Well...I know not what I do!
So I was a bit down in that last entry, but I know I will get over it! I just get in a funk and freak so forgive me alright?
Today is Friday and now I am starting my heavy drinking for the weekend...I won't have my kiddos around so I feel it necessary to do so. I have not done that in quite some time so I think it is a well deserved drunkeness.
I took a slight nap today with my nephew...didn't help much as I am still tired as all get up!
Bought some more clotted cream from my fave website: igourmet.com Also got some panchetta (a type of Italian bacon sort of) I wish I could afford the proscuitto, but that will have to come another day. I decided I didn't need the balsamic vinegar I said I was going to get so yeah. I also ordered Italian flatbread and more honey and Italian almond cookies...to have with my espresso! I even ordered some German pickles...from Germany!!! I was sent an email by this place and today only as a cutomer appreciation it is free shipping...that saves about twenty dollars so yeah I am ordering! lol
I need to go get lime for the front yard where the doggies have been going potty...it stinks so bad! I did clean it all up but it still peeeuuu!!
I am home alone right now as my son went home with my sister to babysit the nephew and my daughter is at her friends house. Hubby is at work till eleven. I hate this being alone all the time shit!
Miss Mey...thank you for the comment...I know you are there, but I get in a funk as you well know and well I feel sorry for myself and it sucks...it is depression...I get to go on Zoloft again, but fear I will need something stronger! If the fucker lays another hand on you I will sell my soul to Satan to be able to fly to you and kick his ass! I may be petite, but I can fight with the best of them!!!
Miss Shelly...thank you for being there last night! I feel much better today about things. I needed to sort of vent. I have a hard time letting my feeling go and so it will get better I hope!
Miss Teri...I know you are here or there or you know. like I said to Shelly and Mey...I just get in a funk. I am sorry for not visiting your blog properly, but that will change! I miss you and hope you are well!!!!
Sorry to everyone for being a shit lately...my health is not good, but it should get better in time...I hope.
I thank you all for visiting and will blog here and at bravenet as well.
Take it easy all you crazy cats...
J.
