Angel's Mindless Chatter

May 10, 2006 at 06:51 o\clock

So nothing I do works on here.........

Thanks for the advice Shel, but I still can't get the damn link or picture to work, so I said, FLUNK it and put the pics on the top of my blog under the save harold game and the magnets.

 

The pics are 1) My tattoo and 2) My baby girl!  Isn't she so cute...that's her baby doll too, she loves that toy, I bought it cuz I like animal print and it was cute, didn't know if she'd like it at all, but man she loves it!  Okay, talk to you later!

May 9, 2006 at 19:06 o\clock

Am I a Control Freak?

Okay, well I tried to fix the link thing, I don't know if it works, I think it might since I got the Web Washer warning here at work.  If not well I will have to fight with it at home later.  Anyways, so my night wasn't too exciting, My boyfriend has to work nights so he wasn't around.  He has been kinda a jerk though, at least in my opinion.  He works with our neighbor, his friend...and well he spends most of the time on his days off with him as well...then he gets mad at me for getting mad at him when he goes over to his house while I am home.  He doesn't get it, though I've told him over and over again why it bugs me.  He says he's sorry, won't do it again, doesn't mean to make me feel like he doesn't care and that I always come last.

So an example:  Okay, everytime we go anywhere, as soon as we get home he looks across the street to see if Rob is home, or outside.  Well he had to work yesterday, about 3 times before he decided to go out he opens up the door to look outside and see if Rob is out there...So yesterday he left the house to go wait for his ride to work at 5:15 cuz "Rob's gotta work dispatch tonight so we gotta leave early" okay, fine, I'm surprised he stayed that long since he looked out the door about 3 times already too see if Rob was out there, as soon as he was out there (5:15) guess who tells me they have to go to work early!  Anyways, Angel has to pee around 5:30 so I take her out, and guess what, they are still outside waiting for their ride, that didn't show up until around 5:45, gotta leave early huh!  That just irked me because it is like why the hell do I even bother trying to get home early so I can spend time with him before he goes to work, he leaves anyways when I am there to hang out with someone he sees every flippin day anyway.  Grrrr...it's just so frustrating, so today I didn't come in until quarter to 7 this morning so I won't be home until around 4 or so, I don't even care.  As long as he's home Angel is fine because he will let her out around 3 when he gets up so I am not worried at all. 

Okay, so maybe I'm overreacting and maybe it's womanly hormones or some crap like that, but I am always sick of coming last and having everyone else come first, I mean I live with him, doesn't that mean something?  Or am I too controlling?  I heard his friend Rob ask him the other night while my boyfriend went over to show off his new truck parts, as he was walking back inside Rob asks "What you can't play anymore?"  Haa haa haa...so does that mean I am a control freak and that my boyfriend needs to ask my permission to do anything?  Or is that what he's telling all his friends about me?  I don't make him do that, I do get mad when he is hanging out with them sometimes, not all the time, but that is only because I hardly see him and usually he's spent the last 5 days and even most of that day with them and not me, and when I am there I'd like him to want to hang out with me.  Sometimes though, I understand he has stuff to do with them and that's fine, as long as he doesn't lie about it, I don't care.  Whatever...this may make me a control freak, if so I wish he'd tell me so I can get out of there and move on with my life With or WIthout Him....

Anywho, so last night I did some more crocheting and played online a bit, POGO is EVILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!  Other than that, not much.  Had some wine which was good...but that's abot it.  Anywho I best get back to work now!  Take care!

May 9, 2006 at 03:18 o\clock

Here's a picture of My tattoo!! Finally, I know!

 

Okay, so you have to click on My Tattoo (the link) because when I uploaded the pic, it didn't work!  Hope you find it!  Let me know what you think!

 

 

May 8, 2006 at 17:40 o\clock

My Weekend in a Nutshell???

Well I survived the weekend with little to no cuts and bruises…..haa haa haa.  Anyways, it was a good weekend.  My boyfriend and I did go out on Friday and ate some most delicious Mexican food, I had Camarones al mojo de ajo, mmmm…..they were so good.  It’s shrimp and mushrooms in like chile sause, and it was so hot but sooooo gooood.  Because it was so hot I ended up drinking 3 margaritas….haa haa…and let me tell you, they don’t go light on the tequila.  I was pretty buzzed and could barely move….haa haa.  We then went and rented some movies and got some Mint Chocolate Chip Ice cream for later.  MMM MMM mMMM…..yummy.  We watched Hoodwinked (haa haa it was pretty good!)…the little squirrel guy that is super hyper is crazy…my boyfriend said “If Angel (my puppy) could talk that would be her”….haa haa haa, it’s so true!  We also watched Tristan and Isolde….I loved it, it was good!

