*Like It or Not...This Is Me*

Jul 9, 2006 at 04:19 o\clock

Really bad news here...

Mood: Tired and confused
Listening to: Where the Down Boys Go...ok, it is on tv on the 80's music...sad but it was on when I got home, my son loves 80's music!

So yeah, we had bad news.   My sister calls me last night about 7 or so and says my  mom fell down the stairs.  Dear lord what next.  Come to find out that she fell outside and was out there from 11:30 AM till 7 PM.  It was over 100 degrees out and we had a big storm go through.  She has a broken hip and wrist!  They had to do surgery this afternoon on her hip and put a plate and pins in it.  Her wrist was just a few pins and will be fine.  All went well and the doc said she has great strong bones.  What a great thing huh?  It really doesn't bother me that she fell, it's just knowing that she was out there all damn day...oh my I am starting to cry again.  So I was hyperventilating all the way to the hosp and ended up taking an ativan(sp?). 

Tomorrow that doc is coming in at 8 AM to talk with us about home health care and all the rehab she will need. 

Her benefit breakfasts are tomorrow at the two churches and I really don't think I will be going as we have alot to deal with right now!  I am not grown up for this.  It is so hard to see my mother lying there helpless and needing us to do it all.  I don't know how I will survive this without losing my mind, really!

So this is just the wonderful begining to my weekend.  My son went to the local pool and went swimming...some kids stole his cell phone...yay huh?  Gets better trust me.  Next thing he is being questioned by this guy who said my son was seen taking money out of his wallet and stole it.  Ok, it was in his back pocket the whole time so how the hell could he have stolen it.  He came down to my house and told me about it all and I said hey my son was crying and totally denying it.  When he cries in denial I know he is truthful.   So I had to call the phone company and cancel his cell service and get this...that ass of a guy came and asked me to call the phone company so he could comfirm that I cancelled it.  What a fucker huh?  Sorry for the language but damn it really pisses me off that kind of shit!

Well better go...bought the Season 3 of ROSEANNE today so I am going to take a pill or ten and go to bed...

Later...

J.