Traped in the pain
How do I begin? What do I say? It's a day like any other day. They all begin the same. I suppose you could say you're glad to be still among the living, to still be here.
Yet the more you ease into being you become more aware of the PAIN. It's not - just in your back or just in your legs, it's all over. You try a few moments more of sleep. Nope that won't work. The body wants to get up - so getting up is what you do.
The routine for the day has begun. Fire up the computer. That will take a good 20 minutes, if I'm lucky. Check the e-mails. All junk - Deleat, deleat,deleat. 1 min. down - now what? Check the message boards and Bloging sites, anything good?
Not really, now what? What else can I do to hide the fact that I'm stalling what I really want to do..................to be continued later