 

Saturday we had his 2 kids and our one kid (Angel) and we went to the big city to go visit my parents, traveling with 3 kids is difficult…haa haa hhaaaa.  Well so we get in the car and start to get on the Interstate and the car is making a funky loud noise, it sounded like maybe it needed oil.  So we stop along the way look at the engine, the oil, the tires, etc…everything seems fine, so we get a quart o’ oil and that doesn’t help.  We go to Les Schwab when we get to the other town where my parents live and it seems like we’ll never get outta there, it’s so busy on Saturday’s.  We walked to Burger King to eat while we waited.  It was pretty good fast food, I snuck Angel in too.  Had her in her bag/carrier thing and we got her a plain burger and she ate it up.  The kids didn’t eat nothing but fries and they stole my drink….little thiefs anyways…I guess my diet pepsi was better than the apple juice…haa haa..so we then walked back to Les Schwab and we were gonna have to wait 30-45 mins.  Yeah.  So we walk over to the Sports Complex ( a big park where there are like 4 baseball fields and bleachers and concession stands) and there is only one gate in and out so we figure it will be good, we can let the kids run.  So we do…it wore all the kids down, my parents were out yard sale-ing so they came by and hung out with us,  it took a few hours.  We then got the car back, still was making the noise, but it has new tires, we go to my parents house hang out there, Angel poops on the floor…grrr…then we went shopping came back to town,  took the kids to their mom’s and then went home and unloaded groceries and made lasagna for dinner.  

 

Sunday was pretty boring.  My boyfriend stayed up late so he could get ready for night shift starting Sunday night so he was sleeping most of the morning.  I finished my book “A Million Little Pieces”.  Man, it was good, but the last page made me sad, the page that tells you what happened to all of them afterwards.   I wanted to cry!  I watched the rest of Elizabeth I the two-show-series that was on HBO (my parents taped it for me!!!)…it was good, the end of that made me want to cry too!  I started crocheting a blanket for Angel too…I haven’t crocheted anything in forever so it took me forever, but we’ll see how it comes out.  It’s a purple-ish one, it’s that yarn that starts with dark purple, gets lighter and lighter til it is white then gets darker and darker til it is dark purple again…hope that makes sense….if I do it all right it should be cool!  We shall see.  My hands were sore though, I haven’t done that forever.  

 

Well, today, back to work, don’t want to be here, my throat is sore, think I am getting sick or my allergies are acting up.  Either way it sucks.  I don’t wanna be here today either, I am so tired, I want to be home crocheting and watching some chick movie…haa haa….oh well.  Oh yeah, I bought this bandana thing for Angel at the store this weekend….it says “I’m too sexy for my scarf”…..haa haaa haa….I love it, it’s red and has white letters…she looks so cute, I will have to take a pic this evening and show ya’ll!  I really need to do some house cleaning at home tonight while my boyfriend is at work, Angel thinks she owns the house and it has her toys and shredded paper all over, everywhere…haa haaa haa.  Well I better get back to work, or something like that, got a conference call in a ½ hour so best get prepared for that!  Have a fabulous Monday everyone….Oh and I gotta tell you later about the Sun Room!

May 5, 2006 at 16:16 o\clock

Feliz Cinco de Mayo

Happy Cinco de Mayo all my Mexican and non-mexican friends. 

What's better, is that it is FRIDAY as well....yeaH!!!!!!!!  I am so glad this week is about over.  Tonight I am going out to dinner with my boyfriend (Mexican food of course) and am having a Margarita or 3....yummy.   I can't wait.  I already told him we are going and if he doesn't want to or isn't home when I am ready to go, I will go alone!  Anyways, so what is Cinco de Mayo really?  it is an Independence day for Mexico, but not in the way you think.  Let me explain:

Mexico declared its independence from mother Spain at midnight, on the 15th of September, 1810.  And it took 11 years before the first Spanish soldiers were told and forced to leave Mexico.

So, why Cinco de Mayo you ask???  Well, in 1862 4,000 Mexican soldiers defeated the French and traitor Mexican army of 8,000 at Puebla, Mexico, 100 miles east of Mexico City on the morning of May 5.

