The Chaos Theory
Mood: stressed / excited
Listening to: TV
What happened to the summer!!?? I blinked and it was gone and the kids were already back in school! And I sat down today determined to check in and write an entry and realized just how long it had been!!!!! No excuse for such a lengthy absence, except the Chaos Theory of Life! created by the vast amount of details to keep track of in this modern life.
Apparently in this day and age we are supposed to have more leisure time resulting from all the modern conveniences we have at our fingertips. Yet it seems as though we have just kept adding more and more activities, both for ourselves and our kids, until we have no down time to veg and contemplate the universe. Which brought a vision of the increasing numbers of Yoga enthusiasts trying to unite body and soul. To feel more intune with oneself and the universe!
So what is the answer to such chaos in our lives!!?? Dont' add more, right!? So what did we do!!?? right...add more!! And so that brings me to tonight. We have decided to re-do the kitchen. In this process of millions of little decisions we finally started emptying cupboards, finding things we had long forgotten and realizing we had made a good decision, but we were hardly prepared for the actual process.
We are at a standstill this evening and tomorrow begins the real work, ripping out the cupboards, etc. and as we did I found myself wiping down the countertops so they would be clean to tear out!! I stood remembering the countless meals and memories we have of the kids helping, baking cookies and getting ready for holidays. I almost felt guilty umtil I remembered that when we moved in how new and empty things felt, and little-by-little we made it ours.
So tomorrow we begin the next step in this process to build a dream kitchen and fill it with things of this decade and throw out the things from four decades ago! Not all of which will be missed!! And as we paint and prepare for the new cabinets and appliances I am dreaming of shopping to fill them with new pots and pans and bakeware so we can have a tea party to celebrate the new ktichen and start a new tradition in our family.
So this evening I will turn back to my knitting and try to relax and contemplate my little part of the universe. To work on my current project of knitting a pair of socks for the group "Socks for Soldiers" . So off to my knitting needles and a bit of TV and I PROMISE TO COME BACK AND WRITE MORE REGULARLY!! and to keep you informed of the chaos in our life.


