Pain.....part 2
.........so i've worked up the courage to make the phone call and ask the prices for a haircut and color. Ouch that's more than I expected. That's more than I can afford. I'm angry, dissapointed and upset. All I wanted was a little something to pirk up my feelings.
So now what? I feel so trapped. Nowhere to go. I can't go backwards and aparentely I can't go forward. So now what? All I see is life flowing around me while I'm forced to go nowhere. People hump... people say "That's OK " pat me on the head and make a quick exit - so as to not get caught up into listening to my woe's. Or make a quick exit hopeing not to be noticed at all.
Is that all we are ? A race of invisable people - all hiding from one another?Yet treading water in our own pool of tears? So what now? Sink deeper in to the lounge chair and lose my self in what's going on in what ever mindless TVprogram.............to be continued
