*Like It or Not...This Is Me*

Well...I went to the clinic and got two new prescriptions.  A higher dose of antidepressants and adavan(sp?).  I hope this helps me out.  I had a panic attack last night just thinking about things and freaked out crying and could not control it.  Hyperventilating and the whole get up.  Thank Goddess for credit cards...it was the only way to pay for it.  No cash till Friday.  Man, I really hate living paycheck to paycheck.  It is only for the next month because we had unexpected medical bills again.  My mammogram and this and that.  Insurance is great but damn, cover more for what we pay a month. 

I went to the better after hours clinic and low and behold...new summer hours...they closed at 8 PM instead of 9PM.  Pissed me off so I went to the evil hospitol across the street.  YAY I was the last person they let in so I was there till half past nine.  If I would not have gotten in I would have gone to the emergency room.  It is cheaper and faster and I should have just done it.  I really don't like the 'EVIL ' hosp.  They are called Med Center One, but we call it death center one.  I know I know but really it is not a good place.  I have one doc there but will never go to another because I like her, my gynecologist.  Had her for 17 years now and she is great!!

I have to go grocery shopping tomorrow(yay again for credit cards) because we have nothing left but ingredients for hotdishes.  I can only handle so many hotdishes a month.  Forget tuna...I refuse to eat that crap.  I bought pre-chopped lettuce yesterday and that should be good enough for a couple of days...for me.  I do have a roast I can take out and I took out two chickens.  I am going to make one for the sister and nephew and my mom, the other is for US!!!  I better put them in the fridge or ... SALMONILA...gross huh?   OOOO... I just remembered I have bread crumbs and so I can make stuffing too.  And chicken boullion too...YAY.

Thank you to those who just left me nice comments...really means alot to me now as I am going insane and need to keep it real...hee hee!

Well it is late and I need to take a pill or two nad go to bed!

 

Later all...

 

J.