People are shit and there it is!
Ok, so things are really shitty right about now. I went to darts with my cheating husband as I so way needed a break from shit...yeah I know with him, but I have no friends of my own. Anyways, I left early, there was this guy there who said some crappy things to me and it was so hurtful, I left! I mean really bad stuff. He does not know me nor have we ever met before. I came home and did the naughty thing and pretty bad too. I am still bleeding. I am crying my eyes out right now. I thought this kind of shit was done with in high school. Nope I guess not. It was so hurtful and not needed. I am under so much stress right now that anything will make me go insane. This did. I am so close to just being done with everything right now it isn't even worth mentioning. I feel so alone and unloved. Hubby is back on his way home but that does not matter to me, he is a cheating asshole who doesn't care. He says he wants to be with me but that is hard to believe since he cheated on me three times with the same person. I should really tell all the shit that goes on here. No hubby does not beat or say mean things to me ever. But to be ignored is just as bad, to know you are not even acknowledged is awful...yeah poor me huh? Well until you go through it you will never know! This is my only outlet right now and I feel bad that some of you have to read this, but it is helping me, to write and vent. I have no one else in my life to help me...Goddess...HELP!
If I can help you in any way, please let me know, and I will do my best, even if it is just to listen.
Hang in there as I am told, 'God is still speaking'. Listen for him.
Hugs,
Aly
Blessings your way.
Ruth
Next grul dont do anything stupid as to harm your self that is a sin in Gods eyes dont harm Gods temple (your body)
And your hubby situation God will bring you though just stay faithful and if he is cheating on u just know his day will come. u will be rewarded for being faithful an he will be punished for his wrong doings.
And one last thing no one will love u if u dont love your self. if u carry your self right and u believe that no matter wat any one says about you u have strong self a steem.words cant hurt u no matter wat is said. gurl this is a test that God is taking u through and the way u can pass it is if u have faith once again and.......u got me mad over here lol!!
but remember God doesnt put more on u then u can bare. People r always going to talk there is no end to that u just have to shake it off and keep on going.
i hope u take wat im telling u to heart and i hope u get to read this hit me back if and when u do.
brittany
Jackie.. everyone has heard the most hurtful things. The most brightest, the most beautiful, the most caring and undeserving of such meanness, .. they have all had that one miserable asshole come say one thing just to ruin someone's day. I truly wish you would not take it to heart.. you are so giving, so kind and I haven't met you but I know you are truly beautiful. Don't let it get you down.. just motivate urself to be truly happy an attain what you want in life. If no one else will do it for you, you go get ur happiness for urself. You will have no trouble meeting friends as you are so fabulous and you don't need to hang around losers like ur husband and those ppl at the bar.. in fact! I would just move myself to a more exciting location my kids (after getting a job there of course)
I hope you don't feel like there is no where else to go.. it's hard to feel like you can escape from a routine lifestyle but there are so many possibilities.. you live life once.. dont' waste it!
PS I hope your hubby rots
Love uuu
Tchocky