"The French had landed in Mexico (along with Spanish and English troops) five months earlier on the pretext of collecting Mexican debts from the newly elected government of democratic President (and Indian) Benito Juarez.  The English and Spanish quickly made deals and left.  The French, however, had different ideas.

Under Emperor Napoleon III, who detested the United States, the French came to stay.  They brought a Hapsburg prince with them to rule the new Mexican empire.  His name was Maximilian; his wife, Carolota.  Napoleon's French Army had not been defeated in 50 years, and it invaded Mexico with the finest modern equipment and with a newly reconstituted Foreign Legion.  The French were not afraid of anyone, especially since the United States was embroiled in its own Civil War.

The French Army left the port of Vera Cruz to attack Mexico City to the west, as the French assumed that the Mexicans would give up should their capital fall to the enemy -- as European countries traditionally did.

Under the command of Texas-born General Zaragosa, (and the cavalry under the command of Colonel Porfirio Diaz, later to be Mexico's president and dictator), the Mexicans awaited. 

General Zaragosa ordered Colonel Diaz to take his cavalry, the best in the world, out to the French flanks.  In response, the French did a most stupid thing; they sent their cavalry off to chase Diaz and his men, who proceeded to butcher them.  The remaining French infantrymen charged the Mexican defenders through sloppy mud from a thunderstorm and through hundreds of head of stampeding cattle stirred up by Indians armed only with machetes.

When the battle was over, many French were killed or wounded and their cavalry was being chased by Diaz' superb horsemen miles away.  The Mexicans had won a great victory that kept Napoleon III from supplying the confederate rebels for another year."

That's why Cinco de Mayo is such a party -- A party that celebrates freedom and liberty.   VIVA! el CINCO DE MAYO!!

Okay, now you know a little more don't ya!  Anyways, so other than that, not a whole lot going on. Am excited that the weekend is gonna be here in about 7 more hours...that's a long time, but hopefully it will go by quickly.  I am really starting to dislike my job again.  I feel that I don't get any chancec to show what I can do and I am being overlooked.  My counterpart is taking all my projects and then I find out after the fact.  It really pisses me off.  I mean if they want me to be a secretary or something, tell me but don't tell me to do something that I can't because someone else has already done it.  It is so annoying.  I am also realizing because of him I may not be getting my promotion next year as I am not meeting my performance evaluation goals,  his fault.  It is really frustrating, especially since my boyfriend and I are planning on moving in a month and we need to buy washer/dryer and other things, PLUS we are contemplating buying a new vehicle too...but if I'm not gonna be able to advance in my career at all I will have to start looking elsewhere and they probably won't pay as much, so maybe no car.  Grrr...it's annoying.  Anyways, instead of whining I will let ya'll go.  Have a wonderful day, drink a corona, or a margarita, or plain tequila and have some Mexican food to celebrate Cinco de Mayo.  Laters!

 

May 4, 2006 at 15:53 o\clock

Am I?

"I am alone.  Alone here and alone in the world.  Alone in my heart and alone in my mind.  Alone everywhere, all the time, for as long as I can remember.  Alone with my Family, alone with my friends, alone in a Room full of People.  Alone when I wake, alone through each awful day, alone when I finally meet the blackness.  I am alone in my horror.  Alone in my horror.

I don't want to be alone.  I have never wanted to be alone.  I fucking hate it.  I hate that I have no one to talk to , I hate that I have no one to call, I hate that I have no one to hold my hand, hug me, tell me everything is going to be all right.  I hate that I have no one to share my hopes and my dreams with, I hate that I no longer have any hopes or dreams, I hate that I have no one to tell me to hold on, that I can find them again..."  (Frey, p. 73)

This is how I felt yesterday.  I was severely depressed yesterday, I left at 11:45 from work for the day because I couldn't hold back my tears anymore.  I cried at least 3 different times at work, there was no way I was going to be productive if I stayed.  I couldn't even talk to my boss and ask if I could go home for the day without balling my eyes out.  Then I get home and my boyfriend keeps asking "Do you want to talk about it".  I didn't even know what the hell was wrong with me in the first place, how the hell am I gonna talk about it.  He didn't understand that.    Grrr...how annoying. 

Anyways, so we watched Hostel....ewwwww...yucky and twisted.  At first we were wondering if it was a porno movie or a horror movie...then I remembered it was written by Quentin Tarantino and well, let's just say "Dusk til Dawn" was the same way...lots of T&A then blood and guts.  SHelly, I know what you mean by "eyeball" for sure....man that poor thing.  That movie was so disturbed.  And I really wanted to backpack in Europe one day, maybe not...ewww...

