other again. It sounds odd, but I don't want us to get back together, it wouldn't be good for either of us. We had an unhealthy relationship, adn I don't want to go back down that path again.
I now have people in my aust studies class, tis wonderous. Damon went to jump over a table, got his foot caught, and fell over...was the best thing I saw all day.
Mood: Empowered
Listening to: The Spongebob movie (i'm so mature!)
Hi everyone,
So this is the first entry into my new weblog. I think I'm going to like it here.
God only knows how often I will write in here. Probably not often, but I will try.
Through my teenage life I've been in long term relationships, two, actually. As of last wednesday, I'm alone. Me and my boyfriend have left each other, and I'm out in the world alone, yet again.
It's such a weird feeling. Knowing you can't call someone in the middle of the night because you're upset, and have them say it's ok and that they love you, and then offer to come over, to know there isn't always someone to take you to work when you can't get there yourself, to know that when you most need it, there is no one there to give you a loving cuddle, kiss you on the forehead, and tell you everything is going to be ok.
I can do this!
I know it'll be hard, but I know everything will be ok in the end.
Ok, I'm going to go now.
