isha's web log

May 16, 2005 at 17:40 o\clock

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by: isha

I am starting this web log, because I want an open channel to communicate with you. You dont even know me, I dont even know you... but I guess this is something that a true romantic would do.. ( ha ha!! that ryhmes).. I want to explain to you that I havent singled you out to hassle you or chase you around. I had a weird experience when I was younger and saw your photo.. it was like you were my relative or something and I really wanted to find you and meet you... since you were really successful, I doubted that you would want to know me and didnt bother. Anyway,.. just thought I would let you know. There are lots of things about you that I admire.. I have this dumb idea that if my life had been a little different I might have got to know you at some point.....I am starting to think I have no hope and I expect I am going to become a nun soon...! In one of your movies you get rescued by a woman. Your character is in an impossible situation and this girl turns up to get you out, right in the nick of time.. I like that idea.. I have always been rescuing people in my life I think....I realise that most people need a hand with things at some point.. I guess I thought that I was someone who would never need to be rescued. I was wrong but I am too embarassed to ask for anyone to help me.. Now, I have become so stubborn about it, I am determined to sort it out for myself !! Your character in that movie and other movies inspires me. Thank you!