Weblog of Nadine

I like new ideas and things.  I like beginning again. I  hate when the new beginnings fall by the way side - unfinished.  I can start things with a bang. I just have a  difficult time finishing. I can think of great goals and plans yet never seem to be able to compleat them.It royally pisses me off.

I'm saying all this because - here I go again - starting something new. I have hope.  I want it to work. It would be verry helpful if I could compleat it. I'm going to try ( very hard ) to write something ( thoughts -feelings -plans) here daly.

Purpose?

I really really really want to effect a change in myself, with in the next ten months and I want it it visably notacable  within the next four months. 

I'm tired of taking  a backseat and being passed over for leadership positions that I am more than qualified to have.

Here goes.......( please excuse the incohearent babble the first few days) untill I can find a real strong pattern to continue.......

Day one.....June 19th. 2005

Shit ......having said all that now I'm drawing a blank............. Oh well it's time to go to church. Maybe I'll have more to say after I get home.

Three hours later...........

GOD IS GREAT !  He answers prayer ....sometimes  long before you get around to praying it.  I walked into the room for this mornings  sundy school  lesson.  The first person I incountered was the lady that sponsored us into this church. She was teaching todays lesson. 

Her question for me was.....Do you journal? Do you write ( blog)down your thoughts in prayer? Then she said that she had  brought  some notebooks for people to take ...to start a prayer journal. There was a film of another lady who described herself as a Christian  author and speaker. 

Very dynamic.  God .......Thank you for the answer.......and for the fact that the answer came before I was aware I was asking it. 

Then came the sermon ......titeled  Islands......telling us how our homes and families need to be  Islands of LOVE....LAUGHTER....JOY....FAITH....STREGENTH.....and allowing us to grow to the POTENTIAL  GOD has in mind for us.