Mood: depressed
Listening to: white stripes-cold cold night
yer ok i admit it.....i crave love i never knew it till now but...i think i no now.....its just i want sum1 who is there 4 me not just as a freind but as sum1 who loves u too, sum1 u can hold in ur arms and hug and kiss ALL day... and i REALLY wanna fall in love again.....ive been thinking about it alot like wat kinda girl i wuld like because i want sum1 who is perfect 4 me and i want it 2 last 4 as long as possible..... and i want love so much because its all i want,like wen i went out with krissy i had like 2 hole gangs on me and NOBODY liked me apart from like 2 or 3 people but i didnt care because i had krissy! and thats all i needed but wen she left me i was like.... all that trouble!! and what do i have 2 show 4 it? NOTHING apart from more enemys......im gonna move away soon.....altho it will b hard leaving reece behind...he has been such a fabulous m8 and he is with out a doubt thye best freind i have ever had he has never let me down or grassed me up and no matter wot he was still my m8 thx reece!well the hole point of me moving away is to get away from running and to meet new people and find that specail person....but u never no i mite even no her now but just not no it yet..... wen love is used in the rite way it can b amazing......(sigh) im not that good at relationships...i mean look i had everything with krissy but i got too overconfident and i lost it all...but i guess no matter wot krissy still would of met jamie and that.....owell maybe she just wasnt rite ahhh whatever... i will find that one specail girl.....lets just hope it will last this time ;)
