As you all know by now my husband of 15 years wasted my life. I have found out so much this past week about his little indiscretion or lack there of. The one time he told me has now turned into three(sam chick)oh I mean slut!). And it was during and AFTER my mother was sick and died. How flippin' tacky and disgusting. I went to the doctor last night and have now been tested for HIV and other little STDs'. I now have to be tested every 6 months for 3 years to make sure I have nothing. Isn't that just great? If I do have something, his ass and hers are so way being taken to court. I found out there is a law that if she knew he was married and she did...I can sue her ass as well. I can get child support and alimony since I didn't work throughout the marriage and he has to provide me with the way of life I am accustomed to. But as of yet I do not know what to do, I am needing professional help now so that is my main goal for Monday. Oh, conveniently(SP?) he is up at his mothers' today and tomorrow for a funeral. How much you wanna wager he is going to see her too? She lives up there in that area he is at! I tried to find her address online but it is unlisted, damn I so way wanted to send her some ads in the magazines to order shit. lol I am evil like that you know! She should suffer as much as HUBBY DOES! We had Thanksgiving at my sisters and w/o him there. So nice! I made the turkey and cheezy potatoes and homemade pumpkin pies. Sis made the mashed taters and veggies. It was great. I even was able to have wine with dinner. I found out on a cooking show that they make organic wine without sulfites in it. See, I am allergic to sulfa, etc...So for once I was able to enjoy wine(four glasses BTW) and I didn't get all red and sweaty and hard to breathe. YAY, I can enjoy wine again! Since I have bored you all long enough I will let you go!