So that is really all I have to say right now, I guess I could do some bitching about work, but I won't so I will just get back to it. Hope ya'll are having a wonderful day!

 

May 3, 2006 at 16:25 o\clock

Okay, okay........

Mood: All right I guess

So I don't have a whole bunch of exciting things to say or talk about today, ,but I wanted to say that it is scary Shelly and I are pretty similar, but then again so is Jackie and I in other ways.....just creepy I tell ya! Haa haa..well I got my hair cut yesterday, layers, man I look so sexy, I love it, my hair is so cute, bouncy and lighter...I think I look hot!  My co-worker said I looked really good and that I was gonna get some last night when my boyfriend saw it, well, he had company when I got home and when company left all he said was "Well your hair looks good, do you like it?" I said yes I did and that was the end of that...no wanting to jump my bones or nothing...oh well guess I'm not as sexy as I think!  Oh well, I think it so that's all that matters.  I haven't felt like that in a long time, especially since I've been constantly gaining weight, I feel so gross..it's amazing what a little hair cut can do to someone's self esteem!

Well anyways, here are a few quizzes I did from blog things...enjoy!

HOW SCARY ARE YOU:

 

You Are Scary

 

  You even scare scary people sometimes!

 

WHAT KIND OF DRUNK ARE YOU:

 

You're a Wild Drunk

 

You can get enough drink. Seriously, you'll just go puke and start pounding them back again!

 

 WHAT DO PEOPLE ENVY ABOUT YOU:

 

People Envy Your Compassion

 

You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain.
People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them.

 

 WHAT IS THE MOVIE OF YOUR LIFE:

 

The Movie Of Your Life Is A Cult Classic

 

Quirky, offbeat, and even a little campy - your life appeals to a select few.
But if someone's obsessed with you, look out! Your fans are downright freaky.

Your best movie matches: Office Space, Showgirls, The Big Lebowski

 

WHAT KIND OF ANIMAL WERE YOU IN A PAST LIFE:

 

You Were a Polar Bear

 

A bit of a loner, you enjoy introspection and solitude.
You are a fighter, and you will seek revenge on those who harm you.

May 3, 2006 at 16:23 o\clock

More Blog things, things...........

ARE YOU A GOOD COOK:

You Are an Excellent Cook

You're a top cook, but you weren't born that way. It's taken a lot of practice, a lot of experimenting, and a lot of learning.
It's likely that you have what it takes to be a top chef, should you have the desire...

 

Your Porn Star Name Is...

Albino Kitty

 

SIMPSON'S PERSONALITY: DOH....HAA HAA

You Are Homer Simpson

You're just an ordinary, all-American working Joe...

With a special fondness for pork rinds and donuts.

You will be remembered for: your little "isms" and philosophies on life

Your life philosophy: "Weaseling out of things is important to learn. It's what separates us from the animals ... except the weasel."

WHAT TIME OF DAY ARE YOU:

You Are Sunrise

You enjoy living a slow, fulfilling life. You enjoy living every moment, no matter how ordinary.
You are a person of reflection and meditation. You start and end every day by looking inward.
Caring and giving, you enjoy making people happy. You're often cooking for friends or buying them gifts.
All in all, you know how to love life for what it is - not for how it should be.

WHAT 2007 CAR SHOULD YOU DRIVE:

You Should Drive a Ford Shelby Mustang Cobra

You have an extreme need for speed, even when you're not in a hurry.
And while your flying by, you don't want to look like every other car on the road!

WHAT ARTIST SHOULD PAINT YOUR PORTRAIT:

Who Should Paint You: Pablo Picasso

Your an expressive soul who shows many emotions, with many subtleties
Only a master painter could represent your glorious contradictions

WHAT'S YOUR BEER PERSONALITY:

You Are Corona

You don't drink for the love of beer. You drink to get drunk.
You prefer a very light, very smooth beer. A beer that's hardly a beer at all.
And while you make not like the taste of beer, you like the feeling of being drunk.
You drink early and often. Sometimes with friends. Sometimes alone. All the party needs is you!

WHAT TAROT CARD ARE YOU:

You Are The Hermit

You posses a great deal of wisdom and the ability to see people for who they are.
You are always looking ahead at the future, developing visions.
A loner, you tend to travel by yourself through life, seeking your own truth.
You don't crave material things or fancy titles. You have no baggage.

