" On Lifes terms"

Jan 15, 2008 at 23:11 o\clock



                            Happy                                   Jan 15, 2008

                      Hey everybody, I'm officially on my own internet service now. I can't believe it! It's  already beginning to be a quick year.

                      Haven't worked since thanksgiving due to the slow season for paving, so I've been a little depressed, but got news last week that we were getting ready to start up again, and thank god. I am collecting unemployment, but only 87.00 a week. How is anyone suppose to live on that? Oh well life goes on no matter what your income is, right?

                       Kids are great, school is going well for the both of them. My oldest will be graduating next year!!!!! Thats just almost too much for me to even comprehend. My son still has a few years to go and I'm thankful for that!!

                       So heres the kicker, we ordered quest DSL on christmas for my son, you know so he could hook up to X-Box LIVE and then realized there was not a phone jack, (long story) and so we've been waiting to get the approval from the property management to have one installed. Today finally our jack was installed and here I am! It wasn't as easy I thought it was going to be to get the install disk to download and 3 1/2 hours later ( yes i'm blonde) I called quest tech support and within minutes of doing so was connected. We tried everything and guess what, we should have just called to begin with. next time I will do it the easy way.

                         Life is going ok now, thyroid isues should be doing better after the 17, just seen a new doctor who seems to be better than the last. Hes going to put me a different medication, and is hoping to see better results. If you have thyroid issues you know exactly what I'm talking about, it's not fun and it's no picnic trying to get out of bed every morning when all you want to do is sleep!

                       Well, thats it for now, I've got other things to get done today, just wanted to talk to all the other bloggers and check in the world. NOW THAT I CAN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

                       Hope everyone has a good evening and I'll write more later.

Nov 12, 2007 at 19:40 o\clock


Listening to: pEACE AND QUIET


Happy                                                              November 12, 2007

                  Hi everone,  it's been along time!   Gosh, it's been atleast a year. So much has happened in my  life, and yes, for the better. I have a great job, a place of my own, kids are great, I'm great, life's good right now. Nowall I need to do is win the lottery. But u know how that goes, RIGHT? 

                  Things seem to be heading in the right direction for me now. It's taken two years to get my head straight, well almost straight,  I can say that I'm thinking with a clear head now. I have been clean 16 months now and that sure has changed mylife. Being in recovery has given me my life back. And my relationships with my kids. It's been a long road and I actually see light at the end of the tunnel. Yippie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

                    I got a new job, I'm training to be a heavy equipment operator. And boy is it a blast.  It's been fun to learn a new trade.

                   It's winter now and the weather is chilly, chilly.

                    Not a whole to say with my first entry, just a quick hi to everyone and I'll be on soon.

Apr 5, 2006 at 05:40 o\clock

Could Life just Ease up ALittle?

Mood: sad and happy
Listening to: nothing but the rain


             Doesn't Life ever just give us poor people  a break from sinking us down to the lowest whirpool of  shit? I haven't been on here lately due to working again. But let me just say that  I had the worst day ever yesterday. I work as a cashier and I have never done it before this job, and this lady came through my line who seemed like a nice lady, I rung up her few grocery items and a couple of shirts , we started talking about kids and the next thing ya know she was gone and so was the merchandise, I couldn;t figure out what happened until the next customer came through and when I told her the total we both looked at each other funny and I realized that the lady before her never finished the transaction with the debit card and I called my PIC manager over and well, I got suspended from work because merchandise left the store and didn't get paid for. I couldn't believe they actually thought I let her get away with it. I didn't even realize it all happened so quick that even I was speachless. I didn't do anything wrong and now I've been made to feel like a theif. How is this fair?

   On a happier note my daughter will be here tomarrow night.Yey!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I haven't seen her since Christmas. I am so thrilled , It's going to be the highlight of my year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She is so amazing and my son is also amazing. I am trully blessed and they are definately the only good thing I've done in my life! I don't know how but it is. My life has not exactly turned out very well. I still would like to know who hands out the lucky stars for those who seem to always have luck on their sides.

                                                     thanks for listening,  libran35

Mar 10, 2006 at 03:44 o\clock


Mood: bugged


            Why is lving with your family hard? Maybe cause you don't see i to i on alot of things. I do not understand why my mom acts so different to one grandson then to the other. I know my parents have had my nephew off and on for the last 14 years but should that make a difference? I say no, but it does. She yells at my son and hardly ever yells at my nephew, I have talked to her about it and we've fought about it, and nothing ever gets resovled, I'm always in the wrong and my kid is a spoiled brat. Thats what she says all the time. Is that fair? I am really trying to keep peace but it's getting really hard to keep my mouth shut, I just can't say anything about the differencial treatment because I 'm constantly fighting about it with her. I love her to death but just this one thing bugs the hell out of me. And I try to let it go, but I can't. I just can't.

        Today my son got to go snowboarding for the first time with his school. He said he had a good time but fell alot when trying to stop. I still have a hard time believing he's 10 already. Time goes by so quickly. I remember when both my kids were born and it seems like yesterday. 

    Well I don't have much else to say, just bugged by my moms attitude. Life goes on, right?


Jan 26, 2006 at 23:29 o\clock

"It's Snowing"

Mood: bored, very bored
Listening to: t.v.


                          heloo everyone, n ot much happening here  just watching the snow come down. We have about 5 feet up here and it's great!  Not to much to write about today , it's pretty boring up in the Mt.s  So has anyone got any answers from my last blog? Sure would like to hear them! Thanks.

                           Well, not much in the line for gossip in my life today so I'll sign off here.