THE MEANING OF LIFE?
Mood: depressed
Listening to: him-reserection
y do people try? y do people give up? do u no these ansers? no? good! because only people who have experiences it will understand the pain of letting some one u love go rite b4 ur eyes....and slowly dieing......one day people will understand this pain we so called "weirdos" feel...its the pain of love.......a dead love.......a rose......that is dead but still u cherish it.....love is something u shuld be coutious about....dont make my mistake i was...well......OVERCONDIDENT some mite say.....maybe i should turn goth......i understand them now.....goths are people who have experienced the pain and wants to die....sacrifice them self some mite call it really......but really deep inside all they want is that one specail person......that makes them feel they can take on the world..... wen they look in ur eyes....they give u shivers down ur spine..... and make u just wanna snog them....... loving some1 is the worst dilema because if they dont love u back..... u get hurt more and more... untill....u let them go wich not many people can do...like me...... i want to let go but something is just making me hold on a little bit more longer...people do..... even knowing that ur only gonna get hurt again... but the worst bit is..... jelaousy.....the most deadly sin of all.... jelaousy can make u do things that well....go off the limits...way too much.... my advice to all u out there who feels the same as me.... is to well let go..... UNLESS ur gonna do something about it!! if ur not going to do anything but feel sorry 4 urself then wat is the point????!!!!!! if u love someone then fight 4 them!!dont just sit there!!fight 4 them!!! if they have some1 else...well if u rally love them still fite 4 them if u get beaten up 4 it then it still proves u love them....... LOVE!!!! i hate it really to b honest but..... u dont no wot u have untill u lost it...so be carefull and krissy if ur reading this well....i am very upset about all this and u can show all ur m8s this u can even show jamie this if u want!!i dont care who u show but i still love u yes and im not scared to admit that.......bye