Your fortune:

It's possible that there is a unknown guiding figure in your life, ready to help you.
All you have to do is find this person and seek their advice.
It's also possible that you need to start seeking the meaning of your own life.
Either way, there's some deep thinking you need to undertake, and it needs to be done soon.

HOW IS YOUR INNER CHILD:

Your Inner Child Is Sad

You're a very sensitive soul.
You haven't grown that thick skin that most adults have.
Easily hurt, you tend to retreat to your comfort zone.
You don't let many people in - unless you've trusted them for a long time.

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE PATH NUMBER:

Your Life Path Number is 11

Your purpose in life is to inspire others

Your amazing energy draws people to you, and you give them great insight in return.
You hold a great amount of power over others, without even trying.
You have the makings of an inventor, artist, religious leader, or prophet.

In love, you are sensitive and passionate. You connect with your partner on a very deep level.

You have great abilities, but you are often way too critical of yourself.
You don't fit in - and instead of celebrating your differences, you dwell on them.
You have high expectations of yourself. But sometimes you set them too high and don't achieve anything. (SCARY HOW TRUE THIS IS!!!!!!!)

WHAT AMERICAN CITY ARE YOU:

You Are Austin

A little bit country, a little bit rock and roll.
You're totally weird and very proud of it.
Artistic and freaky, you still seem to fit in... in your own strange way.

Famous Austin residents: Lance Armstrong, Sandra Bullock, Andy Roddick

WHAT TEMPERAMENT ARE YOU:

You Have a Melancholic Temperament

Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything.
You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life.
You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you.

Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace.
You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life.
Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times.

At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you.
You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others.
You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.

WHAT WILL YOUR FAMOUS LAST WORDS BE:

Your Famous Last Words Will Be:

"What we know is not much. What we don't know is enormous."

 

Your Superhero Profile

Your Superhero Name is The Professor Ray
Your Superpower is Spiritual
Your Weakness is Puppets
Your Weapon is Your Celestial Analyzer
Your Mode of Transportation is Helicopter

HOW ABNORMAL ARE YOU:

You Are 60% Abnormal

You are at medium risk for being a psychopath. (Yes, I Always knew I was special...Muaahhh haa haa haa haa) It is somewhat likely that you have no soul.

You are at high risk for having a borderline personality. It is very likely that you are a chaotic mess.

You are at medium risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is somewhat likely that you are in love with your own reflection. (Hmmm....what was it I was saying in my earlier entry about my haircut, I am a sexy bitch!!! )

You are at high risk for having a social phobia. It is very likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement.

You are at low risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is unlikely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer.

WHAT BRADY ARE YOU:

You Are Bobby Brainy

Ultra competitive, you will do almost anything to win. From pull ups to pool sharking, you're very talented.
And while everyone is aware of your victories, they still (affectionately) consider you to be a little brat!

 

Your Hillbilly Name Is...

Lil' Dolly Carter

 

Your Japanese Name Is...

Uma Ichijo

SHOULD YOU QUIT YOUR JOB:

Your Job Dissatisfaction Level is 49%

Well, you don't have the worst job in the world, but it's not great.
And don't worry, you're not the problem - your company is.
Start looking around for another job, even if you're not totally fed up.
Because in time, you're going to be dying to quit!

 

Your Sexy Brazilian Name is:

Andressa Ambrosio

 

Your Irish Name Is...

Zaira Maguire

 

Your Theme Song is Born to Be Wild by Steppenwolf

"I like smoke and lightning
Heavy metal thunder
Racin' with the wind
And the feelin' that I'm under"

A total independent spirit, you can't be held down or fenced in.
You crave the feeling of wind on your face... and totally freedom.

May 3, 2006 at 16:21 o\clock

The ABC's of Life...survey thingy from Miss Teri's blog...............

 ABC's of Your Life:

A is for Age:  25

B is for Boyfriend: Josh

C is for Career: Environmental Planning and Coordination

D is for Dad's name:  Ernest

E is for Essential item to bring to a party:  Gift for the host

F is for Favorite song at the moment:  “Unwritten” by Natasha Bedingfield

G is for Girlfriends: K so I added the s at the end of Girlfriend, so what!  They be...Christine, Shelly, Teri, Jackie, Melissa, Shannon, Ingrid, Sara and Jessey

H is for Hometown:  Don’t really know anymore as I’ve moved so much!

