*Like It or Not...This Is Me*

Apr 29, 2006 at 04:51 o\clock

Sorry to you all as usual for my sad pathetic everything...

Mood: Lonely and Alone...
Listening to: Shirley Ghostman(sp)

Jesus said "Husbands, love your wives, even as Christ also loved the Church, and gave himself for it."   " So ought men to love their wives as their own bodies. He that loveth his wife loveth himself."  Ephesians 4 vs 24 and 28.
 
Well there it is for Miss supposed Christian who curses ALOT-BTW...lol  Just a little info for her...I know she won't ever see this but I don't have the time to start another blog I won't blog on!
 
So I know I have worried alot of you guys.  No need to...I have had my meds adjusted(antidepressants) and things are fine.  I am having a beer tonight as I so way need one.  I greatly apologize...I am not a very great person.
 
I did go to SAMS' CLUB today and spent alot of cash...but I do have groceries to last a month or more!  I just had to buy this 5lb bag of tootsie rolls...they are my most fave candy ever and FAT FREE!!!  When I got to the counter I handed the lady my card-which I have had for 5 years- and she said it was expired...ok so it is originally in my mothers name and I am family so I was added.  So I have this whole cart of food and said screw it...I paid for the new membership.  Damn it went up in price and all.  I was also shocked by the amount of some items.  The price was $5 more for one item I buy.  I suppose the high cost of gas has alot to do with it!  Oh well...
 
The my sister and I planned to barbeque and have a few beers...it rained and so we made pizza.  Always gets ruined!  I will no longer MAKE plans!  The nephew had speech therapy today and did nothing again so my sister will wait for that!  That is fine I think as he will talk when he wants to talk!
 
My daughter is off babysitting the evil nephews and my son is spending the night at a friends.  So once again, I am alone!
 
Miss Shelly---I wish you the best luck with that very wonderful Walk-a-thon!  You are so amazing and wonderful!
 
Hubby is working and so I won't see him till who knows when...I really am beginning to hate this not having him here. 
 
Bought new chair cushions for the swing in the backyard.  I really don't like them, but that is all they had that wasn't butt ugly.  Now I have to spray paint the chairs and table(plastic).  Last year I found this spray paint for plastic lawn furniture!  Bought green so it should be nice.
 
Went on EBAY And sold a few things...some sad beanie baby cards.  I made $20 for just 2 cards...not bad huh?  I have a few other TY items like Attic Treasures and Pillow Pals and cards.  I hope to get rid of them too.   I also bought a couple of things.  One is a tablecloth and 8 napkins made in italy...has the tags on it and everything...very cool.  The other is another Italian tablecloth that is soooooo cute!  Made in Italy.  C'mon...I have an Italian kitchen...I need Italian linens! hee hee
 
Miss Angel...I love your puppy and like I said she isn't ugly for a chi!  My sons friend has two and they are fugly ass freaks!  Teeth all crooked and falling out...stinky creepy things!  But I like yours!
 
The neighbor guy is home-I hear his pickup!  Loud ass diesel crap thing.
 
I have a rather shocking thing to say...I have not been to Hobby Lobby at all this week.  However I do have to go but will restrain myself...well till tomorrow maybe.
 
Must call my mother to see if she got the results of her CT...I am so way freaking out!  My blood pressure is way high. 
 
Nothing on the tv as usual so I am watching some Shirley Ghostman(?) show on BBC America.  I don't like it.  I was watching Little Britain.  Footballers' Wives is all reruns now so that is no good!  Oh, I just ordered season 1 of FBW's  from the BBC magazine I get once in awhile.  Had to order as they said it would be my last issue unless I ordered something. 
 
Sunday evening we have to go to the church for a Confirmation banquet dinner.  I can't believe my son is almost done with that.  Now we have two more years with my daughter.  I don't like going to the parent/student sessions...the pastor always asks questions to the parents and I don't know the bible stuff much anymore and I feel foolish!  I should huh, but don't and I feel bad about that.  I do go to worship with my kids, at least I can do that for them.  We used to have this intern pastor and when she gave the sermon...I got it.  Most other pastors make me wanna go to sleep!  Found out she was accepted as full time pastor at a little country church in Montana. 
 
Watched 'PRETTY IN PINK' today...man I love the 80's...NOT.   I used to love that show.  OMG...last weekend at the casino was...hold on to your butts...WARRANT...how 80's is that.  I missed that one...ahhhh bummer NOT!! lol  I did see they are having SHOWTIME boxing on at the casino and I would love to go but it is far away...that casino...and I feel not like driving.  I Love boxing...can't wait for the Del La Hoya fight coming up...I better find out when that is.
 
Since I have bored you all to death by now with this sucky ass entry as usual, I will let you go...besides I need another beer!
 
'CHEERS'
 
J.
 

Comments for this entry:

  1. ilovetchocky wrote at Apr 29, 2006 at 08:54 o\clock:i love the 80s!!! i was born in the 80s!

    glad ur doing better :)
  2. Miss260903 wrote at Apr 29, 2006 at 15:26 o\clock:First off....You are an AMAZING person!

    I love ya to death Miss J!

    I am sorry that you are all alone though. That sucks! I laugh when you talk about Hobby Lobby. I don\'t think we have them here in Canada. Makes me almost wish I lived in the states...Almost! Mahahaha!!!

    I use to love everything 80s. I mean I was a teenager in the 80s. I watch some of the movies or listen to the music & a lot of the time I think \"Oh God! I had no taste!\" Mahahaha!!

    I hope you have a good weekend sweetie. Talk to you again soon...

    Lots of love & Hugh hugs,

    ~Teri~ xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
  3. mindless_chatter wrote at Apr 29, 2006 at 17:57 o\clock:Gun therapy is good, it helps get out any aggressions you may have...haa haahaa. I know what you mean about feeling lonely. My boyfriend spent his days off this week in Idaho with our neighbor. Though he called everyday, and I have little Angel to occupy my time, I still got lonely. I mean don\'t get me wrong, it was nice to have time to myself too, but I needed human contact. It\'s so hard for me because I don\'t really have any friends here and so I just stay home and be a hermit and that probably makes me more depressed and lonely! Just remember I love yoU!!!!!! Talk at you later lady.

  4. Nergeedor wrote at Apr 30, 2006 at 07:55 o\clock:sup chica?

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