I is for instruments you play:  The Clarinet, a bit of the sax, flute and piano (a bit….not a lot, not good, but a bit.  The Clarinet I am a pro! Haa haa haa!!!)

J is for Jam or Jelly you like: I love Orange Marmalade, my boyfriend hates it though and won’t let me buy it!

K is for Kids:  My puppy Angel

M is for Month you were born:  April

N is for Name of your best friend(s):  Christine

O is for Overnight hospital stays:  None

P is for Phobia[s]:  I have Mormon Cricket phobia and Helmintophobia (the fear of being infested with worms, especially starting with my ears…ewwww…)

Q is for Quote you like: "There are two kinds of people in this world, those who think there are two kinds of people in this world and those who don’t.”

R is for Relationship that lasted the longest: 2 ½ years, but it didn’t work out

S is for Sexual position: All, as long as I’m getting some…haa haa haa!

T is for Time you wake up:   Well depends on when Angel has to pee….but I usually wake up around 2:30am and then again around 4:30am (this time for the day)

U is for Unique trait:  Who knows!

V is for Vegetable you love: Absolutely love corn…mmmm mmm mmm!

W is for Worst habit: Worrying about things I have no control over and trying to change them, then getting pissed cuz I can’t.

X is for X-rays you've had: CT scan of abdomen, right arm and left leg

Y is for Yummy food you make:  I make the worlds best tacos with homemade salsa and homemade guacamole…

Z is for Zodiac sign:  Aries the ram baby!

May 2, 2006 at 16:11 o\clock

A Slacker am I, seriously this time, I am a total slacker I admit it.....

Okay, so I have totally been slacking on the updates.  Truth is, I haven't even been that busy, I've been caught up playing games on Pogo.com at home.  Yep, pretty much as soon as my boyfriend leaves for work, I am on the computer logging in to Pogo so I can play Word Whomp.  I am an addict.  Also I am reading "A Million Little Pieces" by James Frey...(speaking of addicts) and it is soooooooooooo gooooooooood!  I mean who cares if he embellished a bit, it's a story, that's what you do.  I like it so far, man it still sounds so painful all he went through, withdrawl and crap.  Yuck! 

Anyways, so life hasn't been too interesting lately.  I have however heard from 2 friends of mine that I probably haven't talked to in at least a year.  One, well she was dating this 40 year old guy and he beat the crap out of her and went to jail.  She still wants him in her life, but isn't sure...she's trying to get away from all the drugs and crap and be more positive.  I may go over and see her this evening, though she lives 60 miles West of here (a 45 minute drive).  We will see.  Then my other friend is going to be a dad in November.  His first kid...he's really excited, ,I am happy for him.  He is up in Alaska, and he got promoted to a supervisory position there at his job, so kick ass.  

Other than that, same ol' same ol'.  Playing with my puppy, she's so cute when she crawls under the blankets and hides, I couldn't find her the other morning, I heard her bell on her collar, really faint and thoght she must be in the living room, then I went to get socks out of my drawer and the blankets on the bed started moving....haa haaa....she was under there playing around.  She is getting so good at going to the bathroom outside she may soon be let free during the day while I am working and/or maybe free during the nights.  We shall see.

Today I am going to get my haircut, I want it short, but my boyfriend says no, so I don't know what I'm gonna do.  I thought about long layers, but now I think I am just gonna get it cut to around my shoulders.  I mean I totally dig having long hair, it makes me feel sexy, but I have split ends, because I haven't had a haircut in like over a year and a half, so I need a good trim to get rid of them, so I figured I would get it kinda short, that way I could show off my tattoo too!  Plus short hair is so much easier to do things with and I tend to do more with it when it is short rather than long.  I guess I will just have to see when I get there.   I will probably tell her to chop it and then deal with the wrath later....haa haaa haa...I am so evil!!!!!!!!!!!

Today is gonna be a busy day at work, I have a meeting from 9-12 then again another one from 2-3, then I will get outta here for the day, go home cook dinner (maybe) and send my boyfriend off to work for the night.  After that, well probably play Pogo games....haa ha ha....I am so so bad....... 

Oh I bought the movie Hostel, so when my boyfriend is off tomorrow, we will finally get to watch it, I am so excited....it looks so messed up and freaky....I can't wait.  Plus it will be Mini Angel's 1st Horror Movie.  Haa aha...we can corrupt her to be like us!  Sick and twisted!  Yeah baby!  Well that's it for now, chat at ya'll later!